Date:12/25/03
In my midlife I now search my soul, and as I walk to my journeys end, I laugh, I cry.
I look back on memories long gone by, at the ones I hold so close to heart. Some having passed away, now I experience life's hurtful pains, of the loss of the ones I held so close.
I now grip onto life for what it brings, for I know to gain is to experience life's losses.
I see the ones I've hurt, the ones I've let down, and with growing older I've learned to let go of it's pain.
O' there's things I wish I could go back and change, but when I found the Savior while on my knees one night, He reached down and picked me up, and forgave me all my past.
Now I see from within, Jesus' forgives me and who am I to hold on to my many mistakes of sins, when Jesus' threw them so far in the ocean even He can't see them any more.
So it was then I learned to forgive myself, and grow in my sweet Savior's Grace.
In my learning process on my journeys road, I know all things have a purpose, and a reason that happen to me, and to you.
Now I walk with Jesus' to my journeys end~
I think of you, I see your smiling face, and feel your presence standing by.
I feel empty inside, saddened by so many losses, I cry.
But then an eagel soares through the sky, and reminds me of the love you left behind.
I know what is now a memory, I hold inside, where so many thoughts abound, and so I learn to let go.
I know I will see you again someday, Until then goodbye~
My parents taught me early in life about love, and the Unity of family.
My mother was my inspiration and taught me early in life to look towards God for direction in my life.
Although now my parents have both passed away, I still learn from my parents.
Life is fascinating, and forever a constant learning process.
It is a journey through time.
We travel backwards through memories, and forward through our dreams.
The past is behind us; while the future is before us.
