Chapter Two:Brainwashed Lies


creeping along in the shadows of my life. i meet a person but they slip away. sadly i break all good happenings. i ruin it all. as a good friend once said "you are a miserable being who feeds of others and should be murdered, or commit suicide". well im merely a waste of your oxygen, sliding through life like a plane through the air. spiraling down much to fast, yet seemingly taking forver to crash. i do but i dont i say i will, but i wont. piercing through the night like a blade to my skin, darkness. nothing can be seen. hidden emotions. my brain must be cleaned. lets watch a movie play some cards smoke a few ciggs and pass our lives away. she cant buy any food, yet puffs away on that pipe, smoking her life away. watching the clouds, like her insides, drift away into nothingness gone forever. but humans are but brainwashed drones walking the earth, screaming their moans. no one can help them, we cant be saved.humans.. confused with love, filled with hate and deluted with water. the fifth law of the periodic table "the solution to polution is delution" and everyone knows humans are 90% water. look through the glass. see the other side of humanity the dog is to the master as the child is to the adult. majority rules. yet there are several more good children than there are good parents. there are many more citizens than the rulers of our country. so i guess majority has left the building. the fourth of july. our nations greatest holiday. celebrating our freedom from a great empire.. but now, we still celebrate it. who is the empire. we are. we have become what we stribve to be free from. but its okay, we're all fine. everyone is happy. a big fucking ray of sunshine. "god" is here to save us. why wouldnt we, why shouldnt we be "blessed" that our "savior" has come. "praise the fucking lord our god, jesus christ" and then there's the word sarcasm. so what is reality, and what is just us, humanity, slipping away into the black hole of your minds? will anyone ever know? most likely not. becuase there is only one truth. and that is the fact that everything is a lie..
Chapter Three
falling into forever
sugar and blood