I'm trying to find something sociological to do this summer. Since I had a political internship last summer, I wanted to cover my other major this summer. However, I've become rather apathetic in the last few months. I've declined in my radicality. I'm actually to the point where I don't want to deal with anyone who disagrees with my beliefs. This is really putting a dent in my internship possibilities. Many are activist, political groups and those are scaring me right now. These groups keep advertising their conflicts. They're so proud of how they got into the right's face. But I can't deal with antagonism this summer. I need something less confrontational. I actually feel my insides trying to pull back from fear. I don't know what I'm going to do. We'll see...
This is a very short entry so let me flesh it out a bit.
One of the joys in my life right now is the discovery of discussion lists online. Being addicted to Buffy the Vampire Slayer (is there any character on that show, I wouldn't have sex with?!), I'm on several Buffy fanfiction lists, so I get smut delivered directly to my email box. I also just joined a lesbian list. Well, there are at least a few of us bisexuals on the list. But the point is, they're women! And it's not like the other gay list where they're all trying to find boyfriends. It's so nice. I've decided to set up my own fanfiction archive, cause they're so much out there that I like and I'm running out of disk space. I just need to find an appropriate Buffy-related name to assign my xoom account to. If I ever set it up, there will definitely be a link from my buffy link page.
The three buttons are from the Bisexual Resource Center.
