Well here it is, it finally has happened. If your eyes are wide open and waiting to see what will happen next, then sorry to dissapoint you it is only another diary entry. Took a while but i am back to fight the cruisade and i know that within the pages between we will only learn what we want to learn, and only see what we want to see. Within the last few months, it probably would be since i have written in here, there have been some rocky ground happening between me and the gurl on the cover of my heart. We have had our share of little lover's quarrels, mainly my fault so i feel. But not really had anyone to agree to that. I hope that she gets this message and sees that i do love her and if i could pronounce it to the world i would, always at the top of my voice, tell her and the world my affection and feelings for her.
In the time we have known each other it has been a good but slow road. It takes time to perfect perfection, some might say, but i have already found it in life. The perfection is the one that her mother and father created in life, although as you might know the certain gurl's name is kim and her father passed away many years ago. To some that is it, he is gone. To the people that maybe did and didn't know him but feel his presence is far from gone, he is always around in so many ways the loving side of life, the caring future in my gurl's arms, he will always be for the little things and the big things in life. I hope she knows that he loves her so much and is always going to be there to shape her world in a little way or a big way. He and i both know that our dear beloved kimmy will continue and pursue her career as a professional writer and screenplay person. She will get there, the road is full of knock backs and suggestions, but deep down there is one that will never knock back and never critisize. That is the one who loves her most.
Kimmy as you read the lines that follow, these are all of what i see in your eyes and through your heart.
The love you share and give out the thoughts through your head, the eyes of imaginable and achiveable dreams, the determination even though it seems pointless, the self doubt you so often give to yourself. But the true and almighty things that will allow you to conquer the world is the determination and love and devotion to me that will allow you to run the longest race, swim the strongest river, climb the highest mountain to obtain the canadian dream, to love the inevitable and to die the happy one.
The chance at finding true love.
Love you always your gurl and soon to be wife,
Lisa.
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