I was looking out the back -window of the car in which I was  travelling. We, my Daughter and I were returning from visiting the trees which played so much of a part in my being in New Zealand and on the road that full-moon Winter Solstice night.

A few months earlier, I had dreamt of a huge tree, it was the centre of the universe and the energy radiating from it was the energy of creation itself. I knew it was far away in another land,  none of the landscape or the massive Tree which had moved me so much in my dream, grew in Ireland.

  In the dream, this tree was so powerful, that when I got to visit it, it would change my life for-ever. When I woke, (from the dream), I remembered the words “ATTU MANNA”. This tree was to haunt my waking hours. The energy reminded me of  a home that was familiar and yet not remembered.  The Tree was protected by a wooden rail. The pathway was made from decking. I knew it was very powerful  and  was to be found deep within a  forest.

About a month after this dream I unexpectantly got the opportunity to visit New Zealand.  I knew this was a life-long dream  about to come true, I was actually going to get to see and dance in the South Pacific . What I didn’t realise, it was literally going to be a dream of a different kind come true.

As soon as I visited the forest I knew that it was the Tree from my dream.  On our way back to Auckland,  I was looking out the back window, at the Full-moon sky which was really strange. Half of the sky/moon was a lightish, bluey-white and the moon was split in half with one side and a pitch black on the other. I knew that the memory of that moment would be imprinted on my memory as a complete turning point in my life.
One minute  I was looking at the Moon, with a blink of an eye, I was somewhere else, full of Love, Light and friends. Standing with me was a Light-Being, draped in transparent- -light robe, flowing as if it were a part of his Light-Being.  I felt amazing Peace and Love so powerful that there are no words to describe the enormity, eternal energy of love and pure acceptance. A complete absence of judgements of any kind  that was more euphoric than any opiate drug I had tried , during my addiction years  in my "life before".

  "My Monk"  seemed  familiar to me, He moved his hand and I was looking down on a road. It was dark ,I  somehow “knew” the nearest town was over four hours drive away.  I was looking  down at  the car that my Daughter,  the driver,  (a native of New Zealand) and  I had been travelling in.  I also “KNEW” that we had  been driving on the wrong side of the road,  that  the cars crashed at 120K,s an hour. The cars hit head-on., on the bend.  The car that we
had been travelling in was a  WRECK.
There was my Daughter, on the side of the road, the car smashed-up beside her. She was all alone, I could see down the road and around the bend, a couple, standing, hugging each other in the middle of the road. Their car was smashed up as well. I Heard my Daughter call for help into a lone bush, growing on the edge. I begged to be allowed to return, my Daughter was alone and needed me. “”She is never alone”, “No-body is ever alone, I am always present. not always noticed.” the Light-Being told me LOOK”.

I watched as two Angels appeared behind her.. They took on the human-form of a young white woman and a young Mairoi man in a suit and gold-rimmed glasses. They just appeared , (with no visible means transport,) , My Light-robed Being thought-told me that they were my Daughters Guardian angel and a helper-angel. They would protect her. He told me I...could return if I choose to, but first we were going on a journey.......
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