Candy
02/15/01
I'll miss the taste of cream and
marshmallows
and getting stoned,
I'll miss those spontaneous drives
along midnight morning memories,
of hair flowing,
shimmering in her moonlight
at emerald green eyes,
she softly smiling
as the gentle tear I weep a taste upon
those lips,
far beyond the east of her caress
a clearer stream, our content reflection.
Indeed, I in heed her glare upon my
imperfection
imply a soothing kiss,
eventually immortal moment, meandering
eternally -
blissfully behave,
there outside we breathe our last,
with Candy being all than that - my
better past.
Sleepless
Recurring Concern
02/15/01
Such is my sorrow to shed a tear lonelier
than myself these days,
To apprehend upon a blissful moment,
meandering misfortune,
Endure once more ailing silence,
sleepless recurring concern,
Anxiously abandon.
So distant honor discontent humanity
elude I, deceased to be,
Surrender me a sacrifice to solitude and
less, nothing never,
Defeat divulged and afar while weep,
beyond devotion demised,
Carelessly concealed.
So am I eternal exiled, minion amid
agnostic aggregates alike,
To obtain comfort unrewarding restless
remorse, meaningless,
Downfall be delight my immortal
retribution, misery me myself,
Imperfection I incarnate.
"Even a fool is considered wise when
he keeps his mouth shut."
I’m cold, lovely, confused
by everything
02/20/01
She’s herald,
the hymn of certain heir, somewhere
incredibly solated
separated from that which we so often
see, above us all interminable
inhabited by a honest silence, hauntingly
somehow that of our own
her beauty holds and creeps and scolds
and kept us in the cold,
lovely,
confused by everything
"Somewhere, something incredible is
waiting to be known."
You Forever More
02/22/01
Wallowing, ‘tis be
where I dwell that day
Weeping by grave just a little to soon,
December be ours evermore, motionless
meander
Silent as to not disturb the fragile
To find you there by bliss be rapt -
evermore
"Somewhere, something incredible is
waiting to be known."
Precious Peaches
02/24/01
Faint moments I recall,
now disregard
Tingling stoned, peaches on a rainy day
Our innocence, tenderness, our being
Sanctuary shoulder instead of a bottle
…
Sorrow is I, be I and dwell I with thee;
Upon pain deeper nearer I, weeping
Converse august memories oppose
Confusion embraced she solitude …
Now all is gone, we gave it away.
Reflection
02/26/01
(Ever walk past a
mirror or a window sensing an unknown
gaze? Who’s that looking there at
me? )
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Looking out the window be you there
walking past?
Somehow yearning stare, your approval,
your affection
Appearance, not quite anonymous, yet
somehow you unknown?
Reveal the otherwise hidden to the self
beyond the backdrop,
Where through the glass imitate, in every
sense identity elusive,
Exposed nonetheless expressed, yet
somehow you unknown?
From another world observatory, yourself
observe wordlessly
Peer, you pirate privacy you’re
hidden by your own,
Displayed a sense of numinous, yet
somehow you unknown ?
Toddling Stars
03/05/01
As they speak, with balance, with
presence, with eternity
from the energy and supremacy of the
cosmos, a sacred flow.
Similar in the way that they move about
the above world
contained within and all around, creation
she continuity
as sacred a rhythm, majestically
magnificence indeed.
Twinkling silently anonymous, eternal
movements graciously,
harmonize with universe, offering thanks
for all things.
Toddle thee magnificence, appreciate
entirely
splendor be with thee within, all around
and evermore
Toddle thee magnificence, rejoice, the
hallowed dance of life,
Enter thee, circling, open mind an open
heart, eternally
Swift with clarity, kindness, sense of
calm.
Toddle thee magnificence, sincerity that
soars in heart and spirit.
Gaze we toddling stars, draped be beauty.
And so, it is good.
You Be Weekend
Alone
03/09/01
Those days they’re
through turmoil and beyond,
Wallowing the past almost shatter,
hostile herd
Sadly screaming at the midnight moon her
silence
To dwell confound and alone thereafter.
Pondering thoughts reiterate dull moments
galore
Grabbing, clenching hurting, immortal
evermore
Entire meaningless anticipation drifting
away
To be weekend alone
"Somewhere, something incredible is
waiting to be known."
Infancy My Way
03/09/01
Leave behind your soft sunsets
and soaring greenery,
snub acquaintances next and depart today
for exhilaration awaits your youth, your
way
Scorn placid reminiscences so redundant
and renew,
yourself regain obsessed a spiritual
bouquet
for addiction in addition to the order of
the day
Amid concrete mass alone afar rummaging
around
indulged and sexed and freedom slay
…
Jailed innocent your inked skin covered
body
cold in fear at the break of day
for this is what the devil say …
Leave behind your soft sunsets and
soaring greenery,
snub acquaintances next and depart today
for exhilaration awaits your youth, your
way
your last dance
05/02/01
In a place where least
expected rises the smoke exhaled from
weakened lungs
Hovering away slowly, yet playfully into
the night.
Midway between lost soul and cold enfold.
Within prayers dear, addiction wrapped
and warped,
Tattered and torn, lost on the way home.
Fragile more than ever imagined, poisoned…
Some things hidden surfacing, devastating
This your beauty soothing, images of you
dancing,
Confusion dampened fear now fading as
peace embraced
Accept I and see you dancing once more
and ultimate
On purplish-red the dusk be set even so
the gods may smile !
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