| "with Barry Harris and 'Dive in the Pool' in the back ground...." 'How are ya'll feeling tonight? Ya'll feeling good? Well, you know I'm feeling mighty good tonight. But you see baby, its another hot one here,in more ways than one, so I've got a little proposal to make to each and everyone of you here tonigyht. I think it's time that we all go dive in the pool,' COME ON!' Things have been totally CRAZY for me. I know it has been like forever since I have updated, people have been complaining and I'm sorry. I don't know what has gone on, but I have become quite the little social butterfly as of late. Last night I was at Backstreet until 4:30 in the morning. I have no idea what I was thinking. I had to be at work monday at 8 am, so there was no possible way for me to get enough sleep, so I just went in at 6 and worked half a day and came home and slept until around 8pm. Things are going really well. My doctor (who is such an beautiful and intelligent woman) decided to put me on Paxil a couple of weeks ago. Since I have been taking it, things have been going really smoothly. At work I concentrate more, and I have been getting out a lot more. So needless to say, it is helping me a lot. And I am enjoying myself. Lately I've gotten lost in my music. Dance and techno are such amazing ways of relieving stress. (along with other choice pasttimes) I guess I am turning into one of Atlanta's yuppie gay bois, whose levels are approaching epidemic porporations at the moment in this city. Just to let you know, I am in the process of changing my site. It will still forward from this address, (eventually) but I am going to a private company for web hosting because I simply don't have the time it takes to keep it up anymore with all the ads and everything. So I found a cool web hosting company to help out. I will let everyone know the new site address as soon as it's finished. So good night and good journey, I will update again soon. |
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| May 09 , 2001 7:47pm E |
| Let's see how much of a TOTAL turnaround I can do in one day, shall we? I have no idea how it is that one changes moods so much in a 24 hour period, but I seem to do it all the time. I am still sick, and right now I can't talk at all, even try to scream at someone a few minutes ago was futile. I sent Jon an email earlier- maybe that added a little to my renewed depression (Which will not last more than tonight, because I REFUSE to allow it to) It's not that I've heard from him, or anything, but I just felt the need to share my feelings. I really do like him, as a friend if nothing else, and I don't want to loose our friendship, but I haven't heard from him in a really long time :-( Anyway - Work was okay today, no major catastophies. I left the office around 3 and had a late lunch then came home and took a nap, the bed of which I obviously woke up on the wrong side of. Sheesh, people are so damned dramatic about everything. Last night I had to stand there and listen to some of my supposed friends laugh, and make fun of someone else while another friend stood by wondering where he would be sleeping tomorrow. It just made me think about how pathetic people really are, and why it is that I really want to be envolved with any of them But, I know that everyone isn't bad, not even those people that I just mentioned, all the time. I am going back to bed. Maybe I will feel better later on. nini. |
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| May 09 , 2001 11:57pm E |
| "I don't care who you are, where you're from, what you did, as long as you love me..." I just watched a rather compelling movie - Damage - Jeremy Irons, it's pretty good. My spirits are better, (thought I can't see how after watching that drab, British movie) So I am heading to bed now. Sleep well everyone. |
| May 12 , 2001 3:55pm E |
| "Sucker love is heaven sent, you pucker up-our passions meant, my hearts a tart, your body wrent. Our bodies spent our minds are bent. Carve your name into my arm, instead of stressed I lie here charmed, cause there's nothing else to do, every me and every you." It's intrigueing how things can go from two boys meeting outside Ground Zero - walking together to BP, knowing nothing about one another- going to get a coke - to spending the entire night at Innovox changing couches occasionally and spending most of the time making out. I am silly. I'm sure I am over exaggerating, but it the time we spent together was awesome. :-) I don't think I could be in a better mood, or have better spirits, it that happy pill is doing this, then horray for Paxil. Have a good day... |
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| July 09 , 2001 2:55am E |
| "Keep on building the lies, that make up for all that you lack" "I'm impressed..." "I'm in love." First of all, to all you that have been bitching because I haven't been updating, I'm sorry! :-) Things have been crazy over the past month. But, alas, I'm back. I have been spending all my time working on something that I am so excited about. It's so wickedly brilliant really, two boys that can spend so much time together and yet still not get sick of eachother. I guess you know that there is a good thing going on when you spend all you waking time with a person and yet all you want is more. This is going to be pretty short, but I will try to update more often. It's really late and I have to be at work in a few hours so, good night everyone. |
