9 - What a crazy, crazy weekend. Friday night I met up with the No Kidding Group at the Ice House at 6 to do the First Friday (FF) thing. At 7:15 there seemed to be no indication of anyone venturing out so I left to check it out on my own. I don't think I saw everything because I saw a lot of cars, but not a lot of people. I left about 8 feeling pretty bummed. So I get home at 9 and I start chatting with Jesse and invited him over to watch The Ring. I didn't realize he is only 21 until he was on his way to my house. He is cute, we got a long fine, he came on to me, we made out for a little while, I asked him to leave at 2:30am so I could get some sleep. Saturday I got caught up on some letter writting and then went out to Hardy's picking up Hippie Bill and his 3 kids on the way. Mike (Allstate) came out for his first outing; He loved it, they loved him, he will be back! I had a great time at Hardy's. Just before I left Hardy's, I got a call from Dan (Rob's cousin). He wanted to get together so I told Dan to meet me at my house in 45 min. He beat me there, I took a quick shower and we started to watch a movie. He kept talking so I shut the movie off and we just chatted. He left Monday morning at 4:00am. (See PE)
12 - Josh is an idiot (haven't I said that before?) but I am apparently not far behind him. He called last night at almost midnight, drunk and balling. I picked him up and listened to him give me all the details of him and Lexi's fight and then he proceeded to insult me and poke jabs from every possible direction. I promptly brought him home and asked him never to call me again. Being with him is sureal; I can't believe how we interact good or bad. BEFORE I met Josh, I had a date with Matt from Hotornot. He talks more then I do. He was very cool, smart and funny but although he hasn't touched drugs or alcohal in 18 years, he smokes 3 packs a day. I would go out with him again, but I don't see any sparks flying. If I had to chose right now, I would chose Dan. I haven't heard from him since this weekend though.
19 - I had such a good time last weekend at Glen Eden for the AANR convention. For 3 days and 2 nights I didn't wear clothes; I hated life when I had to put them on to go home. Hardy and I were inseperable during the day. We hang out at pool-side and people watched from 6:30am - 5:00pm. I met some neat people including Scott; a hottie from Victorville. We exchanged e-mail addresses and we have been chatting every night and morning since Sunday. Never heard from Matt again and still haven't heard from Dan which really makes me sad. I miss him. Haylie is not going on vacation with me - she is going to Minnesota instead and since I haven't heard from Dan, there is no sense of me driving by myself. So I paid the 5/3 cc in full like a good girl so my cc total is just under 30k now. Yeah. I am going to see Jason on Saturday and probably bringing 3 kids. I saw Mitch last monday; he flirted with me and asked a ton of questions like he used to.:-)
24 - Saw Jason Sat. He was so happy, yet sad. He wants me to come up every weekend. Went to Hardy's for a bit; had a great time. Went to CG Sunday and burned my ass. Saw Mitch for a bit on Monday. Got a call for an interview for the City of Tigard for Sept 1 so its a good thing the vacation plans got nix'd. Talked to Dan K. about my business idea a bit yesterday. Had a couple long IM chats with Scott and then he actually called and we talked for almost an hour. He is coming up to see me the weekend of the 18th. I have a date tonight with Greg who found me on the Trailblazers group list. He is 35, no kids, don't smoke/do drugs and he is a nudist.
29 - I ran into Josh on Friday by accident/on purpose. What a mistake (see PE). Scott surprised me and came to town and spend Fri and Sat night; he left this morning at 5. We had a good time (see PE). I met Kevin for breakfast today; he is crazy. I took Greg to CG today. I am feeling very sad and confused right now. I feel sad because I don't feel the way I want to, yet confused because I don't know HOW I want to feel.
