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Emails from painter Ulick Mahoney
 
 

 

March 10, 2000

Dear Addison,

Failed my Red Cross test, really bullshit but what else is new? I'm glad we can be candid and open and I appreciate the time you spend with me "chewing " the fat.Got the gumption together this afternoon after this Red Cross bullshit and went over to Nielsen and explained to her that slides didn't do my paintings justice.I suggested that she let me bring some in. She looked at me as if I had 2 heads!!! She was polite but said she felt the time wasn't right.I decided to ask her when will she have a "viewing" date. Her response was cold at best but she said check back in June!!I left it at that!!!!was polite and thanked her for her time.I wasn't in the best of moods when I left.Something was more at work here!!A 49 year old Irishman doesn't fit in with this crowd.I don't know what it is,but what the fuck ...on to Creiger Dane. When I got to Creiger Dane the response was even more "cold"I asked Geeta if she would mind me bringing in a painting. Her reply was polite but I got this explanation everything up there was on hold.That they weren't
looking at any new artist period!! So I politely said ok,see ya on campus some other time.

These people are in business to make money,outside of Nielsen I don't think alot of them can even pay their rent.I felt GOOD. I approached these people. Gives me the courage to look elsewhere.Who knows where that should be. But I needn't let it worry me. Painting is like sobriety,it's a gift. I have come so far as a painter lately I feel if I keep making the work -- somewhere, with a little bit of luck and my good looks, my work will progress despite the Nielsens and who ever else.


Worked out at the YMCA after all this and my vision was clear as a bell. Despite my handicaps,financial situation etc.etc.I'm doing great work. 40 new works since July and the best is yet to come. I owe nothing to Caro or Greenberg,owe nothing to any crazy aesthetic. I keep painting, stay sober. Celebrate the whole wonderful creating abstract painting or what any painting really is. I've got more for you. Doing Charcoal drawings on graph paper.22x17 they're great. Dreams of sculpture or paintings to be. But they hold up well on their own. Drawng to me is like keeping a "jounal." The feel of charcoal in my hand and the magic of paper balances the anxiety of creating new work. Paid my credit card off last week, got a whole household of stuff to work with. Paper,ovals glued to rectangles,regular canvases,for a change of pace. My partner Joyce thinks it great to live in a household where creative SPIRIT bring so much to our relationship!!!Enough for now have lots to say,but I'll leave that to a day real soon.Hope the family is well.Will e-mail you soon!!!Got some stuff I need to pass by you about the real courage we all need to keep going!!Till next time Love as always and I mean that from the HEART and Joyce too.Ulick

 
   

 


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