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Clubbing
Realised that
there's a pattern to my clubbing sessions, I'll reach there, look
at so many familiar faces, girls beautifully dressed and feel intimidated
and small in the presence of them. But I will at the same time try
my best to put on an indifferent air and cool expression so I'll
make myself feel like one of them. Many people perhaps don't know
before each clubbing session I always regret going there in the
first place. Questions will start popping into my mind," What
am I doing here! Do I really like coming to these sorts of place?
Do I enjoy drinking and dancing, getting drunk losing control?"
Frankly speaking
I hate the taste of alcohol in my mouth. I hate going home late
at nights, paying the exorbitant cab fares (but actually usually
I don't pay that haha), waking up late the night morning feeling
groggy and feeling as if the world is spinning…and then the
next day is wasted because you're too stoned to do anything else.
I hate watching guys in action picking up skimpily dressed girls,
their hands all over them…
Haha sheesh
I'm being real cynical here. I'm no angel, can't say I've never
been guilty of things I hate to see.
But I sure like
to dance. Like to get rid of all inhibitions, and for once do things
without having to think first. Thinking can be so tiring… yup
I suppose that's the main and in my opinion, the only attraction
to drinking, you stop thinking.
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