Melissa Hansen
The Scars That Live
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           Under Your Spell
             Melissa Hansen
Pierce my heart,
hope to die,
watch these tears pour from my eyes.

Here I lay,
bleeding black,
the one thing I need is the one thing I lack.

My eyes;
neglected by your bitter soul.
My cry;
never heard so you'll never know.

Rotting core.
deteriorating from under my skin,
gaping hole- all is empty,
fill the space where my heart had been.

Pierce my heart,
my body floods with pain,
shot with an arrow,
the poison pumps through my veins,

Seduced with this poison,
my eyes only see you;
My youth had fooled me,
I'd been kept away from the truth

Under a spell,
I had no control;
It was a sweet murder-
your entrancing kiss took over my soul..

Hidden inside the sarcastic smiles I paint across these wounds,
deep down under my skin,
the blade reveals the truth.

Seeping through my skin,
my blood fills my pores;
dripping from these wounds,
my heart can't take anymore.

All these tears, all these thoughts,
you were the one that made me sane;
but you left me behind when I was starving for love,
you put me through so much pain.

Needing your love,
you came to me in a dream,
it was all too perfect;
nothing but silent screams.

Born from lifeless souls fulfilling an empty fantasy,
the lies were more truthful than the love,
but we still whisper sweet nothings like we did before,

You left me.
Or were you never there?
You lied to me.
I pretended not to care.

A dulled frame of time,
its nothing but the past;
I widh all time had been frozen forever,
but the truth is, forever never lasts.
          I'll Never be Alive
             Melissa Hansen
Stare at your reflection,
just to know you're there;
bleeding for you,
and you don't even care.

Pulled by the strings the devil sewn into my skin,
corrupting my mind,
I'm closer to the end.

Watch my mutilated corpse,
it's drifting away;
sinking to the bottom,
my bodys consumed by an ocean of hate.

I'll never be alive,
you drove me straight to hell,
controlling my mind,
taken over by this spell.

This path,
it's too long;
I don't know of I can take the pain.
This life,
too wrong;
I'm taking the shortcut to my grave.

My screams,
they can't be heard anymore;
they're secrets-
never got a chance to be heard.

Will I ever be the same again?
Will I ever feel pain again?
I'm bleeding just to know I exist,
you seduce me with your every kiss.

So deceiving,
fuck believing;
I've lost myself,
there's no use dreaming.
           Beautiful
        Melissa Hansen
Beautiful girl,
scars up and down her arms,
shes so beautiful,
damaged and harmed.

Scars imbedded in her beauty,
bloody hands and bloody knives,
she appears dead to everyone,
but she has a beautiful life.

Her dreams are slowly fading,
shes hoping not to wake,
but shes here to stay and she knows it,
all the beautiful people were mistakes.

She slices her veins with mirrors,
her reflection broke and died,
she cries her tears through her veins,
the beautiful are dead inside.

She paints her wounds across the walls,
her fingertips raw to the bone,
theres no one there to stop her,
only the beautiful remain alone.

Her heart pumps splinters through her veins,
its tearing her up inside,
she always tried to hide the pain,
as she waits for her demise.

Shes so beautiful,
but no one else can see,
blinded by her bloody soul,
the beautiful girl is me.