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CHAPTER 1: ISANG KALOKOHANG MAY HANGGANAN By: joopan_mico_reeves@yahoo.com c",) Dedicated to: Someone and Only one! Version: 2.1
From the moment I met you All these years ago Not a day has gone by When I haven't thought of you.
Then it happened...
Your heart I afflicted With sorrow, pain, and hatred. And your response was steep. Your words, can I describe? Never can, never will I.
I suffered from these words, Like a strike of a dagger Straight to the heart Not to the liver.
It’s just like a pinch So, I joked smilingly, To my close friends Whom I consider dearly.
No scratch, sideburns, no side effects; No need for sedative, downer, or anything to inject. They watched in awe, “he’s brave”, they believed. But as I turn around the corner Deep inside… it hurts, it bleeds.
The anguish, the pain, the anger... Shattered me completely Like a dummy in a dangle. My mind, my body, my spirit Are like fishes in a bowl With no water in it.
Haaay…
Ang saktan ka… Ay hindi ko sinadya, Sa pangarap, O isipin man lang, Hindi ko makakaya.
Ninais kong aminin Ang nararamdaman Ko sa iyo, o giliw...
Dapat nga ba… O mas dapat limutin…
I am suffering, Day and night, Every time I dream of you... Every time I think of you... I am in agony. The closer I get to you, The worse it gets. The thought of not being with you... I cannot breathe. I am haunted by the kiss... That you could never have had given me. My heart is beating... Hoping that the kiss Will not become a scar. You are in my very soul... Tormenting me.
What can I do? I will do anything that you ask. If you are suffering as much as I am, Please, tell me.
Maybe I am selfish... Thinking only of my own feelings... Thinking passively!
Hindi ko naisip…
This selfishness blinded me Your feeling I did not foresee Annoyed you are... All there is to say is... SORRY!
SORRY! A word that is full of meaning, Full of suffering, Also self-incriminating.
Words and hearts Should be handled with care. For words when spoken And hearts when broken Are the hardest things to repair.
The two of us together... That future is bleak! Arghh!!! Why can’t I forget? Why can’t I pretend? Why can’t I just say Nothing of this happened Or can I just be gone, So I would not have had hurt her And everything is fine.
Nevertheless, All things come to past... All this... Are memories... Sweet memories... That some when, somehow... This feeling existed... Isang KALOKOHANG may HANGGANAN.
TO BE CONTINUED...
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