I hope you will, by the end of this, read and see some interesting things, amongst some depressing ones aswell. This diary will give you an insight into the deep and meaningful me.
I know a lot of you don't really know me but by this diary it is a way of getting in touch with my feelings and also a way for me to express things that I don't mind others reading. I have had a bad past from my family and that may reflect within the pages. Kim, my future, my heart, my soul, my everything, is the only one that really knows my past and surprising to me was that she didn't just sit there and listen, she took more of an interest in it. Although, the first time she will read all this she will hear new things cause of the fact I can not always express what she has done for me, if only she new.
Well as the pages unfold and open to words and wisdom, of which i have none, you will see the things that I write about are all within the heart of me. Some of the words will be direct from my heart to my gurl. Keep me posted if any of you think of anything that people might want to know, feel free to email me or anything along those lines.
If you, as a person, have ever loved someone, you will know your life depends on every word they speak. You feel like your days are too long if you do not have them in the day. Life is only as hard as you make it, so they say. Well if they ever knew what long distance love could do to a person, wow, well then they would know if your heart can remain true and strong then you have achieved a goal unknown to most of mankind. Now why do the best words contain 'man' in them, when did it become that way? All I know is, I love my gurl and YES there are times I know she doesn't feel it and I will apologize a million times over. I know it doesn't change deep down how she feels, cause I know she does her best sometimes to hide her true feelings.
Well as we go through the journal you will see how life goes, not all good I am sure but not all bad either.
cheers |
