Do you remember that episode of the twilight zone? Neither do I. I was too young. But I do remember the Arby's commerical that mimiced it.
Today was aweful. You know how sometimes you have bad days because of one certain aspect of your life? That wasn't today. Today all aspects were bad. Work was crummy, people can be real bitches sometimes. My friends should be shot. Ick. I could go on and on and on. Just because I have to stress the importance of statistics to the working envirnment does not make me Satan.
My friend in Jason in LA is doing okay from what I hear, though I haven't talked to him in a long time. And Ryan... Ryan is a whole different story. I am so worried about him. He is in Chicago now, or near there, and not really communicating with anyone, about issues of importance anyway. I just want to shake him and make him wake up to things.
I spent Valentine's Day at work this year. Last year I don't even remember what I was doing. The closest journal entry is on Feb. 5.
I talked to Susan tonight for a long time. She is a very good friend from Wisconsin who I have known forever. She was one of my first and one of my best friends online. Over there years I have changed a lot and she has been there to hear about and accept pretty much all of the change. It's good to have friends like her, and you. If you are my friend :-)
Actually, I have something else to ask... If you are reading this, please drop me a line and say hello. Even if it is just a subject line, so that I will know that someone actually cares if and when I ever write here. sigh. Good night charlie brown.
ACK. This was an okay day. I am homeward bound, after being away for a couple of days. I am having coffee with some friends in a wonderful little coffee house. My friend mark has a boy of his own now, I am proud for him. We talked or a while today and he is doing well, and excited to see what is going to happen, I think we all are. Right now I am talking to someone online (PJ 4 BJ) who is sending me for a trip. He says that I know him, but I have no idea, this is getting interesting. I really dont have anymore time, I'm gonna try to figure this out, then head home. L8r
This was the most annoying and useless day. I would have been much better off if I had slept through it. As most of you know, Dale Earnhardt passed away on Sunday afternoon during the last lap of the Daytona 500. I may not appear to be the type that would follow professional racing, and I guess I wasn't but I have been a fan of the #3 car and Dale Earnhardt since I was a child. He shaped the sport into what it is today. I won't bore you anymore with my sadness on that topic, since there are so many otherss (grin) But, at least in my eyes, and millions more, he will be missed.
Not many of you who know me will believe this when I tell you, but I am actually going to bed now. I am so exausted from this gruesome day that there is nothing better to do. I will take my bread and water and retire now. Good night. Maybe there will be a little more to read about going on with me tomorrow.
