Nauseous, exausted, the blood rushes to my face occupied by the fever that was you.
My happy dreamland has never seemed so far away
and yet it could now be so easily obtained.
Snow-filled tears burn as they create tracks on tender skin
the skin on which you left your mark.
Your romance has thrown me up and pushed me down
I've become seasick in the process of keeping up.
I was once told,"Any dream is possible."
this was true, but what a warped version of my dream.
You would allow me to have this but for society it just won't do
I now realize it is my own fairy tale dream that holds back true existance.
By:KatiePeach
Back to TOPLost Princess She is here alone now all of her subjects are gone poor peasant girl sits staring at the night through the dawn Her hair that was once golden looks black under this light the innocence of childhood is now hidden-out of sight Her pale face is cold now as the tears stream from her eyes and she looks up into Heaven as the hope inside her dies Her spirits can't be lifted this lost princess in the rain for her soul won't to repair itself if just to fall apart again
Angel Kiss
Together again in my daydreams you and I at the edge of a cliff my heart displayed in full animation stoping and resetting with child-like anticipation Jack Frost caressing tender skin with icy fingertips creating a whimsical pattern of pine and moon hair whipping, heart-pounding, ancient virginal feelings seconds become years as I gaze into intriguing dark pools splashes from beyond reality-a figment of sorts All of this and an indescribable freshness an openness like no other, as if you possessed the key that was capable of unlocking my soul regaurdless of caked-on pessimism, apprehension, and distress. The final moment, the quiet before the storm a look of absolute certainty-a pause and then the kiss, chillbumps created in tiny repetitious waves fullfilment like I've never known complete surrender to this angel kiss. KatiePeach Back to TOPWithout a Heart
I feel strange as if my heart has fallen out and sat down beside me Delerious with curiosity I say hello Smuggly it stares at me and replys "I won't come back you know. You have toyed with me for the last time." "But how can I live without a heart?" "Well you never really used me, so there is no reason for me to stay here." I watch as my heart gets up and walks away. No tears-for I have no heart No regrets-for I have no heart No cares-for I have no heart No boundries-for I have no heart. KatiePeach Back to TOP
You Turn Me Away Now?Back to TOPYou turn me away now? You, who made me love you with a passion that grows deeper than the oceans themselves. You, who cried to me not to leave you alone in the night that scares you even while the sun is up. You, who told me dreams of us together at an ancient age after a lifetime of happiness. You, who is like a child trying to create the unforgettable craft that would win the hearts of the parents you never had. No! I turn you away now! I, who once loved you but now see through to the narrowness that lurks behind hazel eyes. I, who had once cared for you now making sure that your pathetic cries of desperation are unheard by my ears. I, who have my own dreams of becoming a crone and dancing my midnight dance around a sun that I do not fear. KatiePeach Back to TOP
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Nauseous, exausted, the blood rushes to my face occupied by the fever that was you. My happy dreamland has never seemed so far away and yet it could now be so easily obtained. Snow-filled tears burn as they create tracks on tender skin the skin on which you left your mark. Your romance has thrown me up and pushed me down I've become seasick in the process of keeping up. I was once told,"Any dream is possible." this was true, but what a warped version of my dream. You would allow me to have this but for society it just won't do I now realize it is my own fairy tale dream that holds back true existance. By:KatiePeachFairy Tales Just Another Night
Suddenly I'm hit, By the scent of this nights air, clean and unpolluted, like times of innocence. So, unsuccessfully I attempt, to let it clear my mind. My feet, almost frozen, to the paved walkway, and becoming moreso with each chilled raindrop. Pouring over my body, washing away impurities. As I try to ignore, the tainted touch, of incestuous, other worldly kisses, tapping their way down my spine. Closing my eyes, I'm carried away, to that hidden place, just behind my mind, where my soul is free to sing. Unable to stay, I play tug-of-war, trying desperately to ignore, the realm of reality. The home of my fears, and of my dementia, or maybe its normality. Who can differentiate these days? Unable to face the inevitable, but forever caught on its axis. Looking from nemesis to savior, deciding which is the lesser evil. KatiePeach Back to TOP
Currently I am overcome with love for you
not only now-but everytime
I've heard your name
seen your face
listened to your voice
Unfotunately, I am also
overcome with bitterness
from years of being
mistreated and used
by men who I also used
used by closing my eyes
and making myself
believe that they were you
They have always been you
Everyone of them-well almost
until I had to open my eyes
and face the truth
Cupid's arrow has played
an evil game with me
Making me love you
and not letting you love me in return
I've always known that you aren't perfect
but that has never bothered me about you
I could look past imperfections in you
though I never could in another
So now, with nothing to lose
I beg of you
Rip away this arrow
love's handyman dutifully shot through my heart
and let me bleed
until all traces of emotion are gone
shoot me down as you would lame livestock
and put me out of misery
but please-
dont love me now.
It's to late for me
I've been consumed by a life
full of sorrow and pain
and I fear that if I get too close
I'll pull you into this void
And most of all-
it is that which could shatter me.
Quarizzma
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Most Impressive Beauty
The most impressive beauty
I've ever known
was that of
a single blade of grass
I sat and watched
as it swayed harmoniously
but remained strongly planted
as Mother Nature whipped it too and fro
If I could only be
so determined to grow
and as certain of
my reason for being
as that single blade of grass
which imbodies
life, strength, growth, death, and
a most impressive beauty.
Quarizzma
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All I Ask
A hundred sonnets
written in your name
and praising everything you do
a hundred love letters
given to you
in hopes of explaining
everything my mouth cannot
A hundred wishes
I've made every night
with the hope that you would run to me
A hundred tears fell
when I realized that
you would never love me
So, in return for all of this
All I ask of you
is that you remember me
as loving you
Quarizzma
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