| It's unfair i need sombody to hold :( Hayley's gonan b pissed at me now and thiers nothin i can do about it, i just dont' get it i'd been upset for so long and no one guessed what woz wrong i must be a GREAT acturess. i fee like somthing has broken inside like it's smashed somones gone and trashed my insides and no one can help, i can't stop crying coz dats how i feel i dont' understnad i've neva felt so hurt b4, i need somthing but i don't no wat it is, i wish life would just piss off even for just an hour ot two when i first met Hayley i woz excited cuz sum1 hoo woz kool and pretty and talkin to me, i woz so excited i set my standars 4 myself to low my mum is pised at me i no she is everything is making me feel so bad, life is not fair i need Courtney, Courtney cares really cares she woz always thier for me i' neva thought i'd miss her this much but i am i feel soooo bad i wish i'd neva come to dis skool, i need somthing, adn i need a solution quick mum is pissed at me, Hayley finks i hate her and i dont', i fink she's finding me to be a really difficult friend, i dont' fink she can cope for much long,.....HELP gtg luv Shantai!!!!!! |
