You've got to let your love shine through, your eyes, your smile, you gotta let somebody know how you feel inside, your heart, your mind, before you can expect someone to be a part of your life. And if you just believe, and say that's what your gonna' do, one day love will find its way to you.
I woke up this morning in a domestic mood for some reason (note: at 5:00am) Of course, if someone hadn't been kicking me in their sleep, I might have woken up in a domestic mood a little later, but that's beside the point. Anyway, I got up and cleaned the apartment, washed dishes and stuff. Then made pancakes, blueberry muffins, and boiled eggs for breakfast. SMILES, anyway, I have no idea what I am going to do today, I am rather bored at the moment, but I'm sure I'll find something to pass the time away. Later later.
Sorry for the DiCaprio line there, I just thought it was fitting. All day long people have been asking me whay I am in such a good mood, I've been like this for 3 days now. I don't have any idea what is up, but it's cool. I went out for a usual run yesterday, and it turned into a marathon, I ran for probably 3 miles str8 and worked out for another hour after that, it was totally invigorating. I've been smileing all day, and I noticed that when I smile, it makes other people smiles, and I like that.
It would be awesome if I could feel like this all the time, and I promise, I am NOT ON DRUGS, giggles, a couple of people asked me that too. I have been up early every morning this week with a weird sense that I wanted to get things done so I could go outside and play or something, you know, like when you were in kintergarden, and you had to take a nap right after dinner, and before recess. That is how I feel, I dont want to sleep at night, because I want to know what is going to happen the next day.
Though I have no idea where this vigor is coming from, I welcome it with open arms. I've been thriving on it for the past few days, and I want it to last forever.
I'm actually thinking about going to florida to see some friends I have down there, (Nick, Patrick, and Ethan heya, smiles.) And someone invited me to martigras next weekend, I KNOW i would enjoy that. either way, think about me. Hopefully I won't bubble over and put out the fire that is causing whatever this sudden zest for life is, Im being careful. You do the same. SMILES, later.
Caesar laughed at the soothesayer when he was told to beware the ides of march, but I'm not laughing. I just getting over one of the worst sicknesses of my life (the doctor said it was the flu, I think I was jusy dying) But I decided it wasnt a good thing to be sick on the ides of march, so, Im better now.
For the past 3 years someone in my family has died around the ides of march, this year was no different. My cousin shot his mother before school one morning with a gun he'd been showing to all his friends for over a week. So we have to deal with that. His dad had just dies a few weeks before in a car accident. I'm not sure what's going to happen to him, he is 16 years old.
I'm sorry I havent updated in so long. Geocities has been screwy and I haven't been able to get in. But, you guys should all take a loot at my updated people I tolerate section. I am adding a new friend, "prince kyle" today. And there are lots of other fairly new people there as well. Have fun, and if you want to be added, let me know and send me a pic. Ill talk to everyone soon.
laterlater.
