From 1994

#1
Loud laughter
Joyous feeling
Ignore all those who wish to take part
Hey!  I'm not color blind,
the colors just try to hide themselves
. . .behind masks. . .
The masks that seem as true as their faces

Men who wear lipstick:
Rebellious, but also quite
Flip-sided; as one can plainly see
Behind the ego, or the imitation,
Lurks one who wishes solitary confinement
But he will not be granted such a wish
as those who are right, and those
who are wrong want a piece of him
. . .for their own solitude. . .

#2(ref. to #1)

Nothing truly visible inspired me 
to write what I did.  I don't really 
If i want to find out.  It may be
written out of disdain for those
who don't express . . . but also
out of envy for those who don't
express but keep sane at the same
time.

That's one thing I've learned
through all of this.  Explanation
of all is not the right path for
some people.  But that doesn't 
mean that every person who holds
in their feelings should do so.
It can be a complicated situation,
if we indulge ourselves within it.

Those who do not wish to think 
this way are not necessarily
shallow, just simple.  Therefore
(as explained before), they
need a simpler approach.

Do you want to know something? 
If you read every page of the
journal(from which this excerpt
was taken) you will see how my
writing to thinking and vice 
versa has become less of a 
control. 

I had a whole other part to 
this page, but I'm going to
stop here for the simple 
reason that I don't worry
about these things nor things
in this way anymore.  That's 
why I'm not going to continue.


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