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[ s a r a ]

Through the good and through the bad I have been able to turn to you to hear me out, comfort me when I needed it and make me laugh when I needed to.  Thank you for being such a wonderful daughter and even more...thank you for being such a wonderful and thoughtful friend.  Hopefully mortie isn't giving you too much trouble...if he is...make sure you give him a sound scolding so that he won't bother you too much.  [I doubt he'll really listen though, he's still only a "puppie."]  Well, I guess I'll be seeing you on line in a matter of minutes...and yup that's right...we aren't weirdos...we're freaks!

[ t i m ]

I still can't believe we've been together for this long.  Remember how before we used to feel like we had been together for longer than we actually were?  For some reason or other, it still feels that way to me.  Well, what can I say...you're my other half and when I'm with you I feel whole.  I smile and laugh and let go of my worries.  I've cried...I know...but the tears never last for very long, for you are always able to kiss them away or make them disappear like magic.  I'm extremely lucky to have you in my life.  You were there when I needed you to be there in my life the most.  When I was in the hospital and you gave me your necklace before you left that very first night...I was so glad I would have something familiar with me that night.  I was terrified to be alone, but I at least had a part of you there with me to make it better.  Know that I love you and that I care for you and I hope these past months have been as happily filled for you as they have been for me.

[ b r y a n ]

So do you still think that you and I just talk about odd things?  Well...I have to agree with you there...I think you're the only person I've talked to about the "f*ck me" boots.  Never even knew that such a name for such boots even existed until you had the chance to enlighten me with that fact.  Isn't it funny how the choices one makes in one's life, tend to affect the things that will happen in one 's life?  If I had never Im'ed you because the quotes you had on that AA page intriged me, you and I would never have started talking...imagine that.  Well, you have officially started my cravings for dumplings. [you and you alone are now responsible for satisfying the craving] Ok...time to be serious, thanks for making me laugh and for keeping me company in the wee hours of the night.  Thank you for listening to my rambles and yes...you are part of my "freaks" club.

[ l e o ]

My online buddy!  How are you?  Also, how's your bike?  Is it working nicely now?  Hopefully it is...poor thing had to be outside in the cold and rain for so long...hopefully mr. mechanic was able to make it feel all better.  Ok, on to something else.  When in the world is your birthday?  All I know is that it's in the month of August and that the day has a "1" in front of it. So that can be the 10th , 11th, 12th, 13th, 14th, 15th, 16th, 17th, 18th or the 19th.  Anyways, thank you for helping me pick out the colors and the look of my diary...well...my previous diary look.  Also, thank you for keeping me company while I'm on line trying to deal with the boredom that has forced me to come on line to kill that boredom.  Thank you for being a great friend and confidante and for making me learn a few French words.  However, you still beat me in that.

[ b e c k y ]

Hi sister dear.  So...are you sure that you're the good one and that I'm the evil one? Well, since you're the older one out of the two of us [meaning you're the older twin] that must make it true don't you think? Also, I think I prefer being the evil twin...for one thing...being good takes way way way way way too much effort.  I mean...who can be good 24/7...there must be a chance sometime during that time to have even the tiniest little thought.  Wouldn't you agree?  Anywho, congrats on all the letters you received and all the interviews you have received.  I told you they would come just a tad bit later.  For one thing, you're too much of a hard worker and too smart for you not to receive any.  Also, I'm sorry for all the crap you've been dealing with and I hope that everything turns out for the best.  Thank you for a being a great and fun sister.

[ l u i s ]

Dearest little brother, what can I say...I know I drive you nuts and I know I get on your nerves, yet for some odd reason, you and I hardly fight and we're the best of friends.  Know that even when I'm driving you nuts I still love and care about you.  I swear, when I picture my future, I picture you still being a huge part of it.  [I'll probably call you every week just to see what you're up to]  Thank you for being the sweetest and bestest little brother that any girl could have.  I'm extremely lucky to have you in my life.

[ f o r . e v e r y o n e . e l s e ]

[I'm terribly sorry, but I'm too lazy at the moment to type everyone a message, instead I shall include your name in this part here and a special little hello]