This reflection also tends to the removal of the desire of empty fame,
that it is no longer in thy power to have lived the whole of thy life,
or at least thy life from thy youth upwards, like a philosopher; but both
to many others and to thyself it is plain that thou art far from philosophy.
Thou hast fallen into disorder then, so that it is no longer easy for thee
to get the reputation of a philosopher; and thy plan of life also opposes
it. If then thou hast truly seen where the matter lies, throw away the
thought, How thou shalt seem to others, and be content if thou shalt live
the rest of thy life in such wise as thy nature wills. Observe then what
it wills, and let nothing else distract thee; for thou hast had experience
of many wanderings without having found happiness anywhere, not in syllogisms,
nor in wealth, nor in reputation, nor in enjoyment, nor anywhere. Where
is it then? In doing what man's nature requires. How then shall a man do
this? If he has principles from which come his affects and his acts. What
principles? Those which relate to good and bad: the belief that there is
nothing good for man, which does not make him just, temperate, manly, free;
and that there is nothing bad, which does not do the contrary to what has
been mentioned.
On the occasion of every act ask thyself, How is this with respect
to me? Shall I repent of it? A little time and I am dead, and all is gone.
What more do I seek, if what I am now doing is work of an intelligent living
being, and a social being, and one who is under the same law with
God?
Alexander and Gaius and Pompeius, what are they in comparison with
Diogenes and Heraclitus and Socrates? For they were acquainted with things,
and their causes (forms), and their matter, and the ruling principles of
these men were the same. But as to the others, how many things had they
to care for, and to how many things were they slaves?
Consider that men will do the same things nevertheless, even though
thou shouldst burst.
This is the chief thing: Be not perturbed, for all things are according
to the nature of the universal; and in a little time thou wilt be nobody
and nowhere, like Hadrian and Augustus. In the next place having fixed
thy eyes steadily on thy business look at it, and at the same time remembering
that it is thy duty to be a good man, and what man's nature demands, do
that without turning aside; and speak as it seems to thee most just, only
let it be with a good disposition and with modesty and without
hypocrisy.
The nature of the universal has this work to do, to remove to that
place the things which are in this, to change them, to take them away hence,
and to carry them there. All things are change, yet we need not fear anything
new. All things are familiar to us; but the distribution of them still
remains the same.
Every nature is contented with itself when it goes on its way well;
and a rational nature goes on its way well, when in its thoughts it assents
to nothing false or uncertain, and when it directs its movements to social
acts only, and when it confines its desires and aversions to the things
which are in its power, and when it is satisfied with everything that is
assigned to it by the common nature. For of this common nature every particular
nature is a part, as the nature of the leaf is a part of the nature of
the plant; except that in the plant the nature of the leaf is part of a
nature which has not perception or reason, and is subject to be impeded;
but the nature of man is part of a nature which is not subject to impediments,
and is intelligent and just, since it gives to everything in equal portions
and according to its worth, times, substance, cause (form), activity, and
incident. But examine, not to discover that any one thing compared with
any other single thing is equal in all respects, but by taking all the
parts together of one thing and comparing them with all the parts together
of another.
Thou hast not leisure or ability to read. But thou hast leisure
or ability to check arrogance: thou hast leisure to be superior to pleasure
and pain: thou hast leisure to be superior to love of fame, and not to
be vexed at stupid and ungrateful people, nay even to care for
them.
Let no man any longer hear thee finding fault with the court life
or with thy own.
Repentance is a kind of self-reproof for having neglected something
useful; but that which is good must be something useful, and the perfect
good man should look after it. But no such man would ever repent of having
refused any sensual pleasure. Pleasure then is neither good nor
useful.
This thing, what is it in itself, in its own constitution? What
is its substance and material? And what its causal nature (or form)? And
what is it doing in the world? And how long does it
subsist?
When thou risest from sleep with reluctance, remember that it is
according to thy constitution and according to human nature to perform
social acts, but sleeping is common also to irrational animals. But that
which is according to each individual's nature is also more peculiarly
its own, and more suitable to its nature, and indeed also more
agreeable.
Constantly and, if it be possible, on the occasion of every impression
on the soul, apply to it the principles of Physic, of Ethic, and of
Dialectic.
Whatever man thou meetest with, immediately say to thyself: What
opinions has this man about good and bad? For if with respect to pleasure
and pain and the causes of each, and with respect to fame and ignominy,
death and life, he has such and such opinions, it will seem nothing wonderful
or strange to me, if he does such and such things; and I shall bear in
mind that he is compelled to do so.
Remember that as it is a shame to be surprised if the fig-tree
produces figs, so it is to be surprised if the world produces such and
such things of which it is productive; and for the physician and the helmsman
it is a shame to be surprised, if a man has a fever, or if the wind is
unfavourable.
Remember that to change thy opinion and to follow him who corrects
thy error is as consistent with freedom as it is to persist in thy error.
For it is thy own, the activity which is exerted according to thy own movement
and judgement, and indeed according to thy own understanding
too.
If a thing is in thy own power, why dost thou do it? But if it
is in the power of another, whom dost thou blame? The atoms (chance) or
the gods? Both are foolish. Thou must blame nobody. For if thou canst,
correct that which is the cause; but if thou canst not do this, correct
at least the thing itself; but if thou canst not do even this, of what
use is it to thee to find fault? For nothing should be done without a
purpose.
That which has died falls not out of the universe. If it stays
here, it also changes here, and is dissolved into its proper parts, which
are elements of the universe and of thyself. And these too change, and
they murmur not.
Everything exists for some end, a horse, a vine. Why dost thou
wonder? Even the sun will say, I am for some purpose, and the rest of the
gods will say the same. For what purpose then art thou? to enjoy pleasure?
See if common sense allows this.
Nature has had regard in everything no less to the end than to
the beginning and the continuance, just like the man who throws up a ball.
What good is it then for the ball to be thrown up, or harm for it to come
down, or even to have fallen? And what good is it to the bubble while it
holds together, or what harm when it is burst? The same may be said of
a light also.
Turn it (the body) inside out, and see what kind of thing it is;
and when it has grown old, what kind of thing it becomes, and when it is
diseased.
Short-lived are both the praiser and the praised, and the rememberer
and the remembered: and all this in a nook of this part of the world; and
not even here do all agree, no, not any one with himself: and the whole
earth too is a point.
Attend to the matter which is before thee, whether it is an opinion
or an act or a word.
Thou sufferest this justly: for thou choosest rather to become
good to-morrow than to be good to-day.
Am I doing anything? I do it with reference to the good of mankind.
Does anything happen to me? I receive it and refer it to the gods, and
the source of all things, from which all that happens is
derived.
Such as bathing appears to thee- oil, sweat, dirt, filthy water,
all things disgusting- so is every part of life and
everything.
Lucilla saw Verus die, and then Lucilla died. Secunda saw Maximus
die, and then Secunda died. Epitynchanus saw Diotimus die, and Epitynchanus
died. Antoninus saw Faustina die, and then Antoninus died. Such is everything.
Celer saw Hadrian die, and then Celer died. And those sharp-witted men,
either seers or men inflated with pride, where are they? For instance the
sharp-witted men, Charax and Demetrius the Platonist and Eudaemon, and
any one else like them. All ephemeral, dead long ago. Some indeed have
not been remembered even for a short time, and others have become the heroes
of fables, and again others have disappeared even from fables. Remember
this then, that this little compound, thyself, must either be dissolved,
or thy poor breath must be extinguished, or be removed and placed
elsewhere.
It is satisfaction to a man to do the proper works of a man. Now
it is a proper work of a man to be benevolent to his own kind, to despise
the movements of the senses, to form a just judgement of plausible appearances,
and to take a survey of the nature of the universe and of the things which
happen in it.
There are three relations between thee and other things: the one
to the body which surrounds thee; the second to the divine cause from which
all things come to all; and the third to those who live with
thee.
Pain is either an evil to the body- then let the body say what
it thinks of it- or to the soul; but it is in the power of the soul to
maintain its own serenity and tranquility, and not to think that pain is
an evil. For every judgement and movement and desire and aversion is within,
and no evil ascends so high.
Wipe out thy imaginations by often saying to thyself: now it is
in my power to let no badness be in this soul, nor desire nor any perturbation
at all; but looking at all things I see what is their nature, and I use
each according to its value.- Remember this power which thou hast from
nature.
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