"Empty" When Life Ends Ill Look Back And Wonder........... Was MY Life Bad, Was It Good, Or Was It Just Empty........Empty The Way I Feel When I'm Not With You The Way I Feel When You Look Through Me. The Way I Feel When Your Talking To Her. This Way I Sit Here And Think Of You.......And How I Screwed Up And How I Probably Hurt You...... This Life Seems Empty Seems Like Its Unfair To Me That I Gotta Live Without You.... How Can You Hear Me But Not Answer? How The Hell Can You Just Stand There And Ignore Me? You Cant Admit That Your Empty Without Me, Would It Really Kill You To Love Somebody? How Can You Ignore My Existance? Play Me Off Like I Dont Even Matter, Refuse To Listen When I Let You In On My Bigest Secret......... Why Do You Listen To Her?...... All I Wanted Was You. You Talked Badly About Me And The Worst Part Was You Didnt Tell Me....... Why Do You Do That To Me...? I Dont Understand Why You Allow Me To Cut Away....? You Know, I Know You Do. I Did It Because Of You And I Did It Hoping My Pain Would Be Taken Away... Well It Did The Job For A Little While, Then....... I Started Getting This Feeling. This Feeling That Im Too Empty To Stay Here... Too Empty To Even Look Into Your Eyes... I Heard That You Hated Me... Heard That I Hurt You... Now Were Both Empty And Broken Just Sitting Here Looking For The Right Words... No One Speaks... We Fade... Life Fades... Were Gone... No One Cares... But Still I Watch You From A Corner, The Darkest Corner Of Hell Where We Both Manage To Seek... Were Still...... Clueless...... And Were Still Broken...... And Were Still...... Empty - Issues Girl |
"A Place I Dont Belong" Whether at home or at school... I have this bad feeling... MISSUNDASTOOD! I sit at a party alone... Alienating myself at the top of the stairs Yeah sure they say its easy to "Fit In" The truth is I cant Im too different... I just dont belong... No wonder suicide sounds so good... unstable, alone, unwilling, single handedly fuckin' up my worthless life... Im just too dead to like you!! And my freinds just aren't my freinds anymore Dont ask why... I gouess Ive changed and so have they... Thats okay I was suffocating, sick of being used... Now Im glad to hate you!! Glad to not give a damn, So please do stare next time I walk by... And hopefully your child will be as fucked up as me, quiet cause theres nothing to say... pissed off cuz their alive... Anti-social cuz no one cares about them... Almost 16 and almost dead... Almost scared... Almost crying... Almost gone... You can't pretend you care when you won't help Sometimes I pray one day Ill have peace of mind... Maybe even be a lil rich... So I can afford to live "The Good Life" Like you always say, "Anythings possible, just dont take yourself too far away from reality."...My life is... My hell, your happiness, consistent feeling of failure, never saying enough... always saying too much, regrets, loneliness, temptation... and feeling left out... So here read this... and tell me what I did to deserve this kind of a life... and this feeling of non-existence... -Issues Girl |
Lonely Nights |
Issues Girl |
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