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160701 » making my last weekend of freedom count

listening to | regurgitator \ fat cop single
feeling | not too shabby

well a fair amount has gone on since i did a proper journal entry. i went to sydney on friday to see the mark of cain, saw nick on saturday at the airport and then went to a 21st on saturday night. i shall attempt to bring you up to speed.

immediately after work on friday i jumped on a train to sydney for that night's mark of cain gig at the metro.

after dinner and numerous glasses of wine at my aunt's house, i made my way into the city to meet up with my friend cam and his girlfriend leisa.

at the gig there was an approximate ratio of about 15:1 of guys to girls. i really do not understand why more girls can't get into heavier music. surprisingly there was a minimal number of henry rollins and helmet shirts on show.

i was introduced to leisa's friend of who happened to be at the gig, and whom she had not seen for a few years. cam and i argued over which one of us should go and talk to john scott (singer of tmoc, he was standing about 2 metres away from us and was looking extremely sexy and intellectual in his glasses). when neither of us would, we got a little silly and began daring each other to give him a wet willy. anyone who has heard tmoc's music (it focuses on themes of war and emotional pain) knows that you DO NOT GIVE JOHN SCOTT A WET WILLY! at any rate, i dared leisa's friend to give john a wet willy, and what did he do?! he bloody went up to him and gave him one! needless to say john stared him down and was not at all pleased. how embarrassing!

the mark of cain were mindblowing. so powerful. every time i see them i rave about them being the best live act in australia. if they are not the best, they are certainly the most powerful. i wanted to lie on the floor of the metro and let the vibrations flow through me. kim scott's bass playing makes me wish i could play bass. if i ever do take up bass, i swear i am going to strap it round my waist like he does, and use that open leg stance he uses. so fucking cool.

after the gig leisa's friend found us again and they exchanged phone numbers so they could catch up some time. before walking away he said to leisa, "oh, and you can bring your friend with you when we catch up, she's cute." leisa replied "she is cam's friend, not mine, and she lives in newcastle," to which he responded "that doesn't matter, my sister lives in newcastle."

leisa thinks that the guy infront of me was also making a move when he asked if i wanted to stand in front of him... even though i was taller! haha. she said i should have replied "but, um, i'm taller than you" to embarrass him. why didn't i think of that? hehe. *yay* i was hit on twice at a mark of cain gig! *woo*

after the gig i rang my cool uncle john to pick me up. he was bitterly disappointed he could not go to see tmoc that night, but was consoled by the fact he would be seeing them in a few weeks in queensland. when he arrived, he was wearing a tmoc shirt and was blaring their new album "this is this" on his stereo. funny guy.


the next day i got up surprising early - i can never sleep in when i stay in bondi. i basically did nothing until it was time to jump on a bus to the airport to meet nick. *yay*

nicky's plane was about half an hour late (i bought 2 new cd's in the time i was waiting for his flight to come in), but i was still able to spend a little over an hour with him. i didn't get to meet his brother, but i saw his parents again (nicky, your mummy is sweet).

we chatted (mostly this was me hassling nick about moving to sydney) and hugged and then it was time for him to go. :( i gave nick a hug and a kiss, then gave his mum and dad a hug and kiss. when nicky's dad gave me a kiss on the cheek nick exclaimed "dad!" hehe funnee.

i managed to not cry this time round, but i felt really really sad after he was gone. it's hard to know it is going to be a few months, at the very least, until you see one of your best friends again. i wish i could find friends i feel as close to a little less further from home. it has nearly gotten to the point where i have begun to think "why bother?" but i know that nothing could make me forfeit the friendships i have made over the internet - no matter how far away these people live, and how little i get to see them. i feel a close bond with many of them and i would never let that go.


after seeing nick i made my way to hornsby to meet jono. jono and i were going to our friend tania's 21st near windsor. i had not seen tania since i went away to surfers paradise with her last december.

after stopping for a hot chicken roll and a case of extra dry - which we attempted to crack open while in red rooster - we made it to the party.

jono and i downed half a case each and, like everone else at the party, were feeling rather 'happy.' actually, i wasn't all that happy all night, as i seem to recall staging a mini nervous breakdown at some stage. another girl questioned my intelligence and was trying to big-note herself, and this completely set me off for some reason. it all ended up with me in tears and talking about killing myself. yeah, i don't understand either. i have no idea what happened, i really can't remember it. *weird* obviously she struck some unconscious, drunken, sensitive nerve.

then i lied in the middle of the dance floor while jono danced on a speaker. then we popped all the balloons. then we all started slapping each other with those glowing necklace things (tania had bought 70 of them) and ended up with huge welts. i also must have fallen down at some stage, because the next morning i woke up with bruises on my legs. oh, i also fell asleep under an air matress. hmmm.

the next morn we were all feeling extremely seedy. jono hurled 5 times (bwahahah softcore looooooser! i am so hardcore! i didn't spew and i drank the same amount as him). another one of the guys still there - whose name escapes me - told us a couple of stories from the previous night. after going for a pee, he walked away from the tree and fell down a 1.5m drop which he had not seen, and then proceeded to roll down a hill and very nearly into the hawkesbury river (oh yeah, the party was at tania's aunt's place which is on the hawkesbury).

that wasn't the only time this guy hurt himself that night. he was also racing someone (he can't remember who - we think he was racing himself) on "a 6 year old's bmx bike" and ended up faceplanting the gravel. we thought he was exaggerating about the bike, until we left and saw what was actually a 6 year old's bike lying on the grass.

oh, one of the few things i remember about the night is being hit on by a guy coming out of the women's toilets. as he walked out i questioned him "what were you doing in there?" to which he replied "hoping you would walk in on me." haha! what a line. i will have to remember that next time i accidentally use the men's toilet at the lucky country hotel.

then jono and i made the boring 3 hour drive home through the vineyards.

pics to come sooooooon

days without a cigarette: 85

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