At least there hadn't been any baby monsters sleeping
next to him when he had awakened this morning, Nathan thought bitterly
to himself. He supposed that was a good thing. There also hadn't
been any food next to him when he had awakened that morning. That,
Nathan decided, fell nicely into the bad things category. He hadn't
seen any footprints other than his own nearby either, and that had unnerved
him more than anything else. So, after a cursory examination for
clues (there weren't any), Nathan had shouldered his now much lighter pack
and started walking.
It was midday now, and he was starving. Somewhere
to the east, what appeared to be a herd of the monster-creatures were visible.
Nathan started wondering if they tasted good... or even edible. It
was too bad that he didn't have a sword. He wouldn't be hungry for
long if he did. Of course, he'd also make enemies of the rather large
animals, and would probably wake up dead one morning. Maybe going
unarmed on a pilgrimage wasn't such a crazy idea.
Being unarmed was doing little to help his hunger,
however. After a few hours of marching, he stopped and searched his
backpack again, hoping to find something that the thief had overlooked.
There was nothing there but some rope, his canteen, and what little money
he had remaining. Not that the money would do him any good now.
Nathan nearly laughed - the theif had taken the food but left the money.
That night it was hard to sleep, but he had covered
a lot of land and had little energy, so he was able to get some rest.
It wasn't that bad, he rationalized. He'd find some other source
of food. And people could live without food for quite a while.
It was water that they really needed.
The next morning greeted him with the disappearance
of his canteen, and he wasn't happy at all about that particular development.
He spent the rest of the day walking, in an irate mood like none he had
experienced before, to the south. This was insane! Obviously,
someone was trying to stop him. It wasn't as though he could lose
his pouch of food or his canteen - someone had obviously taken them.
But if this person wanted him dead, than why didn't he just slit his throat
and be done with it? Why the trickery? It irritated him.
He didn't even bother to pay much attention to what was happening.
Besides, not much was. The scenery was completely unchanged, and
the herd of creatures was still to his left. He wondered how they
ate and drank.
The thought stopped him where he was. How
did they eat and drink? They had to somehow, right? A sudden
thrill of hope overcame him, and he stepped off of the road, toward the
creatures. Then he stopped. How did he know these creatures
wouldn't tear him apart the moment they saw him? For all he knew,
they subsisted on the bodies of hapless adventurers such as himself.
But if he stayed on the road, he'd probably end up dead in a few days.
He needed substance! Making up his mind and gathering his courage,
he started marching toward the creatures. There was no nearby scenery
to give him a sense of depth. They could have been a few hundred
feet away, or they could be miles away. They were more than just
specks on the horizion, but not much more. Pushing his worries to
the back of his mind, he continued forward. He'd probably get there
by that night.
As he huddled to the ground that night, weary from
lack of food and parched from lack of water, he reflected bitterly back
on that thought.
(Tallows Castle)
Nathan didn't know what to do. In ten minutes,
Whitney would enter this room, and expect him to say something. And
he had no idea what he was going to say. He knew what he wanted to
say, but he didn't know how to say it. He hated that about himself.
His plan was simple. His father had (privately)
informed him that he would turn over the crown to anyone who ended the
blight, and Nathan knew a way. Or he thought that he knew.
His book had something to say on the subject. Apparently, there was
one thing which was infallible. One technique that always worked.
A guaranteed way to get whatever one wanted. All you had to do was
make a journey to the structure that was at the center of their world.
The Spire.
East of the Axis Road, laying on the ground, Nathan lets out a low moan in his sleep. His mind tries to push the memory away, but fails. The dream continues.
He had already decided to make the journey.
He hadn't told his father yet. Or his brothers. Or even Craig.
No, he had decided resolutely, if he was going to go on a quest that would
most likely end in his death, the first person that he was going to tell
was going to be Whitney.
As though his thoughts had caused it, there was
a knock on his door. Taking a deep breath and attempting to draw
some bravery together, he opened the door. Whitney was on the other
side. Her normally exuberant face was cast today in a frown, and
Nathan could tell that she had been crying. It made him want to reach
out and comfort her. Of course, if he did that, his brother would
have him executed, family or not. So instead, he just showed her
inside. She managed a smile at him.
"Nathan... it's so nice that I could see you on
this visit. I had feared that I would not get to see you."
There was very little emotion in her voice, and she kept looking down toward
the floor as she found a place to sit. Nathan sat in a nearby chair.
"Are you feeling all right Whitney?" Nathan asked.
It was about as direct as he intended to be.
Whitney looked up, as though surprised that someone
actually cared about how she felt. "Nathan, I feel... terrible."
she confided. "This wedding, it is not what I desire at all!"
she wrung her hands. "Nathan, I do not wish to speak ill of your
brother. I am sure that he is a fine man in many ways, but I do not
love him! I think the unification of our kingdoms is a very good
thing, but... it is not what I want. I want... something more
meaningful." She held Nathan's gaze and then glanced away.
"But I am royalty!" she cried. "I have duties
I must fufill, obligations to meet. And if my people will starve
if I do not marry, than I will marry. But I will not like it."
with that, she resumed staring at the floor.
"Whitney, if there were an answer for this blight,
you would not have to marry." Nathan said.
Whitney nodded. "I know, I know. Everyone
says that the blight will end soon. But if that were true... why
does my father's kingdom need this marriage? No, I think this blight
will not end. And so I am condemned."
"No, you're not!" Nathan exclaimed with more
energy than he had intended. Whitney, surprised, looked up at him.
"Whitney, I know of a way to end this blight." he
said simply.
Whitney looked dumbfounded. "You know how
to end the blight? When did you find this information out?
How?"
"I have been studying many books about blight in
general. Many are very rare. I even had to import one from
the Scholar's city, all that way to the south. Few deal with answers,
but those that do unanimously agree. There is one thing that can
be done, and I intend to do it. I can go to the Spire."
"The Pilgrimage?" Whitney now looked... afraid?
"But that's so far away! And nobody's undertaken a voyage like that
for generations! Nathan, you could die!"
"It's the only chance I have to reverse this blight.
There are too many people suffering. I have to do something."
"You're doing this for me, aren't you?" Whitney
asked incredulously.
Nathan didn't respond, but he didn't need to.
"You are!" she accused. "You said 'if there were an answer
for this blight, you would not have to marry'. Is that what this
is about? Are you going to go out there and get killed to spare me
from this?!" she was barely able to keep the anger out of her voice.
"You don't understand! I'm doing this for
many reasons!" Nathan tried to object. Whitney stood up and
started walking toward the door.
"Nathan, this is the most foolish thing I have ever
heard you say!" she said. "You are not going to go on a journey
to save people who need it! You're going on this journey to save
poor old me from a fate worse than death. I don't need it!
I am strong enough to survive this without you." She threw open the
door.
"Please Whitney, listen to me!" Nathan was practically
begging. Of all the outcomes he had imagined, this had not been one
of them.
Whitney turned around. "Nathan, don't do this.
I don't need your pity! I don't need you to go on some heroic quest
for me! And I don't need you to die!" with this, she slammed the
door.