Sept. 9, 1999
One year ago, the mountain ahead of us seemed so high.
Now, as I look down from a plateau, I marvel at the beauty I didn't expect to
see.
One year ago, I was so scared abut what the future held for you.
Your problems only had a name, now I see only your precious face.
One year ago, I didn't know how blue your eyes would be.
Now, they sparkle and dance back at me as we adore each other.
One year ago, I made a list of my requests to God about your birth,
everything....
Now, I smile as I realize that He heard and answered every single one!!
One year ago, I had to let you go and I couldn't even say good-bye.
Now, I know God's arms stretch longer than mine and He does grant strength
when there is none.
One year ago, "normal" life seemed a thing of the past.
But this summer we came 'full circle' as we introduced you to camping fun!
One year ago, our family wasn't complete.
Now, your chubby little hands hold ours as we behold our three perfect gifts.
One year ago, they told me that you might not be okay.
Now, I proclaim to the whole world that you are just perfect!
One year ago, you had a name but we didn't know who you were....
Now, I watch in awe as people are drawn to you and they don't even know why!!
One year ago, I couldn't imagine this day. I could hardly imagine how we
would get through that first week. Now, we're here and I'm so glad we're not
back there.
One year ago, I had no earthly idea how hard this year would be.
Now, I thank God for carrying me while I carried you. We made it sweet baby.
All my hope and love,
Mommy
