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My alien experience

Forward - Short version of my experience for people in a hurry

Childhood - before puberty, missing time, balls of light

Teen Years - after puberty, the ball of light

Journal - Completed and ongoing updates
 


DreamWorld

Those Pesky UFO Dreams - I've had hundreds of UFO dreams, but can't remember them all. They tend to follow similar patterns. Most common being, I see them, but other people can't. Others are often UFOs engaged in battle of some sort. I'll list some general and specific UFO dreams I've had over the years, and also keep a current log of the same, with detail if needed.



Children

Alien Abduction, Children, and Parents - looks at the parent child relationship among abductees.


I do have an interest in children and families and the abduction scene. My kids are everything to me, and it's a struggle dealing with such bizarre issues in terms of exploration, explanation, and trying to help them. If you have something to offer in the area of child related contact, please do mail me. If there are many responses, I'll add a page for your accounts. It would be helpful to have a section devoted to child related phenomena so that other parents can explore the situation.



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July 2009
Geocities is closing their web pages. I've been here several years, and now will have to find a new home for UFOcite. I will post here as soon as I find the right spot. Thank you all for your interest. I will update soon with new whereabouts - or before October at least.

December 2007
I'm updating this in January 2008, but here's what's happened. I didn't record the exact dates.

First week of December - I'm outside smoking a cig, hear a noise at the shed (aka the hubby's office) and look. Through the window (he keeps a light on), on the wall, is a head and sorta-shoulders shadow which moves quickly to the right and is gone. When I go in the house, I alert hubby to this. We discuss options such as screensavers flickering.
About two nights later he comes in from the shed, shaken. He was sitting at his desk just staring into space thinking, when something moved on the wall. He described a shadow about the size of a human head, moving along the wall while staying connected to the other shadows (like riding a rail). It moved a distance approx two feet and vanished at the window. We haven't figured out an explanation. But it did open door to discussion. He always thought I liked the paranormal. I explained that no, I don't. I learn about it so I can figure out how to make the bad stuff go away.

Third week of December - I have a nightmare about a ufo landing in our (new) yard. Strange creatures come out, resemble black plastic shapes. I slam the door, go in my youngest's room. She's there with a friend (there was no friend there that night). They're looking at three large, cute, puppies. When I hold the puppy, I keep thinking "it's a wolf in sheeps clothing" and I realize the puppies are just dog skins over robots. I look at the girls and the friend is frozen and dull, and my daughter is gone. I rush away to find her. Vague after that.
In the morn, daughter tells me she had scary dream about being out by the cabin, and daddy was there and there were werewolves coming after her. Her daddy said there was no such thing as werewolves, and, not clear here - not to run away, or to run away and close the gate?

That's it! Have a great 2008! Here is the final Calender of Weirdness for 2007.

Jan..... 1
Feb.....
Mar..... 11
Apr..... 1111
May..... 11
Jun..... 1
Jul..... 11
Aug..... 1111
Sep.....
Oct..... 1111
Nov..... 111
Dec..... 111



August 8, 2007
We've moved into the new place, rural country, been there a week. It's wonderful, we love it - or I do anyway.
Monday night, about 1 a.m., I'm out starwatching and smoking a cig before bed. The moon is about half and the field is pretty clear. As I look down from the sky toward my white car, there's a large lumpish shadow beside the door, which is bolting away even as I see it, gone in a blink. The car is only 10ft away, and though I considered an animal, it had no definable shape, moved so quickly and made no noise as it zipped past the house. Hmm. So I simply made a statement that no shadows were allowed in our new home. Carry on.

Tuesday night (last night), I go to bed around midnight. The living room lamp is on as usual. I awake, the familiar buzzy feelings and as if I am just floating up from the floor where I am sleeping (we have no beds yet). I turn slowly toward the clock, it's 2:57 a.m. and I look toward the door and know I have just a minute to grab my husband nearby as They are coming in. I reach and grab his arm, and here, cannot recall if I'm saying "Look." or "Don't look." or maybe both.
Flash - what follows, weird dream about looking out the windows watching for ufos, and trying to negotiate (what I can't recall) with talking dolls.
Flash - darkish room, we're all facing a wall, we're naked, I'm holding my youngest, slumped and heavy, and I'm shouting, "we will remember this" like a chant so that my husband joins in and am suddenly hit with the shock that I am remembering.
Flash - I'm grabbing my husband's arm. And then both dogs charge into the room and Wake me and it's 4:07 a.m.
My left side sinuses ache this morning.
Add one mark to the Calendar of Weirdness for August, again.

July 18, 2007
Tonight my youngest refused to go to bed because something in her room was "watching" her.
First, we are in the process of moving. The girls were born and grew up here. We just bought a place in the country and their rooms are packed, as is most of the house. Our move should be complete by month's end.
So there's nothing in her room to watch her. No reason to feel as being watched. But she was. I invited her to sleep in my room, and she said that would be worse because my room is really creepy. - ... Oh?
She goes on to inform me that my room has all the grey tornadoes, shifting ceiling colors, glowing footprints, shadows, and blobs, hiding in it. My oldest chimes in that my room does give off a creepy vibe sometimes.
Well that's great - Not. On a more Important thought, my young one just turned 9 yrs old on Sunday. That, in light of things, concerns me. This age for myself, and my oldest was a heightening of strange events. I fear for my youngest that she is about to enter another phase. And it does not bode well that we are moving in that I don't want her to think it's because of where we move. Then again, maybe They won't find us for awhile. And looking at my Calender of Weirdness, They are early. Hmm.
Anyway, she ended up sleeping with her big sister tonight. I'm thinking of calling the local church to bless our house.

April 5, 2007
My 8yr old informed me that she saw a "black blob shadow" and described a "shadow person".
She woke up around 6am (still dark outside though we keep a low light on the kitchen) and walked toward the kitchen. As she came to the corner she looked up and there was a black shadow in the doorway as tall as an adult. It's hands and feet ended in points (she described sword-shaped points). It moved quickly past the corner, whereupon she described "cartoon motion lines" coming from its back in such a way as to indicate speed. She did not see any other details such as eyes.
She said she was scared and stepped back a few steps and then forward again a couple times to see if it happened again, but she could not duplicate what she'd seen - something I've told her to do in the past to see if it was an eye trick.
I just looked back over some of my entries, and the entry for April 2006 also had a shadow person. Same month - very interesting.

October 18, 2006
Just checking in. Yahoo! would delete my site if I didn't. Any serious long timers interested in hosting or mirroring so this journal won't be lost? I'm using less than a meg of the fifteen offered, heh.
I looked through my journals and mussed around with dates and came up with this list of activity by month.

Jan..... 1
Feb.....
Mar..... 11
Apr..... 1111
May..... 11
Jun..... 1
Jul..... 11
Aug..... 1111
Sep.....
Oct..... 1111
Nov..... 111
Dec..... 11

Some of my old stuff isn't dated and I didn't include that, just the dated stuff over the years. Hm, according to the above, I'm due, overdue. Should be interesting as a prediction.
Just had some other thoughts to add as I keep looking at the chart, trying to figure out what might be spectacular about those months, when I realized .... My first child was born in December, conceived in April. Second child (deceased) born in April, conceived in August, third child born in July conceived in October. April, August, and October are busy months. How's that for sleuthing?
Take care!

April 26, 2006
Dreaming - I'm trying to wake hubby from couch. "Do you here those noises? Wake up! There's something in our daughter's room!" (our youngest) He finally seems to wake but is groggy. I hear more scuffling noises, buzzy sounds, and I run down the hall and whip through the doorway.
I see two balls of light, and they me, and I'm after them. "Get away from her! Get out!" They're so fast, one goes to my left the other to my right and I follow the one on the right because it's closertrap it in the corner of the room and it zooms past me. In my periphereal vision, I can still see the other ball-light and behind it, the shape of some being standing by the window.
Because they are almost together, I grab for the light switch, yelling hubby's name. And suddenly I'm in slow motion and I can't speak and they're grabbing my hands. I keep croaking my husband's name.
And wake up in my bed, still calling him, my head feels like it's bouncing off the pillow, like I've landed. I lay there a few moments, then walk around the house and check everyone, smoke a cig to rid the apprehension, and go back to bed.

Wake in the morning and my youngest is in bed with me. I ask what she's doing there. She tells me her covers came off and she was afraid to get them. She called the dogs, and walked with them to the bathroom. She was afraid to go in her room, so came in my room.
After she lay down and had been there a few moments, she said, "A hand came out of the air, from behind me, and it was reaching for my stuffed dog (in her arms). So I closed my eyes tight and opened them and it was gone."
I asked if maybe it was me and demonstrated, but she returned the demonstration and showed it could not have been mine from that angle. (She was facing in toward me, so it would have come from the other side of the bed). All she could see was the hand and arm.

And she continued that after that... "And I was facing this way and I saw a monster by the window. Not by the corner where the tornadoes hide - it was on top of the iron on the ironing board. It was black and blobby and it had green glowing eyes. And it had razor sharp teeth. And it kept looking around the room, moving like this (she demonstrates the craning of a long neck), and then it would turn and look right at me right in my eyes." ... "I closed my eyes tight and opened them again, and it was still there, and I closed my eyes again and opened them, and it was still there, so I kept my eyes closed and I went to sleep."

Wow. Okay, hon, why didn't you wake me up? -- Because you get grumpy when I wake you up. I ask her to please, please wake me up for things like this.
I ask older daughter how she slept. Fine. Said she woke up once around three and went back to sleep. And husband slept like a log.
Youngest drew a picture of it. Older daughter took one look and said, "That's the thing that used to follow me at night! It would hide under my bed. I punched it once and it was all soft and blobby. Except, it had red eyes. But -that's the same Thing!"

I am so creeped out. God help us.

August 2005
Dream or not, don't know. What I remember - They're in the house, we're all in the living room. My husband is getting ready to go somewhere with one of them. It resembles a big-headed happy child, but I see through the disguise. I shove it away from him and it turns and "smiles" at me, charms me! I'm falling for it, when it moves quickly, surreal, jarring me back, and I yell something like, "See, how sneaky they are?" And to it, "I know you, I know your tricks! I've seen this one, with the cute smile!" And even as I'm angry, I also feel happy, and like laughing, I think because that's what it projected.
Blurry time, something bumps into me, tries to grab me, and I grab and wrap my arms around it, squeezing, demanding they stop.
Blur - Suddenly standing beside terrified husband, feeling hopeless, telling him, "This is why we can't do anything. They can do things, threaten our children, can make it hurt." I'm angry and sad now.
I demand they let us remember what's happening, and they tell me it's each individual's choice to remember or not. So I'm telling my husband, we have to remember this! And he's shaking his head no, that he doesn't want to. I tell him, just bits and pieces, just a little, and he's wavering. I'm shouting, bits and pieces! I tell them, I want to remember! I want to remember! I can sense the kids in the background, and no one besides me is choosing to remember, because they're terrified.
I think at some point I tried to hide all of us, by thinking us invisible, like it would work. It didn't. And there was the sensation of time passing and other stuff, but that's all I recall right now.

August (early)
I'm dreaming, something unknown is scaring me. I'm frantically drawing on a sketch pad, absorbed in shifting lines (can't remember).
I wake to my daughters cries of "nightmare!". And she jumps into bed. She tells me that her, her sister, and I were sitting on the couch, and then an alien grabbed her and her sister's ankle and started to pull them away, and that she asked me for help but that I just sat there drawing.
I'm noticing through my archives that August is a visitors month for us. Finally a pattern.

March 2005
My 6yr old daughter woke me shrieking last night (20th). "Mommy! There's monsters! It's shiny! Mommy!"
My reaction was to mumble something about climbing into my bed. She raced into my room, shrieked again and leaped into my bed where she hid under the covers. I remember patting her and asking her to tell me again what it was. They were silver and shiny and flying all over her room. She didn't want to talk about it. I did not investigate. In fact, I felt ill and sluggish and was asleep again within seconds.
Morning, I asked her again. Her version in the morning was there was one small ball of light (she held thumb and forefinger together to make a circle) zipping around her room, but mostly hovering over the end of her bed.
I said that sometimes I see things when I wake up too because my eyes are still foggy. She insisted she was awake and that when she called me it flew around fast then out the wall.
I am shaken.

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August 2004
For the first time in years I was afraid to go to bed last night.
The previous night (Aug. 25), I slept poorly, and a bit of dream nagged at me the better part of the day, an alien face. It finally popped up in bits and pieces.

All I remember is - anger, fear, pain, alien faces staring into mine, a long table. I remember something about knowing that I would remember this. I remember discovering that visits are more frequent than I'd thought and do still involve the kids, and I'm angry about it. And a hazy bit that I may have tried to strike some sort of bargain and feeling very intimidated and powerless. That's it. It comes in like still photos.

I'm upset. I didn't realize how upset until I caught myself leaving all the lights on in the bedrooms and hall as I passed through, another thing I have not done in a long time.
I lay in bed last night feeling very angry.

Oddly, this morning in the shower, I had a flashback of sorts from childhood and the balls of light. Remembering seeing the lights move through the hall and feeling great fear, calling for my mother who was in the kitchen and her not answering, and the lights returned when I called out, and the sudden memory I had was seeing through the light and seeing the alien behind it, glaring into the room at me. August 27, 2004.

Dream April 27, 2004 Night, standing at my daughter's open window looking out at two dogs. They resemble afghan hounds are grey and unclear. Hard to focus on them. They stand on two legs. They are talking dogs. They tell me their names, but I keep calling them Boris and Berlioz. They find this amusing, maybe because I find it amusing. To the right, there are small men dressed in grey business suits trying to get in the front door. Maybe three of them. Whenever I look at the men, Boris and Berlioz start talking to me again. I think they infer that the men want to look around and they are nothing to worry about, I should ignore them. I know the men could get in, if I agree to let them in, but I'm not letting them in, I don't want them in. Something is flashing in the sky, but when I try to look, I become very focused on the dogs. end dream

At bedtime, my youngest cries. She is afraid we will move and go far away, and that we will leave her behind. She insisted on sleeping in my bed. She also informed me she wants her room decorated in an outer space theme, with planets, and aliens. I told her the planets sounded great, but no aliens allowed.

My thoughts on this. Just another weird dream. I haven't dreamed of talking animals in years. It's like going back to square one of self discovery. I felt very strong in the dream, that it was simply the strength of will holding them at bay. But I don't remember anything else. And so I wonder if they eventually got into the house, that, based on my young one's concerns.

Updates are long spans because I just don't recall anything happening, if anything is happening.

October 2003
I've received a few emails from some of you, but it looks like my Contact form is not working. If I have not replied to your email I may not have received it. Please try emailing me directly.
Which brings me to the Guestbook. It was setup so I'd be alerted with each entry, but that also was not working. I checked it yesterday and saw there are a lot of entries in there! Thank you for all your comments, insights and sharing your experiences!

For those of you asking for catalogues and prints of my artwork, CafePress caused some problems so I'm not using them. I am looking into setting up something for prints though and will you know when I know.

What's been going on? It still seems to be pretty quiet around here. This summer my oldest daughter woke in the night to use the bathroom. As she came out, a ghostly young boy bounded past her in the hall.
More recently, my youngest has begun complaining of all her toys watching her. She gets very spooked towards evening and we've had to remove several toys from her sight.
I sleep so hard these days, I don't know what if anything is going on. I still have nightmares, I wake at night, I just can't remember anything of it.

December 03-02
Things have been very quiet. No problems with the kids, with nightmares, or monsters in their rooms, I think.
I started working again month or so ago. I sleep pretty hard now.
However, a few nights ago, there was one odd occurrence. I seemed to be sleeping, and there was this brilliant light through my eyelids. Something kept passing in front of it and when I opened my eyes, there were two greys there. When it realized I was watching it, it was suddenly right in front of my face, giving me the 'feeling' of 'go back to sleep'.
Something happened, time passed or something, and next thing I'm sitting on the edge of the bed. I realize there are more than two, but can't see them in the hallway. Of the two with me, one stays in the doorway, the other is trying to distract my attention from the hall. It does this by letting me know I can ask it questions and that if I just stay right there, I'll be allowed to remember this.
I don't remember what I asked, though I recall a general mood of disagreement, maybe arguing, if you can argue with an alien. Next thing, I'm opening my eyes again and I'm in my bed, only I'm upside down with my head at the foot of the bed. I think, 'aha, someone screwed up and I'll have this to remind me in the morning.' But then the alien reappears beside me and looks down at me. Guess it heard me, who knows. And when I really do wake up, well, that's what I remember.

A couple thoughts come to mind about this. Number one, as always, is it was just a dream. But if it wasn't... then the feeling I had was those two were only with me for the purpose of keeping me asleep, or occupied, while they did something else. And I can't help but wonder if this has been an ongoing pattern they've opted for since in recent times I've been quite belligerent upon they're arrival. This also makes me wonder, how many times have they pulled the 'ask us a question and we'll answer' game. Maybe they find it amusing to let me ask questions then wipe my memory afterward. And there's my own feelings of guilt about how I can let myself get so distracted that I don't protect my family. Well, I won't let that work again. I'm onto it now.

Ah, there was one other odd thing a while back. The girls were sleeping and I checked on them as I often do. Our bedroom door is often shut, and one of the lamps lights up from the hallway switch. Sometimes we forget and leave it on and you can see it under the door.
As I walked back to check on the girls, I noticed the light under our door. I looked in on each girl and went back down the hall to turn the light off. When I reached for the switch, it was already off. I turned around and looked back at our doorway, and there was no light. Of course I flipped on all the lights and went to look, but... nothing.

October 09-02
'Dreamed' of aliens last night. Started out walking through the house and compelled to go outside. Stood on the porch and realized I'd been tricked into coming out, as almost immediately, I felt a paralysis gripping me, and the strong buzz tingle that comes with it.
I struggled against it, and the stronger it grew the harder I shook it off, until something appeared beside me, and I swung at it. The paralysis stopped and I went inside.
I'm standing in the doorway of my room and tell someone they're coming and we can fight them off. They want to know how I know, and I just know. The air feels charged and I say they're here, they're coming in.
I wait and watch from my doorway, and one appears from my daughter's room. I run out at it and freeze, we're both startled, but it's frowning, like it knew.
It disappears, and reappears at the far end of the hall, and then turns into a dwarf. I run and grab it, it's arms are like rubber, and it slips away again and disappears. I wake up.


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Journal Excerpts

April 12, 1996 - ..and at that moment I realized I could not wake up and it was all real. "Oh God, oh God," I sputtered, "this really is real! I'm not dreaming! This is real!" [Humans, UFO]

96' Spaceship and Chat with Blonde (hybrid?) - She seems human, but there are things not human. Her hair is blonde, but very thin so that her scalp shows clearly. Something about her face is ugly, but she is very friendly and exudes an attractivness. She wears a jumpsuit of some sort with a small picture of triangles on the chest. She is older than me, thirties or forties.

Ugly Greys - ..two Greys unlike any I've seen. Their heads are huge, their noses actually look a bit like noses, and they smell like rotted food and sewage..

April 4, 1997 - ..they assured me I would be ok, and they seemed surprised that I would be afraid of them. [tan Greys and Blonde]

November 5, 1997 - Either fell asleep or blanked out. And then woke up, in the midst of walking around the bed. Marked the headboard. [Greys?]

November 10, 1998 - .."You're really an alien. You're tricking me!"... "No. We are cats. We are cats." [Greys]

March 9, 2001 - '..I tripped over the dogs as I ran out the hall, still screaming, "Get out of my house! Get out now!".. [tall Greys and tornadoes]



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