Words cannot begin to express how much i really miss you Mum.
Maybe the tears in my eyes, or the pain in my Heart,
or even each and every saddened day that we remain apart.
You asked me what i would do when you were no longer here,
and the very sound of your words overwhelmed me with fear.
"I'll never have to answer that" was all i could stubbornly reply.
"Cuz you're going nowhere" but realising a fact we could no longer deny.
I still await your tex message "honey i'm home,are you goin town?"
But my mobile remains silent as i wipe away tears trying hide my frown..
No more christmas eves playing scrabble and drinking irish coffee.
No more twirling petticoats to the sounds of Big Bopper and Elvis Presley.
Birthdays will never be the same again, 3days apart, so we used to share.
No more seaside shoppin, and the caravan, it wont be the same there.
Here is just a 'spit in the Ocean' of the treasured memories i hold,
Life can be so harshly unfair, but in time our pain will ease so i'm told.?
But as i glance up at your picture above the desk where it is lovingly kept,
I find the 'comfort' words like "time heals pain",rather hard to accept.
No amount of sympathy words nor comforting hugs,could ever replace,
The Mum I Love & Miss so deeply, as i hold memories in A special place
GOODNIGHT, GODBLESS - X X X |
