also went to jia hong's hse to train again, joel went also, been quite a while since went back to train with the 2 of them. benched 40kg+bar=50kg 3 sets of 8 and 1 set of 10 rep, weight-squats using 7.5kg weight on each hand and same sets of reps as bench, weight-crunches holding 15-20kg(?) plate and did 4 sets with 10 by 25 by 20 by 30 reps respectively, dips 4 sets of 12 rep, pullups 5 sets of 8 rep. hahaz readers may not even wanna read that, but nothin much else to blog about, so typed out the training details.
whoo~ feels very different hanging out with the 2 of them rather than with the wolfpack or the other randomness ppl hahaz. time moves slower but more calm and peaceful(?). maybe its cause they're more matured? dunno. feels much younger with them hahaz, compared to with others. when I'm around jie wei or xin wei or marcius and marcus, I feel the same age lolz, with the wolfpack or sgcafe ppl, I feel slightly older. strange.
lalalalala~ lolz, long time since I talked to sis. feels happier now hahaz,
but ya, been thinking. its better for her to study uni in aus. but then..she'll not come back anymore...I don't know. sure I know even she knows its better to continue there than to come back just because of kuro. but then..not coming back anymore? all of a sudden its like that happiness turned to a slight jumbled up bunch of thoughts. I'd like to encourage the better option, but my brain's telling me to reject that idea. sigh. headache headache headache..I'd like to push back all thoughts on it and just wait and see. but then..ya, its really making me think..
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now jie wei also...saying he might go to canada to study and get citizenship there.
must life always follow that path. must everyone that meet eventually split apart. you all, are my closer friends now, don't do this to me man. ugh, don't know what to say now. shall blog again next time. its really giving me a headache, really.
yesterday first. went to shop around orchard. kuro and I got 2 tee's from topshop. then went to far east to look for more suff. tenma finally got shoes, and kuro got a pair of white berms I think? hm...what else..o yea, the ramen at ramen ten's not bad. hahaz. after buying stuff, went back to simei. went to mage. kuro asked me what tenma does there all the time, what can I say? he's like the coffee-boy there lolz, then kuro helped tenma tie his shoe's laces, and told me tenma likes to flirt alot there (?), forgot the exact words, but its true to an extent, hahahaz, he's always been that way anyways. kay, sat's post done.
even now I still sigh and call out sis's name softly while looking towards the sky sometimes, feeling like an old man reminiscing the past *laughs*
and I hafta say, kuro and tenma and great bro's. not often you can meet such good brothers without bonding like in the army or uniform group kinds. true brothers. ;) even without a promise, I'll look out for you guys as the younger bro.
hm...what else to blog about. o ya, samantha's also studying in trinity college, finishing basic in may, and she's gonna continue to study uni in aus. missed the last primary sch gathering for wolfpack stuff in dec, so didn't see her the last time before she went back hahaz.
saw jie wei's blog, hahaz, all the random stuffs. he's still in hong kong now. think its funny everytime I remember its his self declared holiday from jc LOL, self declared, you get the point.
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kuro talked to me this morn on msn? uh...it feels slightly better to talk about it, but then again, it feels damn strange to realize who I'm talking to. unexpected for obvious reasons. hahaz, at least she's supposed to be a kor to me now? uh...oh well
you know, I suddenly lost all thoughts of words to sis, like I don't know what i can even say to her now o.O, haix
and finally, cindy! LG!, I hate it when I'm ignored, saw you post stuffs after I sent u pm loh, then didn't reply me, you good, fine