PART ONE
Chapter
Nine
The
octopus has a bulging eye the size of a cat's head, a glazed
reddish eye green in the centre with a pulsating
phosphorescent glow. The octopus is a loathsome mass of
tentacles, which writhe and squirm like a tangled knot of
snakes, the scaly skin rustling hideously as they move. The
octopus stirs. He sees it next to his very eyes. And now the
tentacles creep over his body; they are cold and they sting
like nettles. The octopus shoots out its sting, and it bites
into his head like a leech, and, wriggling convulsively, it
sucks at his blood. He feels the blood draining out of his
body into the swelling body of the octopus. And the sting goes
on sucking and the pain of its sucking is unbearable.
Somewhere
far far away he can hear human voices:
"How
is his pulse now?"
And
another voice, a woman's, replies softly:
"His
pulse is a hundred and thirty-eight. His temperature 103.1. He
is delirious all the time."
The
octopus disappears, but the pain lingers. Pavel feels someone
touch his wrist. He tries to open his eyes, but his lids are
so heavy he has no strength to lift them. Why is it so hot?
Mother must have heated the stove. And again he hears those
voices:
"His
pulse is one hundred and twenty-two now." He tries to
open his eyelids. But a fire burns within him. He is
suffocating.
He
is terribly thirsty, he must get up at once and get a drink.
But why does he not get up? He tries to move but his limbs
refuse to obey him, his body is a stranger to him. Mother will
bring him some water at once. He will say to her: "I want
to drink." Something stirs beside him. Is it the octopus
about to crawl over him again? There it comes, he sees its red
eyes. . . . From afar comes that soft voice: "Frosya,
bring some water!"
"Whose
name is that?" But the effort to remember is too much for
him and darkness engulfs him once more. Emerging presently
from the gloom he recalls: "I am thirsty."
And
hears voices saying: "He seems to be regaining
consciousness." Closer and more distinct now, that gentle
voice: "Do you want to drink, Comrade?"
"Can
it be me they are addressing? Am I ill? Oh yes, I've got the
typhus, that's it." And for the third time he tries to
lift his eyelids. And at last he succeeds. The first thing
that reaches his consciousness through the narrowed vision of
his slightly opened eyes is a red ball hanging above his head.
But the red ball is blotted out by something dark which bends
towards him, and his lips feel the hard edge of a glass and
moisture, life-giving moisture. The fire within him subsides.
Satisfied, he whispers: "That's better."
"Can
you see me, Comrade?"
The
dark shape standing over him has spoken, and just before
drowsiness overpowers him he manages to say: "I can't
see, but I can hear. . . ."
"Now,
who would have believed he would pull through? Yet see how he
has clambered back to life! A remarkably strong constitution.
You may be proud of yourself, Nina Vladimirovna. You have
literally saved his life." And the woman's voice,
trembling slightly, answers: "I am so glad!"
After
thirteen days of oblivion, consciousness returned to Pavel
Korchagin. His young body had not wanted to die, and slowly he
recovered his strength. It was like being born again.
Everything seemed new and miraculous. Only his head lay
motionless and unbearably heavy in its plaster cast, and he
had not the strength to move it. But feeling returned to the
rest of his body and soon he was able to bend his fingers.
Nina
Vladimirovna, junior doctor of the military clinical hospital,
sat at a small table in her room turning the leaves of a thick
lilac-covered notebook filled with brief entries made in a
neat slanting handwriting.
August
26, 1920
Some
serious cases were brought in today by ambulance train. One of
them has a very ugly head wound. We put him in the corner by
the window. He is only seventeen. They gave me an envelope
with the papers found in his pockets and the case history. His
name is Korchagin, Pavel Andreyevich. Among his papers were a
well-worn membership card (No. 967) of the Young Communist
League of the Ukraine, a torn Red Army identification book and
a copy of a regimental order stating that Red Army man
Korchagin was coinmended for exemplary fulfilment of a
reconnaissance rnission. There was also a note, evidently
written by himself, which said: "In the event of my death
please write to my relatives: Shepetov-ka, Railway Junction,
Mechanic Artem Korchagin."
He
has been unconscious ever since he was hit by a shell fragment
on August 19. Tomorrow Anatoli Stepanovich will examine him.
August
27
Today
we examined Korchagin's wound. It is very deep, the skull is
fractured and the entire right side of the head is paralysed.
A blood vessel burst in the right eye which is badly swollen.
Anatoli
Stepanovich wanted to remove the eye to prevent inflammation,
but I dissuaded him, since there is still hope that the
swelling might go down. In doing this I was prompted solely by
aesthetic considerations. The lad may recover; it would be a
pity if he were disfigured.
He
is delirious all the time and terribly restless. One of us is
constantly on duty at his bedside. I spend much of my time
with him. He is too young to die and I am determined to tear
his young life out of Death's clutches. I must succeed.
Yesterday
I spent several hours in his ward after my shift was over. His
is the worst case there. I sat listening to his ravings.
Sometimes they sound like a story, and I learn quite a lot
about his life. But at times he curses horribly. He uses
frightful language. Somehow it hurts me to hear such awful
cursing from him. Anatoli Stepanovich does not believe that he
will recover. "I can't understand what the army wants
with such children," the old man growls. "It's a
disgrace."
August
30
Korchagin
is still unconscious. He has been removed to the ward for
hopeless cases. The nurse Frosya is almost constantly at his
side. It appears she knows him. They worked together once. How
gentle she is with him! Now I too am beginning to fear that
his condition is hopeless.
September
2, 11 p.m.
This
has been a wonderful day for me. My patient Korchagin regained
consciousness. The crisis is over. I spent the past two days
at the hospital without going home.
I
cannot describe my joy at the knowledge that one more life has
been saved. One death less in our ward. The recovery of a
patient is the most wonderful thing about this exhausting work
of mine. They become like children. Their affection is simple
and sincere, and I too grow fond of them so that when they
leave I often weep. I know it is foolish of me, but I cannot
help it.
September
10
Today
I wrote Korchagin's first letter to his family. He writes his
wound is not serious and he'll soon recover and come home. He
has lost a great deal of blood and is as pale as a ghost, and
still very weak.
September
14
Korchagin
smiled today for the first time. He has a very nice smile.
Usually he is grave beyond his years. He is making a
remarkably rapid recovery. He and Frosya are great friends. I
often see her at his bedside. She must have been talking to
him about me, and evidently singing my praises, for now the
patient greets me with a faint smile. Yesterday he asked:
"What
are those black marks on your arms, doctor?" I did not
tell him that those bruises had been made by his fingers
clutching my arm convulsively when he was delirious.
September
17
The
wound on Korchagin's forehead is healing nicely. We doctors
are amazed at the remarkable fortitude with which this young
man endures the painful business of dressing his wound.
Usually
in such cases the patient groans a great deal and is generally
troublesome. But this one lies quietly and when the open wound
is daubed with iodine he draws himself taut like a violin
string. Often he loses consciousness, but not once have we
heard a groan escape him.
We
know now that when Korchagin groans he is unconscious. Where
does he get that tremendous endurance, I wonder?
September
21
We
wheeled Korchagin out onto the big balcony today for the first
time. How his face lit up when he saw the garden, how greedily
he breathed in the fresh air! His head is swathed in bandages
and only one eye is open. And that live, shining eye looked
out on the world as if seeing it for the first time.
September
26
Today
two young women came to the hospital asking to see Korchagin.
I went downstairs to the waiting room to speak to them. One of
them was very beautiful. They introduced themselves as Tonya
Tumanova and Tatiana Buranovskaya. I had heard of Tonya,
Korchagin had mentioned the name when he was delirious. I gave
them permission to see him.
October
8
Korchagin
now walks unaided in the garden. He keeps asking me when he
can leave hospital. I tell him—soon. The two girls come to
see him every visiting day. I know now why he never groans. I
asked him, and he replied: "Read The Gadfly and you'll
know."
October
14
Korchagin
has been discharged. He took leave of me very warmly. The
bandage has been removed from his eye and now only his head is
bound. The eye is blind, but looks quite normal. It was very
sad to part with this fine young comrade. But that's how it
is: once they've recovered they leave us and rarely do we ever
see them again.
As
he left he said: "Pity it wasn't the left eye. How will I
be able to shoot now?"
He
still thinks of the front.
After
his discharge from hospital Pavel lived for a time at the
Buranovskys where Tonya was staying.
Pavel
sought at once to draw Tonya into Komsomol activities. He
began by inviting her to attend a meeting of the town's
Komsomol. Tonya agreed to go, but when she emerged from her
room where she had been dressing for the meeting Pavel bit his
lip. She was very smartly attired, with a studied elegance
which Pavel felt would be entirely out of place at a Komsomol
gathering.
This
was the cause of their first quarrel. When he asked her why
she had dressed up like that she took offence.
"I
don't see why I must look like everyone else. But if my
clothes don't suit you, I can stay at home."
At
the club Tonya's fine clothes were so conspicuous among all
the faded tunics and shabby blouses that Pavel was deeply
embarrassed. The young people treated her as an outsider, and
Tonya, conscious of their disapproval, assumed a contemptuous,
defiant air.
Pankratov,
the secretary of the Komsomol organisation at the shipping
wharves, a broad-shouldered docker in a coarse linen shirt,
called Pavel aside, and indicating Tonya with his eyes, said
with a scowl:
"Was
it you who brought that doll here?"
"Yes,"
Pavel replied curtly.
"Mm,"
observed Pankratov. "She doesn't belong here by the looks
of her. Too bourgeois by half. How did she get in?"
Pavel's
temples pounded.
"She
is a friend of mine. I brought her here. Understand? She isn't
hostile to us at all, even if she does think too much about
clothes. You can't always judge people by the way they dress.
I know as well as you do whom to bring here so you needn't be
so officious, Comrade."
He
wanted to say something sharp and insulting but realising that
Pankratov was voicing the general opinion he checked himself,
and that only increased his anger at Tonya.
"I
told her what to expect! Why the devil must she put on such
airs?"
That
evening marked the beginning of the end of their friendship.
With bitterness and dismay Pavel watched the break-up of a
relationship that had seemed so enduring.
Several
more days passed, and with every meeting, every conversation
they drifted further and further apart. Tonya's cheap
individualism became unbearable to Pavel.
Both
realised that a break was inevitable.
Today
they had met in the Kupechesky Gardens for the last time. The
paths were strewn with decaying leaves. They stood by the
balustrade at the top of the cliff and looked down at the grey
waters of the Dnieper. From behind the towering hulk of the
bridge a tug came crawling wearily down the river with two
heavy barges in tow. The setting sun painted the Trukhanov
Island with daubs of gold and set the windows of the houses on
fire.
Tonya
looked at the golden shafts of sunlight and said with deep
sadness:
"Is
our friendship going to fade like that dying sun?"
Pavel,
who had been gazing at her face, knitted his brows sternly and
answered in a low voice:
"Tonya,
we have gone over this before. You know, of course, that I
loved you, and even now my love might return, but for that you
must be with us. I am not the Pavlusha I was before. And I
would be a poor husband to you if you expect me to put you
before the Party. For I shall always put the Party first, and
you and my other loved ones second."
Tonya
stared miserably down at the dark-blue water and her eyes
filled with tears.
Pavel
gazed at the profile he had come to know so well, her thick
chestnut hair, and a wave of pity for this girl who had once
been so dear to him swept over him.
Gently
he laid his hand on her shoulder.
"Tonya,
cut yourself loose and come to us. Let's work together to
finish with the bosses. There are many splendid girls among us
who are sharing the burden of this bitter struggle, enduring
all the hardships and privation. They may not be so well
educated as you are, but why, oh why, don't you want to join
us? You say Chuzhanin tried to seduce you, but he is a
degenerate, not a fighter. You say the comrades were
unfriendly toward you. Then why did you have to dress up as if
you were going to a bourgeois ball? It's your silly pride
that's to blame: why should I wear a dirty old army tunic just
because everybody else does? You had the courage to love a
workingman, but you cannot love an idea. I am sorry to have to
part with you, and I should like to cherish your memory."
He
said no more.
The
next day he saw an order posted up in the street signed by
Zhukhrai, chairman of the regional Cheka. His heart leapt. It
was with great difficulty that he gained admission to the
sailor's office. The sentries would not let him in and he
raised such a fuss that he was very nearly arrested, but in
the end he had his way.
Fyodor
gave him a very warm welcome. The sailor had lost an arm; it
had been torn off by a shell.
The
conversation turned at once to work. "You can help me
crush the counter-revolution here until you're fit for the
front again. Start tomorrow," said Zhukhrai.
The
struggle with the Polish Whites came to an end. The Red armies
pursued the enemy almost to the very walls of Warsaw, but with
their material and physical strength expended and their supply
bases left far behind, they were unable to take this final
stronghold and so fell back. Thus the "miracle on the
Vistula", as the Poles called the withdrawal of the Red
forces from Warsaw, came to pass, and the Poland of the gentry
received a new lease of life. The dream of the Polish Soviet
Socialist Republic was not yet to be fulfilled.
The
blood-drenched land demanded a respite.
Pavel
was unable to see his people, for Shepetovka was again in
Polish hands and had become a temporary frontier outpost.
Peace talks were in progress.
Pavel
spent days and nights in the Cheka carrying out diverse
assignments. He was much upset when he learned that his
hometown was occupied by the Poles.
"Does
that mean my mother will be on the other side of the border if
the armistice is signed now?" he asked Zhukhrai.
But
Fyodor calmed his fears.
"Most
likely the frontier will pass through Goryn along the river,
which means that your town will be on our side," he said.
"In any case we'll know soon enough."
Divisions
were being transferred from the Polish front to the South. For
while the republic had been straining every effort on the
Polish front, Wrangel had taken advantage of the respite to
crawl out of his Crimean lair and advance northward along the
Dnieper with Yekaterinoslav Gubernia as his immediate
objective.
Now
that the war with the Poles was over, the republic rushed its
armies to the Crimea to wipe out the last hotbed of
counter-revolution.
Trainloads
of troops, carts, field kitchens and guns passed through Kiev
en route to the South. The Cheka of the regional transport
services worked at fever pitch these days coping with the
bottlenecks caused by the huge flood of traffic. Stations were
jammed with trains and frequently traffic would be held up for
lack of free tracks. Telegraph operators tapped out countless
messages ordering the line cleared for this or that division.
The tickers spilled out endless ribbons of tape covered with
dots and dashes and each of them demanding priority:
"Precedence above all else . .. this is a military order
. . . clear line immediately. . . ." And nearly every
message included a reminder that failure to carry out the
order would entail prosecution by a revolutionary military
tribunal.
The
local transport Cheka was responsible for keeping traffic
moving without interruption.
Commanders
of army units would burst into its headquarters brandishing
revolvers and demanding that their trains be dispatched at
once in accordance with telegram number so-and-so signed by
the commander of the army. And none of them would accept the
explanation that this was impossible. "You'll get that
train off if you croak doing it!" And a string of
frightful curses would follow. In particularly serious cases
Zhukhrai would be urgently sent for, and then the excited men
who were ready to shoot each other on the spot would calm down
at once. At the sight of this man of iron with his quiet icy
voice that brooked no argument revolvers were thrust back into
their holsters.
At
times Pavel would stagger out of his office onto the platform
with a stabbing pain in his head. Work in the Cheka was having
a devastating effect on his nerves.
One
day he caught sight of Sergei Bruzzhak on a truck loaded with
ammunition crates. Sergei jumped down, nearly knocking Pavel
off his feet, and flung his arms round his friend.
"Pavka,
you devil! I knew it was you the minute I laid eyes on
you."
The
two young men had so much news to exchange that they did not
know where to begin. So much had happened to both of them
since they had last met. They plied each other with questions,
and talked on without waiting for answers. They did not hear
the engine whistle and it was only when the train began to
move out of the station that they became aware of their
surroundings.
They
still had much to say to each other, but the train was already
gathering speed and Sergei, shouting something to his friend,
raced along the platform and caught on to the open door of one
of the box cars. Several hands snatched him up and drew him
inside. As Pavel stood watching him go he suddenly remembered
that Sergei knew nothing about Valya's death. For he had not
visited Shepetovka since he left it, and in the unexpectedness
of this encounter Pavel had forgotten to tell him.
"It's
a good thing he does not know, his mind will be at ease,"
thought Pavel. He did not know that he was never to see his
friend again. Nor did Sergei, standing on the roof of the box
car, his chest exposed to the autumn wind, know that he was
going to his death.
"Get
down from there, Seryozha," urged Doroshenko, a Red Army
man wearing a coat with a hole burnt in the back.
"That's
all right," said Sergei laughing. "The wind and I
are good friends."
A
week later he was struck by a stray bullet in his first
engagement. He staggered forward, his chest rent by a tearing
pain, clutched at the air, and pressing his arms tightly
against his chest, he swayed and dropped heavily to the ground
and his sightless blue eyes stared out over the boundless
Ukrainian steppe.
His
nerve-wracking work in the Cheka began to tell on Pavel's
weakened condition. His violent headaches became more
frequent, but it was not until he fainted one day after two
sleepless nights that he finally decided to take the matter up
with Zhukhrai.
"Don't
you think I ought to try some other sort of work, Fyodor? I
would like best of all to work at my own trade at the railway
shops. I'm afraid there's something wrong with my head. They
told me in the medical commission that I was unfit for army
service. But this sort of work is worse than the front. The
two days we spent rounding up Sutyr's band have knocked me out
completely. I must have a rest from all this shooting. You
see, Fyodor, I shan't be much good to you if I can barely
stand on my feet."
Zhukhrai
studied Pavel's face with concern.
"Yes,
you don't look so good. It's all my fault. I ought to have let
you go long before this. But I've been too busy to
notice."
Shortly
after the above conversation Pavel presented himself at the
Regional Committee of the Komsomol with a paper certifying
that he was being placed at the Committee's disposal. An
officious youngster with his cap perched jauntily over his
nose ran his eyes rapidly over the paper and winked to Pavel:
"From
the Cheka, eh? A jolly organisation that. We'll find work for
you here in a jiffy. We need everybody we can get. Where would
you like to go? Commissary department? No? All right. What
about the agitation section down at the waterfront? No? Too
bad. Nice soft job that, special rations too."
Pavel
interrupted him.
"I
would prefer the railway repair shops," he said. The lad
gaped. "Mm. . . . I don't think we need anybody there.
But go to Ustinovich. She'll fit you in somewhere."
After
a brief interview with the dark-eyed girl it was decided to
assign Pavel as secretary of the Komsomol organisation in the
railway shops where he was to work.
Meanwhile
the Whites had been fortifying the gates of the Crimea, and
now on this narrow neck of land that once had been the
frontier between the Crimean Tatars and the Zaporozhye Cossack
settlements stood the modernised fortified line of Perekop.
And
behind Perekop in the Crimea, the old, doomed world which had
been driven here from all corners of the land, feeling quite
secure, lived in wine-fuddled revelry.
One
chill dank autumn night tens of thousands of sons of the
toiling people plunged into the icy waters of the Sivash to
cross the bay under the cover of darkness and strike from
behind at the enemy entrenched in their forts. Among the
thousands waded Ivan Zharky, carrying his machine gun on his
head to prevent it from getting wet.
And
when dawn found Perekop seething in a wild turmoil, its
fortifications attacked in a frontal assault, the first
columns of men that had crossed the Sivash climbed ashore on
Litovsky Peninsula to take the Whites from the rear. And among
the first to clamber onto that rock coast was Ivan Zharky.
A
battle of unprecedented ferocity ensued. The White cavalry
bore down savagely on the Red Army men as they emerged from
the water. Zharky's machine gun spewed death, never ceasing
its lethal tattoo. Men and horses fell in heaps under the
leaden spray. Zharky fed new magazines into the gun with
feverish speed.
Perekop
thundered back through the throats of hundreds of guns. The
very earth seemed to have dropped into a bottomless abyss, and
death carried by thousands of shells pierced the heavens with
ear-splitting screams and exploded, scattering myriads of
minute fragments far and wide. The torn and lacerated earth
spouted up in black clouds that blotted out the sun.
The
monster's head was crushed, and into the Crimea swept the Red
flood of the First Cavalry Army to deliver the final, smashing
blow. Frantic with terror, the White-guards rushed in a panic
to board the ships leaving the ports.
And
the Republic pinned the golden badge of the Order of the Red
Banner to many a faded Red Army tunic, and one of these tunics
was Ivan Zharky's, the Komsomol machine gunner.
Peace
was signed with the Poles and, as Zhukhrai had predicted,
Shepetovka remained in Soviet Ukraine. A river thirty-five
kilometres outside the town now marked the frontier.
One
memorable morning in December 1920 Pavel arrived in his native
town. He stepped onto the snowy platform, glanced up at the
sign Shepetovka I, then turned left, and went straight to the
railway yards and asked for Artem. But his brother was not
there. Drawing his army coat tighter about him, Pavel strode
off through the woods to the town.
Maria
Yakovlevna turned when the knock came at the door and said,
"Come in." A snow-covered figure pushed into the
house and she saw the dear face of her son. Her hand flew to
her heart, joy robbed her of speech.
She
fell on her son's breast and smothered his face with kisses,
and tears of happiness streamed down her cheeks. And Pavel,
pressing the spare little body close, gazed silently down at
the careworn face of his mother furrowed with deep lines of
pain and anxiety, and waited for her to grow calmer.
Once
again the light of happiness shone in the eyes of this woman
who had suffered so much. It seemed she would never have her
fill of gazing at this son whom she had lost all hope of ever
seeing again. Her joy knew no bounds when three days later
Artem too burst into the tiny room late at night with his
kit-bag over his shoulders.
Now
the Korchagin family was reunited. Both brothers had escaped
death, and after harrowing ordeals and trials they had met
again.
"What
are you going to do now?" the mother asked her sons.
"It's
back to the repair shops for me, Mother!" replied Artem
gaily.
As
for Pavel, after two weeks at home he went back to Kiev where
his work was awaiting him.
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