Home Again

Everyone but me's at Sudwerk tonight...waaaaah.


"I wasn't being entertained for over twenty minutes yesterday, and I started suffering withdrawal. I didn't have a TV on, no book to read, no music playing, no video games, nothing. I got scared and sweaty and began shaking and wondered: Would I ever be entertained again? I was just about to feel an emotion- yes, an emotion inspired by real life- I mean it was just around the bend, and in the nick of time I made it to a cereal box and read the ingredients. Thank you, God!" -Bob Odenkirk
Gee, can you tell I'm bored?

Thursday: Parents have not been too bad so far- albeit rather pissed off that I have another hickey and not believing that I'd been hickey-free for ages in between seeing them. Dad said he'd kick Remington's ass (yeah, suuuuure) if I came home with another one.

Mom's rather upset with me, as usual not caring for my decisions, or getting why two girlfriends, etc. It's just all, well, icky to discuss anymore. Oh, and she said that Zoe'd better not come with Remington to pick me up, or Dad would suspect. Yeah, something I'd rather not tell her.

Remington came up with this telnet-on-a-disk for me, so I could talk to him on IRC still, and I tried it while Dad was out in the garage for an hour or so.

Zoe was online too, and we all went into the private channel to discuss stuff- the SC trip has been moved to Wednesday morning, apparently. Which would be fine with me- Remington can take me home instead of parents- but she wants it to be overnight. And, well, umm...weren't Remington and I going to do that Wednesday night? But I felt uncomfortable commenting on that when they were all happy about things. Anyway, Remington will pick me up, so no problem there. Then Zoe left to go off with Melissa and Bill.

Remington is not happy that I have to lie and that Mom encourages it, but I keep saying I don't have a choice in the matter. After that we got into this discussion on my dad being a control freak, and I mentioned that sometimes I really think about moving far, far away from here. His comment, after awhile, was "like...Rumsey?" Keep trying, why don'tcha. Well, as long as I have a thing for him, I know I'm not likely to leave Davis. But realistically, I don't think I'd wanna live in Rumsey all the time. It's a nice place to visit, but...it's soooo out in the boonies, and I prefer to have stores and restaurants closer to me than an hour away. I'm not a country girl. And besides that, I'm not living with him. Practically living together (it was in Mademoiselle) is one thing, but doing it officially-permanently is too much like being married, and the parents would kill me. Just like they'd kill me if I went to Chicago with Remington this summer (if that were even possible, ha).


Friday: Dad left the house from 1:15 till four today, so guess what I did. The IRC gossip:

1. Zoe got a new red dress she's thrilled with, and got to wear it out to a steak joint with Remington last night.
2. Sarah's been talking to Zoe about how funny Blaise has been acting of late.
3. Blaise is going to have a talk with Sarah tonight about Hardeep (ai yi yi).
4. Matt has been talking trash about the two of us (Zoe and I), I even heard that he was calling us "sluts" on the channel. What a fucking ass! One minute I'm ms. delicate flower, the next minute the whore of babylon, are you KIDDING? What a dick.
5. Everyone's going to Sudwerk but me...waaaah. And here I'll be, sulking and watching the Olson twins on TGIF. Whoopetyfuckingdoodah.

I didn't get to talk to him much today on IRC, as he was off for awhile and I didn't want to attempt a private message conversation on IRC...when you use telnet it's possible to accidentally forget to type /msg person's name, and then broadcast to the channel...and that was not a conversation I chose to share with all. I just e-mailed him before I got off IRC.

Just checked the e-mail- he agreed to go off to Rumsey after picking Jessica up Thurs. Woo hoo!


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