I am waging war
Inside of me
To decide how I feel
For this world I see
I want to grow old
But yet I don't wanna live
With my misery inside
I am waging war
With my heart
Who loves someone
Who I shouldn't
War with my soul
With my heart
And everything I am
I feel fat like a ham
I hate myself
I want to die
I often cry
And wonder why
People often lie
I am waging war
With everything in me
Rosetta Rasmussen 10~10~2003