Well where do we start?
People sit there looking at us, saying how can we love another person of the same sex? To us it is natural and the most gorgeous thing in the world. There are so many things we share with straight people. We look at a straight couple and go what can you see in him or her? and you often can't.
But think to your own lover / partner, what is it that attracts you? In my case it is the way she could slowly let all those walls around her heart fall to allow me to love her like no other, to be there for her and hold her within my heart to show her that a person so close to your heart can be good health.
She opened my world. It all started out as talking about coming out, but it ended in being together till this day, now and present. She gives me the heart and the feeling of always being desired and loved for who i am, as i try to give her the love she needs. Just all the little things she says that makes me blush, the feeling of desire and passion she gives me, the way she can turn a button and make me feel like jelly.
Before meeting her, i swore to myself i would never let anyone into my life after my past, i even tried to keep building bigger and stronger walls against her and everyone was not strong enough when she showed me she cared. Ok, although i may sit here and listen to every single little thing, whether it good or bad, i know her steps and life.
Talking about one person in her life that so many close their hearts and mouths to. The one really special man in her life that nothing could change. It is her dad. I know she will get emotional right here and now, but baby admire your courage and strength, believe in him and he will with you. He may be above but he isn't far away from your heart, he is always there for you, not in the way you may always want, but he will help in little ways. Restore all your love and faith in him and he won't let you down. He is special to us both and our family in the future will know a lot about him and be part of his life and ours. I will not let him be forgotten, as you are the fruit of his loom. Sounds bad i know, but you are his flower, the blossom of his heart. I am sure he always had the softest part of his heart for you and even though he can't be there at night, i know he is happy with you love.
Baby, how could i dare try to tell you how i feel when words can never express what my mind and heart wants to show you? Yes, i sent you all those pictures and i know it wasn't my pussy but a friends, hmm leave that for people to think of ;) honestly it is ok people it was only a little kitty kat, i just want you to know i will forever be in your debt for my heart, love and passion.
I want everyone who reads this to think of the most special thing that has happened to you and think of how it made you feel. It is an overwhelming feeling right? Good, i hope you all agree. Well think of your first love, how everything feels and seems so right, think of how that makes you want it back, well i have mine and nothing will ever let me loose it. I know i am confident, but i know i am and will be strong enough to make this last.
The people that feel us as a culture should be heard and not be seen, over here in Australia we have just passed a law in parliment that allows gay boys at the tender age of 16 to be able to date and be recognized as gay. Hmm, like we actually have to earn that? Look at our side of it, we may be lez, but we still are not recognized and should be sheltered, but come on, if you're born lez or gay then why should there be a law to say yes you are gay? If you're not straight then you have to be something. No one cared if a guy gets 2 gurls in bed at once, it is considered good on ya mate, well done, every guys fantasy rolled into one. But think of it for the gurls, what do they get out if it? are they bi or lez? if they are still considering themselves straight then good luck to them, but why should we be ruled by politics? We are human beings and we have rights for people to not discriminate against. It's no wonder why we have a hardtime coming out of the closet as people are too narrow minded to open their eyes. Come on, look back in history. Gay and lesbian relationships or encounters have been around since the long before the 1900's so don't tell us it is the new generations coming up with crazy ideas. You just all make it harder, it is now 2003 and we should be considered no different and not be ruled out of adoption and so many other forms of having children. Just cause it is a same sex couple doesn't mean we shouldn't get rights to having and loving our own children, what's to say we're perfect, but we are all equal in life.
Over here we have just had a show air to t.v. that has a gay couple on it. Its first night it was going to be banned and canceled cause it was a prime time slot, that's like 7:00pm. People made an uproar. How come we have gays on? We don't want our kids growing up as gays or lesbians! But no one asked them to watch the shows. They can change channels so why should we ban the show? But if it is on shows like big brother it is ok to have one lez or gay on the show but not in a couple? As if we did that it would be wrong?? Now that's what i call stupid. It is natural, but they think they are doing the right thing and being equal by putting only one of each on, but that's it? You say to a guy you're a dyke and they think they got a better chance of a threesome? If only they knew how to think with their head and no not the one with one eye. The other one, that lump on their shoulders, you know we call it a head to.
Well for all people take time to reflect and think, we are all out there and your best friend could be gay or lesbian and can't tell you cause she/he feels you're not open and/or would hate them and keep your distance......
It is time for me to end this entry. I hope everyone considers things in a different light?
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