| My Days.....page 14 |
| October 30, 1999 1:56am ED |
| In China they say "When walking through a melon patch, don't adjust your sandals." I guess it's about time that I figured out who and what was important. That is kinda hard, when I sure don't have that many people competing for the positions. sigh I am going to lunch with a friend, I am hoping that will put me in a little higher spirits. I dunno. I am going to take a shower now, and stand under tha hot water for a few hours, I wish, but anyway. Everyone be careful during the weekend. Don't get too scared, or TRICKED. later. |
| October 30, 1999 8:54pm ED |
| Well, the nights plans were ruined because of something unexpected, like there were a lot anyway. So, I accepted a dinner invitation from someone. This should be interesting, hopefully I won't be dinner. GRIN I will see you all soon. night |
| October 31, 1999 2:15pm ED |
| "It doesn't matter to the sun, if I go or stay. you know the sun is gonna rise and shine down on another day. There will still be a tomorrow, even if I choose to leave, cause it dont matter to the sun, and it doesn't matter to me. It's not gonna stop the world, if I walk out that door, this old world will just keep turning round like it did the day before. You see to them it makes no difference they just keep on keeping time, it's not gonna stop the world out there, it would just be then end of mine." Just another day. And there was even more time to drudge by in this one. I woke up around 12 and crawled out of bed for some espresso. I am having dinner with my sister today, at 4 so that will be cool, at least I get to spend some time with someone who has the illusion of loving me for a change. anyway. I will be back at my apartment before dark for the trick'or'treaters I suppose, that will probably be the highlight of my month, I just love kids. SMILES Anyway, have a good all Hallow's Eve. |
| November 1, 1999 10:51pm ED |
| What a wonderful world this is where I can be so miserable with all the things created to make it just the opposite. What an intersting place it is, where I can be bored out of my mind when there is everything to do and no one to do it with. There are so many things that I dont understand and so many things that I do, that just confuse my understanding of the great scheme of things even more. SIGH. I started some classes today, still working though, everywhere and on everything. Maybe soon I'll find something more to occupy my time. I have to get up early, good night. |
| November 2, 1999 10:27am ED |
| Morning. I know, Im up early, you should be proud. I was awakened at 8:30 this morning by matt wanting me to give him a ride to school. He is a good boy, but waking me up was uncool, I did it without a question of course. SMILE I have to go to work, ugh. Oh well, better work than doing nothing at home. SMILE I am in a better mood this morning, for some unkown reason. Good morning chalkie, HUGS. Later guys. EMAIL ME! I wanna hear from more people. |
| November 3, 1999 10:55pm ED |
| Ugh. That is the only word that I can think to describe this day. I am sick and sniffly, and annoyed and pissed. Yes, I know it seems like a normal day, but usually I'm not sick on top of it. As bad as the day was, it wasn't deathly. Meaning, I survived. As my mother reminded me earlier this evening, Tomorrow is definitly another day, but as she said as well, it may be worse, so enjoy today :) Anyways, I am going to drudge into tomorrow, with some nyquil and oj. good night. |
| November 11, 1999 4:43pm ED |
| horray. I suppose it is good to let someone think they have a friend, when they need one. Though, after the realization of truth comes, it hurts pretty bad. There are so many things I was suppose to do today, but oh well, I am going back this evening, today, it was just too damed cold. Even though it was probably 24c outside. The atmosphere has much more to do with how it feels than the temperature. I'm not even going to ask why. There are so many reasons, and none of them would ever be good enough. Heh, I guess the only person who will get any happiness out of this day as far as I am concerned is my Dad, who I send 2 dollars in CT & GA quarters to in the mail today, he collects them, kinda like I do losers. oh well. |
| November 17, 1999 1:47pm ES |
| Right now I am sitting in the Canyon Cafe - which is a wonderful place to eat if you like southwestern food I might add - in downtown Atlanta. I'm just calming down with my bout with the car which I locked the keys in accross the way. Sheesh, this has not been my day. I was having an interesting dream this morning though, just before I woke at have past seven. When I was a teenager I went to a church called Altamont Baptist, the pastor there was Bro. Jerry Lusk. Well, in this dream I was at a chinese resturant with my friend mark and some girl and mark had stayed outside and laid down on the floor because he said he was tired, I went out kicked him and told him to come on and then Jerry walked though the door in tommy gear and hugged me, it was weird. anyway, I am going home and going back to bed. l8r |
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