okay.. i'm updating.. big flopping deal. i have off of school for the next two days.
things with garrett.. they're.. i dunno what they are.
i think we're sort of at a truce.. i gave in and emailed him saying that i'd rather be his friend than nothing at all.. and he asked if i thought that.. then why do i always say stuff like "i guess we won't be talking for a while then".. but i only said that because he never emailed back.. and tonight.. he responded saying that i shouldn't worry because he wouldn't blow me off like that... but he did blow me off like that. he never emailed back... ya know.. there's a point in time when you realize that things are just not worth it.
i came into english class.. i was wearing my favorite sweater(i know, i sound shallow.. but oh well).. there was garrett sitting on the heater thingy on the other side of the room in front of the windows.. i stared at him for a good minute or so.. he was talking to the flitzy cheerleader who sits next to him..
this week has just been fucked.. i can't take it. i got a neato koosh ball from helen tho... and she stole me a keychain from the party place.. so now i have two evil monster keychains.. heh.. one more, helen?
so.. garrett cut his hair.. and trimmed his little goatee thing. god.. he's like all i can talk about.. amazing how even though i have my depressing and shitty life, it gives me content to put into this freakin journal..
i feel like such a waste of space.. i haven't updated this thing in forever.. and it looks so old and boring.. and some of the pictures are broken.. and the friends section needs updated... ugh!
no ambition whatsoever.. i don't give a shit anymore.. blah blah blah.. same old, same old.
i added a new poem.. it sucks, but it's up anyways.. i was gonna put another, but i couldn't find it. sign my guestbook, damn you. ;)
