archives 1   2 fri.10252002.2235 *goddess of the earth im feeling nervous, trying to be so perfect cause i know you're worth it, you're worth it... -things i'll never say, avril lavigne my mom once told me the reason why most people are wary of befriending me is because i project a stuck up front. i am aloof and unapproachable, which is of course not true is you get to know me better. my mom has reason to think so because she compares with my sister. well, i am nothing like my sister, you see. my sister is probably one of the most amiable people one can ever meet in a lifetime. she is seemingly sweert and friendly. she's carefree and lighthearted. she's always cheerful, always smiling, that you wouldn't have second thoughts on approaching her. furthermore, what is most noteworthy would be her unique way of warming up to people. ang galing 'eh, it has yet to cease to amaze me. a case to prove my point, a little earlier when we were in jollibee. oo, may jollibee dito. ano akala mo ha? she started a conversation with the crew members who took our orders. she didnt address them as miss, mind you. she called them with their names, the ones written on their pins, something which most people would not bother to do. nag order kami kay kath at kay jovigs, hehe. tas aiun na, she asked why their names are so and what their real names are. the she went on like, by the way my name is her and ran the story behind her name. tuloy tuloy cia, after a few minutes we were already laughing and kath just had to ask me what's with hera you know why she seems overly happy. haha, di ko rin alam. isa pa, the other day, we went for a walk sa street lang tas we stopped on kiss to buy squid balls. while we were waiting she started singing lines from mandy moore's cry in full volume. ganito, in places no one will find, all your feelings so deep inside, deep inside.* surprising penshoppe. it heaped a a great deal of attention from hefty onlookers ciempre. i wished the ground would swallow me right then and there. it was hilarious, totally embarassing. the audience seemed to have enjoyed her show though. she delivered her lines it in exact mandy fashion, people had to smile in spite of themselves. haaay, i wish someday id be able to that, warm up to people like that. cute 'eh... thu.10242002.2235 *gigi how do you do it, make me feel like i do...  how do you do it, its better than i ever knew... -stellar, incubus i emailed mar and meera today. its been quite sometime since i emailed meera, hmm wonder what she's up to now in ottawa. i e-mailed mar a couple of weeks ago after knowing he called the dorm looking for me. but i still sent him my good luck for his econ exams ^_^ same day last year, gigi and i went out with her blockmates to see cynthia alexander in concert. hehe, i was over at her place in malate last year.. she stayed days afte their sembreak started because she was still working to finish her com paper. it so happened i was also in manila to fix a few things for school then. i lost my school id so i had to ge a new one before enrollment, hehe. what we did was convinced tita anne we're old enough to handle ourselves and she can go home to tito jun in sta cruz without worries. we promised to be good girls and really look after each other and so tita anne let us stay on ourselves for a few days. we were free to do everything we want, yes. we went malling, we goofed around, we hopped on restaus, we watched movies. we met with vero and onang. one time we even tried painting. hehe. it was really fun, i had a good time. haay, im missing gigi right now, she again won't be spending semester break in zambales. she enrolled for nmat reviews. actually, she doesnt really have take reviews since intarmed students are secured of ourtright slots for med school but she enrolled nonetheless. i know for a fact, imed studs are as good as they have been thought to be. but gigi, she kind of wanted to prove herself, deserve nia yung slot. she's not just nice and cute, you see, she's also smart. zupah fu, as mar would say. ciempre, sister ko yan. hehe.  most people would be convinced we're twins for we resemble each other in more ways than one. but we're not at all related biologically.   she's not my sister in the scientific sense of the word yet i love her like one. everytime she tells me she feels frustrated about school, feeling botttom feeder i really try my best to remind her how good she is. the fact that she got into the program is reason enough to prove that. hullo, forty lang sila dun, kahit bottom feeder ka magaling ka pa rin. ewan na lang ha. sometimes i pity her for not having the time to relax and rest, i'm really proud of her and the person intarmed has made out of her. she is so focused on accomplishing what she wants in life, i only pray she gets the best of everything, she deserves it anyway.   wed..10232002.2145. *nostalgia. when somebody knows you, there's no comfort like that. and when somebody needs you, there's no drug like that... -london rain (nothing heals me like you do), heather nova i tried getting in touch with all my high school batch mates today. it's quite a small batch with only fifty seven of us so i'm pretty close to everyone, even to those who are not part of my class. the guys from the other class would usually invite us platinum girls to watch their basketball games or hang out somewhere. while on the other hand, we would usually share with the iron girls our juvenile love stories. i feel a little nostalgic, hehe. those were the good old days. anyway, aiun nga, i called them up, mustahan kwenro,about how life has been for us. how's school, cute classmates. hehe. tawa na naman ako ng tawa. si vero, si rye they were arguing about the beach party lane supposedly prepared for tomorrow samantalang wala pa nga si lane sa subic 'eh. tas si liz, tapos na sembreak nia at may class na. haha. stupid school. si momo, haha, magsalita pa lang cia natatawa na ko. korni ko. hmm. before i entered college i've already set my mind to accepting that we were already bound to tread different paths, different lives. we would no longer be the persons we are back in high school. i fear college would change my friends unconsciously that there would come a time when i would no loner be capable of recognizing them. OA 'eh. hehe. ^_^ after talking to most of them today, i'd say it feels good knowing my fears didnt turn up as bad as i anticipated. although meron iba samen na utang na loob, nde ko na talga mahanap sa mundo ko ang pinagsasabi.. hehe. i am most thankful my closest friends haven't changed much, they are still the adorable individuals i fell in love with years ago. we can still enjoy each other's company. we can talk on the phone for hours, naka hands free nga lang ako. hehe. we still agree over the same movies. we still fight over the food. they can still read my mind. i can still anticipate their next move. they can still make me laugh like crazy while i can still cause them to smile.. ^_^ tue.10222002.1505. *boredom i'm half alive but i'm been mostly dead.. -you were meant for me, jewel here's a preview of how my life would be in two weeks. wake up at fve. prepare breakfast. wait for hera and ton to go to school. wash dishes. watch tv. have lunch. internet. tv. sleep. read. prepare dinner. dishes again. tv. sleep. in short buhay baboy. ^_^ hehe. it has been three days since i arrived from diliman. three days out of my three week semester break put to waste. i've been practically doing nothing at home. my high school batchmates don't also seem to have plans so i guess i'll be spending the rest of the break in boredom. i've been online quite often these days, ack, to kill time. anyway i've started a site in a vain attempt to be productive.  this isn't anything serious as  you may already have noticed. there isn't much to expect in this if its not obvious yet. wala lang 'to, okie?  this was meant to be some kind of a blog sana, except that i couldn't have it laid out as one. sniff. im pretty stupid with htnl and design so as you see this is done only through a site builder. in any case though, i would love anything i can make out of this. this is really something personal. not anything i suppose other people can appreciate. hehe. drama. the only cool thing once can find in here is that cute image of a fairy on top of this page. kyut talga. fairy yun di ba? lolz. ^_^ xs. happy birthday vero! ^_^ <paiiwnklebloo <home