June Cont'd
20 - MM#17  Oh, what an awesome time I had Friday night!  To start off with, I went to see Josh at his work to give him a CD, a t-shirt I got for free where I went Wed when he cancelled, and a note that told my feelings good and bad and that I didn't want to see anyone but him.  He said he would call me later.  I came home and deleted my personal profile from Yahoo and Match and cleaned out about 75% of the guys on my IM friends list and decided to be done with dating.  I left the house at a little after 9:00 to go to be a judge for the Battle of the Bands and was pretty sad/pissed off because Josh still hadn't called and I doubted he would.  By the time I got to the Boston, I was in full blown "Bitch Mode".  They ended up canceling the show because the Boston was jacking them around.  I was ready to go home.  Lynn wanted me to go hang out with him and his date at Pink-Es but my friend Debbie talked me into going to Boulder Station to watch Yellow Brick Road.  I was still in a bitch mood there. 

Two guys walked in and I started laughing hysterically.  The one guy was hot!  He had a bald head and a way cool long blonde Goat-T.  He had the broadest, most awesome shoulders I have ever seen.  He had nice thighs and.. damn he looked good.  His friend was like his twin but 2 sizes smaller.  He was like a "mini me".  They were so cute together.  They walked around but then left.  I couldn't stop thinking about them so I went out in the casino looking for them.  I found them and approached the big (hot) guy and told him how cute him and his friend were.  He took it the wrong way at first, but I straightened him out.  He said his name was Zack and Mini Me was Gary.  He asked if I was alone and I said I was with a friend in the Railhead.  They did come in later but I don't think they saw me and they left.  I later saw them in the casino talking to two hot chicks so I didn't say anything.  I DID see Rob (motocross Rob) and said Hi.  I looked great and he looked like shit; that felt good.  Our conversation was very brief.

Back at the Railhead I was starting to get bummed again when this guy Carlos told me I was "hot".  It felt good, but it wasn't enough.  This older guy next to us told me to smile.. so I did.  I was really not happy so I was on my way out the door with the older guy (Dennis) told me to stay.  I talked to him for a while and we danced a bit.  Then when he was out dancing or something, this guy Joseph started talking to me.  Dennis came back and was sorta jelous even though he was also talking to this lady, but he didn't really like her (it was obvious).  I guess the MM comes in here where both Dennis and Joseph were hitting on me at the same time and one was on each side and they kept pulling my head back and forth to whisper in my ear.  At one point, I think they both told me I was beautiful at the same time; that was surreal!  Joseph started just pulling my head toward him like he was going to whisper in my ear, but he would just nussle my neck and play with my hair; god that felt good.  I told them both (seperately) that I wanted their numbers.  Joseph and I whipped out our cel phones and entered eachother's numbers in our phone books.  Joseph asked me if I wanted to do something Saturday night.  Dennis slipped his number in my back pocket while I was still talking to Joseph; that was a trip.  I ended up walking out with Dennis.  He walked me to my car and we talked there for 2 hours.  We ended up going back inside and having breakfast, then went to his truck and talked for another hour.  Dennis' son is in a band called Breakdance Vietnam and is very good; they toured with Blink 182 last year.   His son also grew up with and is best friends with Jeremy McGrath (the king of motocross).  This guy Dennis is very cool (and attractive) for being 49.  We got along really good.  He asked me to go to see Clint Black in concert Sat night.  He gave me a hug and kiss goodbye at 6:00am.

I was driving home and realized what time it was and turned around to go to Common Ground to catch Mitch picking up the trash there.  I hurried up and put out the cans so he would stop and then went and got naked.  He was driving off as I ran out (wearing a wrap) into the driveway.  He saw me in the rear view mirror and slammed on the breaks!  I gave him and his partner a tour, they were amazed at how cool it was.  Mitch said he would come by later.  About 11:00, they came back by in the truck and parked by the back wall.  They talked to me over the wall for a while (I was naked this time) and then finally Mitch came around front, came in, got naked and took a dip in the pool me.  There were about 5 other people in the pool.  I was so proud of him.  He was getting dressed when his partner came in and the owners came out and we were all talking while he was getting dressed.  We all had a great conversation about the place.. it felt AWESOME.. I was stoked.

Last night I dates with both Dennis and Joseph.  Dennis was my first choice since it was concert tix but his friend gave away his extra ticket.  He wanted to do something else, but I said I had other plans so I called Joseph.  We ended up coming back to my place.  We started watching a movie.  We ended up laying together on the couch and then made out for a while.  It felt so good while were just holding eachother.  He was very impressed by how I treated him all night.  He invited me to his family reunion in Pennsylvania in September. 

23 - Josh and I had a bit of a spat; he hang up on me.  I went by his house and we talked alot (we always do).  He asked me to give him a deadline.  We agreed that he is my "boyfriend".  I am pretty ok with that :-)