What I'm Thinking When I
Can't Tell You
Would
you kiss me if I promised
not to let it mean anything;
if nothing had to come of it?
I laid there next to your sleeping
face
wishing I could touch your lips
with mine;
that I could feel them just
once.
I felt your leg half sprawled
out over mine
and feared the slightest movement
would wake you,
ending your dream and mine at
the same time.
So there I remained still as
a breathless night
torn between friendship and
something more,
wondering if the same thought
ever crossed your mind.
Keeping that flicker of hope
alive is killing me
when I know that tonight you
may be mine,
but tomorrow you'll be another's.
I want to be your angelita
and find my heaven in your arms,
but could it ever be that way?
It's sweet misery for me to
see you
and be so close to you- your
best friend,
knowing all the while that I
can never have you.
The hours passed by faster then
as another chance was lost,
and another day of longing for
you drew nearer.
Two Hearts of One
A
dream that had died a long time
ago,
decides to come back and knock
on the door.
Will they reach for that star
in the sky?
Or once again let love pass
them both by?
So many things happen only by
chance.
These two brought together by
circumstance.
They both wanted someone to
hold on too.
And now their wish has finally
came true.
What they have could be so sincere.
He talks to her without any
fear.
Because he knows what he feels
inside.
He sees no reason to run and
hide.
She looks into his eyes knowing
its real.
Nothing can take away what she
feels.
She doesn't want any of this
to end.
This is where their story together
begins.
Time will only tell what the
future holds.
This is where everything will
unfold.
If its meant to be they'll hold
on tight.
True love is always worth the
fight.
Love Never Dies
There
is this love inside,
one another,
As you say love never dies,
but sooner or later you will.
Love is a good thing,
but when serious,
you gotta let it go.
Hard times and good times,
you will always know and remember.
Thoughts are in your head and
heart,
But always remember you wll
always have someone.
Nightlight
You
put your head down
As you lay alone in your bed
Sleeping soundly
I wish to be a nightlight to
watch over you
Staring at you quietly from
the corner
My little glow illuminating
as much as it can, trying to
reach you
But I admire the darkness
And desire to be it, more than
the light
To be one with the darkness
The darkness would be fused
with my body
And to be it, is allowing my
body to descend upon yours
Than to embrace you gently
And sleep along with you through
the night
Until sunrise comes, I fade
away into shadows
Only catching a final glimpse
of you before I vanish
But to watch you smile when
I disappear
Is to know, I done my job
The tragedy of being the darkness,
is to extinguish with the break
of daylight
Till another nightfall, where
I am able to come out once again
But envying the darkness, I
still wish to remain the nightlight
That way, I will never lose
a sight of you
We
I
wish that you and I could just
run
away together. Forever you and
I, not
letting anyone, not family or
friends
tell us how we can and cant
live our
lives. Maybe you think it's
not worth
it, maybe you think it's just
too hard.
just let me tell you, life isn't
worth it,
it's just too hard, if I have
to do it
with out you that is. It just
wouldn't
be fair. I'm always going to
be here,
pushing and/or pulling you every
step
of the way if I have to.For
you see
I love you. I need you, want
you, I simply
cant do without you. So, all
I'm asking is,
can I have you? Ill love you
for the
rest of eternity, death doesn't
even
have the power to stop me. I
love you.
Can you and me please become
We?
HUG CERTIFICATE
If
I could catch a rainbow
I would do it Just for you
And share with you Its beauty
On the days You're feeling blue
If I could build a mountain
You could call Your very own
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone
If I could Take your troubles
I would toss them In the sea
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be What I know best
A friend That's always there
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There are Angels Watching Over
You
Thinking of you
Thinking
of you
On a hot summer day
Is all I want to do
Thinkin of you
Is like a flowing river
In my head
Thinkin of you
Is like tears
Flowing from my face
Up, down,under,over
Is what I think of you
The shine of the sun
Is likeglowing diamonds
And that is when
I think of you
And I want you to know
I love you too
I AM THANKFUL FOR ......
THE
PARTNER WHO HOGS THE COVERS
EVERY NIGHT, BECAUSE HE IS NOT
OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.
THE CHILD WHO IS NOT CLEANING
HIS ROOM, BUT IS WATCHING TV,
BECAUSE THAT MEANS HE IS AT
HOME AND NOT ON THE STREETS.
FOR THE TAXES THAT I PAY, BECAUSE
IT MEANS THAT I AM EMPLOYED
FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE
TOO SNUG, BECAUSE IT MEANS I
HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.
FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME
WORK, BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM
IN THE SUNSHINE
FOR ALL THE COMPLAINTS I HEAR
ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT, BECAUSE
IT MEANS THAT WE HAVE FREEDOM
OF SPEECH.
FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND
AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING
LOT, BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE
OF WALKING AND THAT I HAVE BEEN
BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION.
FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL, BECAUSE
IT MEANS I AM WARM.
FOR THE LADY BEHIND ME IN CHURCH
THAT SINGS OFF KEY, BECAUSE
IT MEANS THAT I CAN HEAR.
FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND
IRONING, BECAUSE IT MEANS I
HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.
FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES
AT THE END OF THE DAY, BECAUSE
IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN CAPABLE
OF WORKING HARD.
FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OF IN
THE EARLY MORNING HOURS, BECAUSE
IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.
AND FINALLY.......
FOR TOO MUCH E-MAIL, BECAUSE
IT MEANS I HAVE FRIENDS WHO
ARE THINKING OF ME.
(SEND THIS TO SOMEONE YOU CARE
ABOUT, AND WHEN YOU THINK YOUR
LIFE IS SO BAD, READ THIS AGAIN.)
Inspired
I
used to worship you, and you
would worship me.
We did have something specail,
no matter what you see.
I really do miss you baby, but
i guess you dont miss me.
You think just because i don't
really know you, i don't know
your personality.
I do.
Do you miss me?
Or is what your telling me...
True
You are a world away.
I
wake at night to your touch,
But you aren't there.
I lay in the dark, silently,
seeing you in my minds image.
Going over what I had just dreamed.
Cursing because I woke.
You are a world away.
Why you?
I wonder to myself,
And I await the answer.
It comes in the dark,
Like your touch.
Welcome, wanted, needed.
You are a world away.
You are the part of me I have
been missing.
You make me complete.
You make me feel.
You make me.
You are a world away.
Your voice sends shivers from
the back of my neck down to
my toes.
Your words make me smile,
Widely, and prolonged.
Your love makes me warm.
Secure, safe, and calm.
You are a world away.
I think of you as I lay in the
dark, silently.
And I find myself drifting into
slumber once more.
I smell your scent, your hair.
I swim in your eyes.
I swoon at your touch.
You are a world away.
But not when I sleep.
For it is in this timeless place
called dreamland,
Where I find you each night,
And vow to you that soon, we
will be together.
We will be one.
You are not a world away.
And this time, I don't awaken
at your touch.
And I realize, you are in my
heart, my mind, and are linked
to my very soul.
My Love
My
love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep
My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to
send
My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender
LOVE IS....
Love
is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
LOVE IS....
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet
mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire
soul into you,
Right from the very start.
I Will Be There
If
in the morning when you wake,
If the sun does not appear,
I will be here.
If in the dark we lose sight
of love,
Hold my hand and have no fear,
I will be here.
I will be here,
When you feel like being quiet,
When you need to speak your
mind I will listen.
Through the winning, losing,
and trying we'll be together,
And I will be here.
If in the morning when you wake,
If the future is unclear,
I will be here.
As sure as seasons were made
for change,
Our lifetimes were made for
years,
I will be here.
Her Affect
It
all started with a hello
it all ended with a goodbye
but what happend in the middle
i'll remember for the rest of
my life
I
was kinda flirty
i was starting to sweat
she was kinda flirty
then my heart and my brain made
a bet
My
brain was saying she
was to good for me
but my heart was tellin me
to go ahead and see what happend
between
me and her that night
or for the rest of our lives
Ii
was kinda dirty
i want her NOW
she was kinda worried
what would happen if he found
out
I
will wait for her
i even love the smell of her
hair
even though she has a man
baby i don't care
I
was kinda dirty
i was starting to swet
she was kinda flirty
then my heart won the bet
i was kind dirty
i want her now
she was worried what would happen
when he found out
When
your little it maybe
hide go seek tag your it truth
or dare
but for now i wanna know
baby do you care
My god of love
Because
of you i smile in the rain
Remember when we met, i knew
you were the one
I remember that day so well,
just like it was yesterday
And the way you smiled at me,
i knew everything would be alright
Now i know i'll love you forever
i promise i will
Brian you complete me!
Loneliness
I'm
missing you tonight
Tonight I want to be near
So neither of us shall be alone
Loneliness is what we feel
And that is what I want to cure
To touch you
And caress you between my arms
Let me hold you till the end
of time
And kiss you passionately
Then we unite as one
And that is when you can hear
my heart whisper, how much I
love you
This is what I dream of when
I am lonely for you
Do you fantasize as I do?
To end our misery of loneliness
Please let me come to you
The loneliness is unimaginable
Iâ m missing you
tonight
Tonight let me come to you
If we canâ t be
together forever, we can have
a night of memories
Do you accept?
I shall fade away if you donâ
t comply
The longer we neglect this loneliness,
the nightmare shall continue
To be alone, is not a way to
live
Let us rejoice tonight
Cure the loneliness inside of
us
To be together
My heart is crying and my hand
is out
Grab a hold on to me
We are meant to be together
tonight
To wake up next to each other
in the morning shall be a perfect
sight
LOST
Till
the next may come
let the sun shine within
make it better than before
our love will be even more
Its
all my fault
I was the one who got caught
I lost my love
I ask-what's from above
Till
the next time
you will be mine
forever forever forever
things change I'll never ever
Until The Day I Die
You're
not the first guy,
I've ever loved.
You're
not the first guy,
I've ever dreamed of.
You're
not the first guy,
I've thought of and smiled.
You're
not the first guy,
that's made my heart go wild.
But
my love for you,
is something else.
Something
so strong,
and something so true.
Something
tha let's me know,
I'll always love you.
But
with miles of empty space between
us,
I know we can never be.
I'll
always remember you,
and I hope you'll always remember
me.
Time
will go on,
and we'll be leading our own
lifes,
me with a husband,
and you with a wife.
And
I want you to know,
I wish the best for you,
for every little thing,
that you say and do.
Coz
Damon, you're my special guy,
and I will cherish my love for
you,
until the day I die.
REALITY
floating
in the wind
alone in the midst
searching for someone
im nothin', im gone
yesterdays smile...
today's sorrows...
tomorrows cry...
dont know where to go
hello dear friend
i thought you're mine
thinking that there's no end
thinking that im really fine
though it's too fast
i know it's over
i really can't deny it
that you're with another
it was a fantasy before
a fairytale came true
there... loving you more
is what i wanted to do
but it changes suddenly...
because you're now with somebody
so I'll be gone faraway
just to face
this World of Reality
Its All Wrong But Its So
Right
Words
of an angel so precious and
rare
The way You looked in my eyes
was to much to bare,
I knew this was wrong but I
couldn't let it go,
I needed your love I couldn't
say no
When your lips touched mine
it was all I could take,
How could this ever be a mistake,
the toughts in my mind I could
not control,
When you looked in my eyes you
were touching my soul,
When you glided your hand softly
againest my face,
I knew this love I felt for
you no one could erase,
so, we became secret lovers
no one should ever know,
I needed you so much I couldn't
let you go,
But there came a day been we
had to say goodbye,
and I can't get over you no
matter how hard I try,
I'll hold these memories forever
in me,
So, I can think back on how
it use to be,
You said you would always love
me ,
I hope that's so true,
because I know I'll always love
you
Undying Love
I
promised I'd never leave you
,I never will
I promised I'd never break your
heart ,I never will.
Although times have been tough,
I'll stick it through,
Girl you know I'll always stand
by you.
Just look into my eyes, and
you will always see
Just how undying my love for
you will always be.
Hold me close , and don't let
go,
Cause girl, you know I'll never
let go.
My love for you is undying ,
and so very true,
Girl, one day I'm going to marry
you.
YOU AND ME
The
way I see life is the way I
see you when I look in your
eyes and
know that you love me to.
If I saw you I would say, that
I love you and I want you to
stay.
With these words I hope you
can see that there could be
you and me.
With your arms around me you
hold me tight, and when you're
gone I start to see the light.
When you touch me I get chills
and when you kiss me my heart
fills.
I want to fall asleep in your
arms.
Our hearts can beat right next
to each other and we won't get
harmed.
I no you love me and I hope
you know that I love you and
if you didn't know now you do.
You make me feel like I am flying
and that's how I no that you
are not
lying.
When we met we were not sure
but now we are and we are far
away from where we were.
Our love is true and I hope
that you feel it to.
BLESSED
I
believe I'm blessed because
of your smile
If it weren't for that, I wouldn't
feel special
I believe I'm blessed because
of your eyes
If it weren't for those, I wouldn't
fell these moments that are
so special
I believe I'm blessed because
of your touch
If it weren't for that, I wouldn't
feel that funny tingle in my
stomach
I believe I'm blessed because
of your arms
If it weren't for those, I wouldn't
feel so warm and secure inside
I believe I'm blessed because
of your of your voice
If it weren't for that, I wouldn't
feel this important
I believe I'm blessed because
of your kiss
If it weren't for that, I wouldn't
feel so loved
I believed I'm blessed because
your mine
If it weren't for you, I wouldn't
be me
I just can't live without you,
as you can see
I believe I'm blessed because
your you, because I'm me
Because we are together, forever,
blessed
Come Back To Me
We
are apart but the heartache
is still there.
All this pain and sorrow and
loneliness, my heart cannot
bear.
(Or what's left of it.)
You say you can help, you can't.
Can you kiss this heartache
away?
All this I say is true,
All you simply have to say is,
I Love You.
What do I do
After
all these years of pain and
dispair,
I finally feel as if I dont
care
But what do I do.
I've found someone to feel that
empty space
in my soul
Now I laugh in your face because
this you cant control
Why?
Why
did you hurt me?
Why did you lie?
Why did you make me fall
so in love with you and
then break my heart?
Why
did you promise me the world?
Why did you promise me your
life?
Why did you promise me you would
be there every night to rock
me asleep?
Why
did you love me?
Why did you cry?
Why did you make me believe
you would always be there?
Why
are your friends more imporant?
Why do you have to prove?
Why did you break us apart
to be with them?
Why
did you give up?
Why did you make me cry?
Why do I cry over you
when I know your not
crying over me?
Why
do I love you?
Why did you change?
Why do I cry at night
wondering if we will
ever be together again?
Why
did you write me letters?
Why did you write poems?
Why did you write me promises
that you knew you wouldn't
be able to keep?
Why
did you call me your angel?
Why did you call me your dream
girl?
Why did you say I would be the
only
girl you would ever love?
Why
does my heart ache?
Why can't I breathe?
Why can't I get over you
knowing that you've always
been over me?
WHY?
Thinking
of You
I
sit in my room thinking of you,
Hoping that you're thinking
of me,
I really don't know what I'll
do,
I guess I'll just have to wait
and see,
I wish you didn't go away,
I wish you were near,
I really wish you were near,
I really wish that you could
stay,
to chase away the harm and fear.
I
lay in bed wondering what you're
thinking of,
I guess I'll never know,
And here I'm thinking of love,
Thinking how I love you so,
I sit here remembering of the
day we met,
Knowing that that's something
I'll never forget
Trust
my
love you took
my heart you crashed
my world you shook
my feelings you trashed
it ain't esy boy let me tell
you
i ain't like the others i'll
stay true
my emotions are hurt my feelings
are crushed
there's this thing your lacking
and it's called trust
You Hurt Me Really Bad
u
hurt me really bad,
with some of the things u say,
things have changed between
u and i,
changed in a very bad way.
are
u f**** happy,
that ur such an asshole,
ur such a fucking idiot,
i hope you you've achieved ur
goal.
why
don't u just go out with her,
she's not going out with beau,
i just want u to realise
she's a f*** hoe.
but
i don't really care anymore
cause i am moving away
and i don't really give a f****
whatever u have to say!
the stars above us
you
and i above the skys looking
down
so brave and high....
i look at you as you smile,
thinking to myself what this
all means and,
if you have any idea why we
are together
up here above the skys.
i ask you why you'v traveled
so high
and you answered
" the butterflys in my
stomach brought
me up here because the angels
told them
my chocolate covered styrawberry
was
up here waiting for me."
my eyes sparkeled because the
angels had told me too.
i didnt have to say anything
because
you and i knew why we were up
above
the sky so brave and high together.
to my teddy bear with love stormi
weather
I Never
i
never had anyone bring me up
when i was down
i never had someone make me
smile away my frown
i never met anyone that was
as amazing as u
i never had feelings that were
so real and true
i never held a hand and thought
that i could melt
i never actually enjoyed the
way that i felt
i never kissed a pair of lips
that were so very sweet
i never thought it was possible
for a boy not to cheat
i never had someone that could
make me laugh and smile
i never had a person to just
talk to for awhile
i never felt happy when i looked
into someone's eyes
i never thought that what people
said were anything but lies
i never had someone that i could
tell things to
i never told anyone anything
until i met you
i never actually felt good about
the way that i was
i never had someone that called
me all the time "just because"
i never had someone hug me so
very tight
i never had so many dreams about
someone in one night
i never had someone that could
make my heart dance
i never knew i wanted to be
with someone after just one
glance
i never thought i would be with
one person for so long
i never thought about anyone
when i heard a love song
i never thought i'd have any
of these things, i just didnt
have a clue
i never thought it was possible
until i met you
Blessed
You
were my childhood sweetheart
When me first met i told my
friends "hes the one"
You took away all of my bad
days
You lit up my live like the
sun
Our
honeymoon it was so special
Just you and i there alone at
last
Together on that beautiful island
The only problem is it went
by to fast
The
destination we chose was Barbados
A place i had dreamt of visiting
all my life
Everything we did and saw was
romantic
Because after all we were now
husband and wife
The
plam trees that swayed in the
breeze
Our relaxing long walks by the
shore
I realised that my life was
just perfect
I was lucky and couldn't want
for more
No
we have been married for four
years
With our lovely new born on
the way
I will love you forever my darling
I thank god i have been blessed
everyday
Why?!?
why
do guys act to sweet
when you both no that u guys
ae friends
but u secretly want more
and u both no it
so he puts on an act
but u are for real.
so
the day comes
u two are a pair
the first few days
is a day in heaven
the first few weeks are a strool
in the park
the first few months
seem like he's the one
but then it changes
u want someone else
that trapped u like he did
so u want to b friends
but
u cant take it
u just seem so incomplete
so u are sure this time it will
work
it feels like the first time
but has lost a little
and this time u cant stand him
so u end up as friends again.
well
now u miss him
u cry to sleep
u melt when u see him
so u start out as friends
then close friends
then u try it again
well
it did work
for a while
but soon figure out
all u guys do
is fight and argue so much
that u cant take it
so u say forget guys
they treat u like nothing
all they do is mess u up
so
it is better off as friends
unless u two just seem perfect
well then make it work
talk it out, tell each other
not having friends tell or hear
from gossip
cuz from my experience it wont
work like that
and they will put on an act
when you're friends
unless u have known him forever
and no that he is for real
so why does he have an act
when he knows how much u love
him
and want to spend precious moments
with.
Why do guys act
why
do they have two personalities
one with friends
another with girlfriend
but when mixed together
she gets left out
he acts so different towards
her
she feels so hurt, and knows
that isnt
her prince charming
the one that loved her and always
showed it
but acts like a totally different
person
has a crabby mood, wont touch
her
ditches her for his friends
when she was with him first
feelin like u want to have that
feelin forever
but his friend comes
the onr that he talks so bad
about
but can spend a whole day with
him
and u hate him so much
cuz he takes all ur mans attention
away
but u keep quiet, i dont want
another fight
so he will be sweet to u
when he has time and notices
u
The other side of love
Why
does it hurt?
The memories wont leave
I gave him all my love
and how does he repay me?
he says he can not love me
Or at least not right now
I wish the pain would stop
That it would end somehow
The tears are streaming down
I thought I hid them well
Obviously i dont
They all know i'm going through
hell
The one who said I love you
The one who said I care
The one who would never hurt
me
The one who would always be
there
With love comes heartache and
pain
Lord knows i'd give anything
Not to go through all this again
I don't want any comfort
or your helping words
I will never fall in love again
because love is for the birds
If time could rewind
and things could be changed
I would give anything in the
world
to get rid of my hurt and pain.
1st True Love
Love
is something to cherish,
It always seems to perish.
So enjoy it while it's here,
Keep it close and dear.
When it goes away,
You won't know what to say.
Your heart will be so full,
And empty will be your soul.
Falling through your tear's,
Are those painful empty fear's.
Your brain know's it's right,
But all your heart can do is
fight.
You'll wonder why it hurts so
bad,
And if you'll always be so sad.
You won't want to love again,
Cause that's a place you've
already been.
You'll lock your feeling up
inside,
And from the world you'll start
to hide.
Never wanting to show your face,
Thinking love is all a waist.
Not knowing the right one's
out there,
Or just not having enough strength
to care.
You've been hurt once before,
And not wanting to be hurt no
more.
It's hard to open up your heart,
Once some one has taken it apart.
But it's something you have
to do,
If you want to meet someone
new.
I'm sorry it had to be me,
That opened your eye's, and
made you see.
That the first love,
Is not always the, "one
true love."
A love that never ended
I
never knew I could care for
some one with all my heart and
all my soul,
Some one I could share with
all my dreams and every last
goal.
For someone who has hurt me
so much,
I never knew I would miss your
touch.
But that's now the past,
And our love has grown so fast.
Right now my hearts so strong,
It feels as though nothing could
ever go wrong.
I think of you day and night,
And love it when you hold me
tight.
You're the sun light in my day,
And the words when I don't know
what to say.
You're the stars in my night,
You're what keeps me smiling
bright.
I wish I could make time stand
still,
Just to let you know how I feel.
I hope one day you'll see,
How much you mean to me.
The Greatest Gift
Love
is the greatest gift God has
ever given to man
Symbolized by man and woman
holding hands
Beautiful as a jewel, but it
cannot be bought
Never is an enemy, it cannot
be bought
Love is the greatest possession
the world must know
It exists in a heart so warm
that melts away the snow
But love must be understood
wiselyAs girls want it blindly
And some boys misuse it
Hurting their sweethearts who
believe it
Untrue love brings life's misfortune
so dark
It can only be earned by an
honest heart
Love is the greatest gift God
has ever given to man
It is everywhere in every land
The greatest lesson you'll ever
learn
Is to love and be loved in return.