. i can't believe seh'd even wanna b friends wif me. i'm not pretty at all, no body wants to go out wif me, no body it pisses me off Hayley well hates me i think, i feel like i've lost my only friend. she doens't know how much she means to me, she's the only one i can trust with my life, and now i've lost her wtf am i gonna do i'v neva felt this way b4 actually i thought of cutting myself, i woz soooooooooooooo scared petrified even,i think i've lost the only close friend i hav ever had she really doesn't no how much she means to me, she probably just think si'm a stuck up bitch but i'm not....no i'm not lez either lol. life is unfair mayb when i die y kids can read this and understand that everyone goes through this stuff. i need to know if hayley hates me, i just do and it looks like i'm in deep shit dat i cant' get out of n e ways l8r. it's 11:30pm and i still feel like shit |