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My Dark Side

We all have bad day's now and then, but that's when my dark side takes over, and here you will find what happens to my writing when that happens.
You won't see this page change fast, or will you ever see alot, I'm usually pretty upbeat.
but now and then, thing's get to me, as I'm sure you all understand.

No one sees what I see.
No one want's to see what I see.
Gremlins of a sort. My own creations.
Here and there, yet invisible.
They walk with me, they talk to me.
Always's here when I need them.
Always's here when I don't want them.
Never failing to tell me what I already know.
Relentlessly nagging at me,
deep in the depths of my soul.
Holding my vary existence in their furry paws.
Ripping and tearing at the fibers that make me, …well, me.
Slowly shredding my sanity with their razor sharp claws.
Taking everything, and yet nothing.
At times I'm well enough to fight them.
Usually, I don't.
I let them have what they want,
willingly hand it to them.
The pain they cause is not the demon.
I am.
Just as I am the solution.

~Kim~
9-25-01
The picture below was taken by a friend's aunt from the window of a plane. Can you see what I see, in the clouds?