| thats when i saw everyone look at me and some said they were sorry and wished me well.then finally i came home.i was playing with neil's classring on my finger,and i saw brittany my niece and she saw me and came and gave me a hug and wouldnt let go.well i take that back my feild counsler didnt come up to the center she came up to my sisters where i was at watching the news for neil.he was on every channel channel cbs,channel wchs,and nbc.i cried.we ate dinner and my feild counsler said that u can have two weeks off for vacation on the count of this and she also said that u can also go back to the center and finish off where u were at and she said ur choice.i said i want two week's vacation.then i came back to the center after thanksgiving.i had a new look of me.i had blonde highlights in my hair.and new clothes when they mailed me my check from where i was working at.everyone welcomed me back.then weeks later i started getting this attitude where i was working at they wanted me working at the center cause they couldnt handle what i was going through.i started taking this one class called janitoral services cause that is what i had wanted.for a while i had an attitude but i got happy.i started hiding out in my room cause i was missing neil so much.i wouldnt even go to the dances cause i would break out crying.everyone of my friends thought i was pregnant.i wasnt.after class i would head to my room.after dinner i would head to my room.i would harldy step out.i dated two guys at the center and had a crush on one guy.i dated one guy for two weeks and we broke up. |