Slide

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'd give ya anythin'
To feel it comin'

Do you wake up on your own?
And wonder where you are
You live with all your faults

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Yeah I'm gonna let it slide

Don't you love the life you killed
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you

Don't supposed I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
Somethin' I can't change
I'll live around it

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Mmm mmm slide

And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
Oh May
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh May
Do you wanna get married, or run away?

And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
Oh May
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh May
Do you wanna get married, or run away?

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all

(yeah slide)
And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete (yeah slide)
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
(yeah slide)
And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete (yeah slide)
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall

Slide, by the Goo Goo Dolls.

He's got his songs that remind him of me, this is one of mine. Not for the marriage line, the "wake up where you are" part. Maybe sometime I'll tell him that.

Once again, he was saying things to me this a.m. that I liked. Stuff like "I want to take good care of you." Awww. Sounds like something the parents would want to hear. I got him to set his alarm for 8:30...my GOD, that thing was loud! Then he said that it tended to go off at the wrong times and I had like 20 more minutes. Oh well, 20 more minutes to lounge around is always good...=) we had some more good talks about things, but I can't relate them publicly. Well, won't. NOYB in that area, sorry...I would just like to say that I don't care for him mentioning the other girl while he's hanging around with me. Not a good uh, idea, I think. It just well, crept out, not uh, deliberate...after I said "What?" he didn't repeat it.

He REALLY didn't want me to get up this morning...I'm getting into class later and later and later... good thing I have a friend in the class who told me we had extra credit movie to wach tonight at 6:30...what we're doing, I don't know, but I should go.

Oooh, as I'm working on this, Remington's online...he messaged me with "hey gorgeous, how's it going?" =) and we had a conversation going...not much being said now though, but hey, I got to talk to him finally. =)

To finish my story: after we finally got out of bed/dressed/what have you, and he dropped me off at school, I said something like "Well, I'll see you sometime." (He and Yamara are doing some role-playing game tonight, then he has computer meeting thing Wed., so I don't know when I'll see him) and he said "Later tonight then?" Well, maybe...depends on when they get done with the gaming...it could end at 9 pm, it could end at 4 am...said he'd keep me posted. Ugh. Then on newsgroup he just said he might go to the bar w/ the IRC people who are going to the bar ("maybe, I'm not sure")...damn, it sure seems like a long three months to go before I too can haunt the bars. They all sound like they have fun...yet I cannot go. How ANNOYING. I'm having birthday envy?!

Interesting, to be the one wearing the same outfit two days in a row for a change...Angela was outside when I came back from class...in the same outfit...kinda embarrassing, I think.

So...my plans are indeterminate (other than silly movie for e.c.) waiting for him to call me or something...ugh. Hate that.

Update: Yet again written the day after (Wed).

The gaming got canceled...instead he asked me out to dinner...some people off IRC were going to Sudwerk that night...so we went. The other people there were nice enough, mostly went on and on about computer stuff and flying disasters. I stared a lot. Oh well, still got to be with Remington (holding hands across the table).

After that we picked up The Meaning of Life (another Python flick) and went back to my place, had a good time so long as I didn't look in certain places in the movie (ewwww). He said something to me that I think's the nicest compliment (certainly different) I ever had- "Any universe with you in it would have to be amazing." Awww...I told him that and he shrugged it off as not being that good...I said that we both sure have that self-deprecating thing down. Both of us find it ridiculous when the other does it, and can't imagine why. How bizarre.

I think we've gotten to the crazy point in the relationship...I nearly rolled off the bed at one point and said that if that happened again I was taking him down with me. He asked if that was a good thing or a bad thing, and I said it was bad when your head hit the dresser, and he said that he'd want to be with me wherever I was going, or something like that.

Good lord. Can you believe that? He'd want to be with me even if I was falling off the bed???