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....ENCOUNTER OF TWO SOULS
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When I writing this article, mix in myself ambivalent feelings of difficult reconciliation. Sonya was my beloved friend whose memory is born in the years of shared childhood; after companionship and study in the high school; and consequently in a numberless of happy moments. And today, when remembering her, feel nostalgic by the past, pain by today, but plenitude by tomorrow.
Most beautiful, intelligent, creative and extremely independent, she always looked for in the life the confirmation of her dreams and ideals; for that reason she challenged the social structures directing their life and their financial study personally, declining the offer of being the boring wife of a Swiss diplomat.
She always knew what wanted, and what should exist, and she fight for it., and.... Until she found it! It was exactly in my house, when one day I introduces her to Felipe.
To be witness of that encounter was a memorable experience; it was to see them and to admit that they were two of a kind. But more than an encounter of two beings, Was of two souls summoned by a deep and mysterious call.
That day, both sealed a pact and undertook an enormous task: Spread for the world this spiritual reality that sustained them and explained their miracle. From then, that idea was called Egonism.
Felipe proposed her that accompanies him to Egypt, where he was personal advisory of the president. That was the beginning of a blast of experiences years and different places of living; after the "Egyptian period" that generated the novel Tui and later on I, Tutankamón, went to Tahití and there filledly of the enjoyment of its islands of charm and poetry Felipe wrote Code: Soul, later they came to Buenos Aires, for all their friends' happiness and followers where they continued diffusing their teachings and forming awake beings; then they went to Punta del Este in Uruguay and the following year to Miami where they planted the movement´s bases.
The years continued rapid and complicated, travel and conferences successively in tight and necessary way. Was a return to Buenos Aires, then a new live-in in New York until after that happened September 11, 2001 they decided to leave Manhattan and to be resided in Cayena, capital of the French Guyana, place where they had friends.
But the following year they moved to María Farinha a calm beach of the northeast of Brazil where they lapsed the last two years of their lives, dedicated to the revision of the works and to strengthen the concepts of the Egonism.
Sonya had a very clear idea of the life and the death; She recorded in me their ideology and spirituality in a conversation that I had some years ago with her.
-I don't accept to live the snub and routine existence that takes the most of people.- She told me.
-Look; there are not in them the smallest spiritual motivation that makes them wonder what they make in this world. Look! They fill their existences with activities and illusions that generate them conflicts and distract of the only and fundamental problem that they have.-
-And which that problem is?
-To know who they are and how depart to this world!- she answered me.
-Do you fear to death?- I asked then.
-Fear has all those that don't know what it is this life, but they don't want to leave it.-
-And are you willing to leave it?-
-Yes, When I have the certainties that I looking for. Since I didn't choose to come to this world I want to decide when to leave.-
-Do you know that most of the religions doon't accept the suicide?- I told her.
-Of course, because this is the people want to listen. Mercedes looks; nobody doesn't want to leave, for bad that they live, although they have been born with genetic defects or worse things; all say to love the life and to believe in an eternal life, but the truth is that anything are not sure of it and they only want to delay the departure until the last second.-
-But you are very young to think of that!--
-Exactly I am in the time to think and not to grow drowsy like the old ones, quitting the moment of the death at random. Felipe says that this it is a pro-slavery universe that uses indefinitely the energy of all the alive beings and where the Truth is very hidden.-
-Does the Egonism have the key of that Truuth?-
-The Egonism wakes up and its becomes a tool. The life is as a river and the Egonism is a strainer to look for gold in that river; and as the Truth it is nonnegotiable, who discovers in their strainer the pit of gold, it will be his and with the seed will leave the river.-
-And will you leave when discover your pitt of gold?-
-Don't have doubts.-
Like this was Sonya, beautiful and intelligent: -"An error of the nature"- like she said of herself with grace.
Today neither Sonya nor Felipe are here; they found the gold of the Truth and they moved away from this river towards a better universe, and me that today also live the Egonism, I am with my strainer looking for the Truth.
Dra. Mercedes Bohyan
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