We ught to consider not only that our life is daily wasting away and a
smaller part of it is left, but another thing also must be taken into the
account, that if a man should live longer, it is quite uncertain whether
the understanding will still continue sufficient for the comprehension
of things, and retain the power of contemplation which strives to acquire
the knowledge of the divine and the human. For if he shall begin to fall
into dotage, perspiration and nutrition and imagination and appetite, and
whatever else there is of the kind, will not fail; but the power of making
use of ourselves, and filling up the measure of our duty, and clearly separating
all appearances, and considering whether a man should now depart from life,
and whatever else of the kind absolutely requires a disciplined reason,
all this is already extinguished. We must make haste then, not only because
we are daily nearer to death, but also because the conception of things
and the understanding of them cease first.
We ought to observe also that even the things which follow after
the things which are produced according to nature contain something pleasing
and attractive. For instance, when bread is baked some parts are split
at the surface, and these parts which thus open, and have a certain fashion
contrary to the purpose of the baker's art, are beautiful in a manner,
and in a peculiar way excite a desire for eating. And again, figs, when
they are quite ripe, gape open; and in the ripe olives the very circumstance
of their being near to rottenness adds a peculiar beauty to the fruit.
And the ears of corn bending down, and the lion's eyebrows, and the foam
which flows from the mouth of wild boars, and many other things- though
they are far from being beautiful, if a man should examine them severally-
still, because they are consequent upon the things which are formed by
nature, help to adorn them, and they please the mind; so that if a man
should have a feeling and deeper insight with respect to the things which
are produced in the universe, there is hardly one of those which follow
by way of consequence which will not seem to him to be in a manner disposed
so as to give pleasure. And so he will see even the real gaping jaws of
wild beasts with no less pleasure than those which painters and sculptors
show by imitation; and in an old woman and an old man he will be able to
see a certain maturity and comeliness; and the attractive loveliness of
young persons he will be able to look on with chaste eyes; and many such
things will present themselves, not pleasing to every man, but to him only
who has become truly familiar with nature and her works.
Hippocrates after curing many diseases himself fell sick and died.
The Chaldaei foretold the deaths of many, and then fate caught them too.
Alexander, and Pompeius, and Caius Caesar, after so often completely destroying
whole cities, and in battle cutting to pieces many ten thousands of cavalry
and infantry, themselves too at last departed from life. Heraclitus, after
so many speculations on the conflagration of the universe, was filled with
water internally and died smeared all over with mud. And lice destroyed
Democritus; and other lice killed Socrates. What means all this? Thou hast
embarked, thou hast made the voyage, thou art come to shore; get out. If
indeed to another life, there is no want of gods, not even there. But if
to a state without sensation, thou wilt cease to be held by pains and pleasures,
and to be a slave to the vessel, which is as much inferior as that which
serves it is superior: for the one is intelligence and deity; the other
is earth and corruption.
Do not waste the remainder of thy life in thoughts about others,
when thou dost not refer thy thoughts to some object of common utility.
For thou losest the opportunity of doing something else when thou hast
such thoughts as these, What is such a person doing, and why, and what
is he saying, and what is he thinking of, and what is he contriving, and
whatever else of the kind makes us wander away from the observation of
our own ruling power. We ought then to check in the series of our thoughts
everything that is without a purpose and useless, but most of all the over-curious
feeling and the malignant; and a man should use himself to think of those
things only about which if one should suddenly ask, What hast thou now
in thy thoughts? With perfect openness thou mightest, immediately answer,
This or That; so that from thy words it should be plain that everything
in thee is simple and benevolent, and such as befits a social animal, and
one that cares not for thoughts about pleasure or sensual enjoyments at
all, nor has any rivalry or envy and suspicion, or anything else for which
thou wouldst blush if thou shouldst say that thou hadst it in thy mind.
For the man who is such and no longer delays being among the number of
the best, is like a priest and minister of the gods, using too the deity
which is planted within him, which makes the man uncontaminated by pleasure,
unharmed by any pain, untouched by any insult, feeling no wrong, a fighter
in the noblest fight, one who cannot be overpowered by any passion, dyed
deep with justice, accepting with all his soul everything which happens
and is assigned to him as his portion; and not often, nor yet without great
necessity and for the general interest, imagining what another says, or
does, or thinks. For it is only what belongs to himself that he makes the
matter for his activity; and he constantly thinks of that which is allotted
to himself out of the sum total of things, and he makes his own acts fair,
and he is persuaded that his own portion is good. For the lot which is
assigned to each man is carried along with him and carries him along with
it. And he remembers also that every rational animal is his kinsman, and
that to care for all men is according to man's nature; and a man should
hold on to the opinion not of all, but of those only who confessedly live
according to nature. But as to those who live not so, he always bears in
mind what kind of men they are both at home and from home, both by night
and by day, and what they are, and with what men they live an impure life.
Accordingly, he does not value at all the praise which comes from such
men, since they are not even satisfied with themselves.
Labour not unwillingly, nor without regard to the common interest,
nor without due consideration, nor with distraction; nor let studied ornament
set off thy thoughts, and be not either a man of many words, or busy about
too many things. And further, let the deity which is in thee be the guardian
of a living being, manly and of ripe age, and engaged in matter political,
and a Roman, and a ruler, who has taken his post like a man waiting for
the signal which summons him from life, and ready to go, having need neither
of oath nor of any man's testimony. Be cheerful also, and seek not external
help nor the tranquility which others give. A man then must stand erect,
not be kept erect by others.
If thou findest in human life anything better than justice, truth,
temperance, fortitude, and, in a word, anything better than thy own mind's
self-satisfaction in the things which it enables thee to do according to
right reason, and in the condition that is assigned to thee without thy
own choice; if, I say, thou seest anything better than this, turn to it
with all thy soul, and enjoy that which thou hast found to be the best.
But if nothing appears to be better than the deity which is planted in
thee, which has subjected to itself all thy appetites, and carefully examines
all the impressions, and, as Socrates said, has detached itself from the
persuasions of sense, and has submitted itself to the gods, and cares for
mankind; if thou findest everything else smaller and of less value than
this, give place to nothing else, for if thou dost once diverge and incline
to it, thou wilt no longer without distraction be able to give the preference
to that good thing which is thy proper possession and thy own; for it is
not right that anything of any other kind, such as praise from the many,
or power, or enjoyment of pleasure, should come into competition with that
which is rationally and politically or practically good. All these things,
even though they may seem to adapt themselves to the better things in a
small degree, obtain the superiority all at once, and carry us away. But
do thou, I say, simply and freely choose the better, and hold to it.- But
that which is useful is the better.- Well then, if it is useful to thee
as a rational being, keep to it; but if it is only useful to thee as an
animal, say so, and maintain thy judgement without arrogance: only take
care that thou makest the inquiry by a sure method.
Never value anything as profitable to thyself which shall compel
thee to break thy promise, to lose thy self-respect, to hate any man, to
suspect, to curse, to act the hypocrite, to desire anything which needs
walls and curtains: for he who has preferred to everything intelligence
and daemon and the worship of its excellence, acts no tragic part, does
not groan, will not need either solitude or much company; and, what is
chief of all, he will live without either pursuing or flying from death;
but whether for a longer or a shorter time he shall have the soul inclosed
in the body, he cares not at all: for even if he must depart immediately,
he will go as readily as if he were going to do anything else which can
be done with decency and order; taking care of this only all through life,
that his thoughts turn not away from anything which belongs to an intelligent
animal and a member of a civil community.
In the mind of one who is chastened and purified thou wilt find
no corrupt matter, nor impurity, nor any sore skinned over. Nor is his
life incomplete when fate overtakes him, as one may say of an actor who
leaves the stage before ending and finishing the play. Besides, there is
in him nothing servile, nor affected, nor too closely bound to other things,
nor yet detached from other things, nothing worthy of blame, nothing which
seeks a hiding-place.
Reverence the faculty which produces opinion. On this faculty it
entirely depends whether there shall exist in thy ruling part any opinion
inconsistent with nature and the constitution of the rational animal. And
this faculty promises freedom from hasty judgement, and friendship towards
men, and obedience to the gods.
Throwing away then all things, hold to these only which are few;
and besides bear in mind that every man lives only this present time, which
is an indivisible point, and that all the rest of his life is either past
or it is uncertain. Short then is the time which every man lives, and small
the nook of the earth where he lives; and short too the longest posthumous
fame, and even this only continued by a succession of poor human beings,
who will very soon die, and who know not even themselves, much less him
who died long ago.
To the aids which have been mentioned let this one still be added:-
Make for thyself a definition or description of the thing which is presented
to thee, so as to see distinctly what kind of a thing it is in its substance,
in its nudity, in its complete entirety, and tell thyself its proper name,
and the names of the things of which it has been compounded, and into which
it will be resolved. For nothing is so productive of elevation of mind
as to be able to examine methodically and truly every object which is presented
to thee in life, and always to look at things so as to see at the same
time what kind of universe this is, and what kind of use everything performs
in it, and what value everything has with reference to the whole, and what
with reference to man, who is a citizen of the highest city, of which all
other cities are like families; what each thing is, and of what it is composed,
and how long it is the nature of this thing to endure which now makes an
impression on me, and what virtue I have need of with respect to it, such
as gentleness, manliness, truth, fidelity, simplicity, contentment, and
the rest. Wherefore, on every occasion a man should say: this comes from
God; and this is according to the apportionment and spinning of the thread
of destiny, and such-like coincidence and chance; and this is from one
of the same stock, and a kinsman and partner, one who knows not however
what is according to his nature. But I know; for this reason I behave towards
him according to the natural law of fellowship with benevolence and justice.
At the same time however in things indifferent I attempt to ascertain the
value of each.
If thou workest at that which is before thee, following right reason
seriously, vigorously, calmly, without allowing anything else to distract
thee, but keeping thy divine part pure, as if thou shouldst be bound to
give it back immediately; if thou holdest to this, expecting nothing, fearing
nothing, but satisfied with thy present activity according to nature, and
with heroic truth in every word and sound which thou utterest, thou wilt
live happy. And there is no man who is able to prevent
this.
As physicians have always their instruments and knives ready for
cases which suddenly require their skill, so do thou have principles ready
for the understanding of things divine and human, and for doing everything,
even the smallest, with a recollection of the bond which unites the divine
and human to one another. For neither wilt thou do anything well which
pertains to man without at the same time having a reference to things divine;
nor the contrary.
No longer wander at hazard; for neither wilt thou read thy own
memoirs, nor the acts of the ancient Romans and Hellenes, and the selections
from books which thou wast reserving for thy old age. Hasten then to the
end which thou hast before thee, and throwing away idle hopes, come to
thy own aid, if thou carest at all for thyself, while it is in thy
power.
They know not how many things are signified by the words stealing,
sowing, buying, keeping quiet, seeing what ought to be done; for this is
not effected by the eyes, but by another kind of vision.
Body, soul, intelligence: to the body belong sensations, to the
soul appetites, to the intelligence principles. To receive the impressions
of forms by means of appearances belongs even to animals; to be pulled
by the strings of desire belongs both to wild beasts and to men who have
made themselves into women, and to a Phalaris and a Nero: and to have the
intelligence that guides to the things which appear suitable belongs also
to those who do not believe in the gods, and who betray their country,
and do their impure deeds when they have shut the doors. If then everything
else is common to all that I have mentioned, there remains that which is
peculiar to the good man, to be pleased and content with what happens,
and with the thread which is spun for him; and not to defile the divinity
which is planted in his breast, nor disturb it by a crowd of images, but
to preserve it tranquil, following it obediently as a god, neither saying
anything contrary to the truth, nor doing anything contrary to justice.
And if all men refuse to believe that he lives a simple, modest, and contented
life, he is neither angry with any of them, nor does he deviate from the
way which leads to the end of life, to which a man ought to come pure,
tranquil, ready to depart, and without any compulsion perfectly reconciled
to his lot.
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