catch me :: if :: i fall


:: OUCH OUCH OUCHHHH.. ::

31st Oct 2003

Idiot... I already had 2 ulcers and now I have a new HUGE one thanks to my mum. We were having dinner and were talking abt kebabs and she was asking if like there were kebabs 2 yrs ago.. and I said ya. I've been to Turkish restaurants and there were stalls selling them at WOMAD.. and she asked how come she didn稚 know abt it. and I知 like??!! Cos u dunt like to eat it so you didn稚 pay attention to it! Tts y. Then she asked "ok how bout 5 yrs ago.?". and im like im sure there are one or 2 restaurants ard at that time. Then she went further to ask wat abt 10 yrs ago?.. and i was really like ?!?! so I answered like that how i know.. mayb not la.. and then I bit my inner lip... cos I was eating.. and was abt to munch on my ramly burger.. *cries*. Then my dad was like.. I already told just ignore her.. who ask u to entertain her? And I just remembered that if I知 not mistaken, I had the other ulcers thanks to her too!

Its November.. wow how time flies.. Cant wait to do my hair next week.. and go shopping!!! Been soo long since i went to town man.. and and I知 gonna catch MATRIX Reloaded! Anyone wanna join me? since my fren gave up on matrix.. *Pouts*

Muira


:: Wondering.. Thinking... Bored.. ::

30th Oct 2003

Happy Deepavali to all Indians out there and a huge Welcome to Ramadhan.. The fasting mth. This is the 3rd day and I知 coping well.. I知 just feeling bored and tired cos I wld not sleep till like 6am cos I知 afraid that I cant wake up for "sahur" and then wakes up at 1pm to catch Days of our Lives.. Not getting enuf sleep man.. And I知 soo bored cos i have no one to go out with.. All my "shopping kakis" are either working or in sch or busy.. only me not doing anything.. dammit.. I know that I have to do somethin.. get a job.. but fuck la.. no job openings as of the moment and the only job that i have now is to look after my sister, teach her, clean the house, help my mum with her paperwork.. BORING man.. Wanna go out also no cash.. I知 saving up to do my hair so rather not spend on stupid stuff which i usually do. Crap. Another thing, I知 getting more impatient and hot tempered by the day.. Is it me or am i getting mean by the day.. I知 mean to my sister, bro, sometimes my mum.. and some other ppl.. wat the hell is wrong with me? Mayb its just that I知 bored and pissing ppl off amuses me.. Sigh..

Was out with my parents to buy some food and i cant believe that this guy.. (i think he痴 19 or somethin) was checkin me out.. LOL ya it tickles me cos I was looking awful and I caught this guy looking at me and giving me shy glances so many times while i was talkin to my mum.

Been doing a lot of thinking.. abt the past, present, future, abt how fucked up my life is.. how it cld be better if i was different last time.. if i choose a different path.. i wonder where i am now.. wld i be me still or different me? God Knows

Hmm mayb I shld be out there hunting for another man.. But then again.. i've been hurt too much by men to be out there hunting again.. Im not complaining.. I知 happy being wat where I am (ponders.. am I?).. but sometimes i just feel lonely.. no one to share my thoughts with.. no one to really open up with no one to joke ard with, no one to scold, no one to get angry at, no one to hug me.... sighh. Life just suxs la.. tts all I can say.

Looks at her Spongebob plushie.. I luv u.. *muacks*

Muira


:: A Long Week ::

23rd Oct 2003

Before i start, just to inform that I知 now on friendster and mypace.com. So if u want to add me up or somethin pls send me a mail or leave me a msg at the "tagme" section on the other cloud on the right aight.

Went to Robinson's warehouse sale yest.. It was their 1st of their 5 day sale and it was so goddam packed. I came in and look ard.. boring man.. at least the last John Little's Sale looks better. There was nuthin much to buy.. went to the bras section and all are like for those flat chested woman.. pathetic. cant even find a cup C size. The shoes were also pathetic.. really ugly ones. Nuthin nice that caught my eyes. I think the most worth buy was their cosmetics.. that also i see i felt so weak.. sigh.. didnt buy a lot of things actually.. as i said nuthin caught my eyes.. My lil sis bought some toys.. even my mum and dad didnt get anything. Had to que for like 1 hr 30 mins b4 we passed the payment counter.. pathetic.. wat the hell are those cashiers doing man..

My Dad's 50th B'day was on the 21st.. Didnt go anywhere cos it was a tuesday/schoolday.. But he did get an early present. A gold Rolex watch strap. The older one was 18k and it's sorta not as shiny compared to pure gold, so well we sold off all our old unwanted jewellery to get him that. Few days prior to that I got myself an 18k Omega Necklace.. Nice.. my sis got herself a bracelet and my mum.. she doesnt want anything.. yet.. haha. Well its near to Hari Raya wat.. so have to do the shopping.

Got news on Monday that my uncle and aunt gave birth to a healthy baby gerl on the 18th (Sunday). Didn稚 get to visit them as we didn稚 have their addy / contact num.. Its complicated la.. Wished them all the best and mayb i'll get to see that lil tot during Raya. *smiles*

On Saturday the 17th my lil sis went to pierce her ears and i cant believe that she cried.. hahha i tot she was one tough lil chick.. pity her.. she said it was painful.. or mayb its the fear that started it cos i scared her hahhaha . Anyways to coax her that its gonna be ok, we went to Toys R Us and got her a Carebear.. the huge one which lights up at the belly when hugged.. hee hee.. I got lil carebear plushies too.. ahhahha. We then went to Pasir Ris Fish farm to look at fishes. My dad want to get some tropical fishes cos our lauhan fish died.. AGAIN.. so the 4 feet tank's empty. Went to look ard and i cant find any fishes that were nice.. Those nice ones were Marine Fishes and they are hard to maintain.. but Lovely to look at.. sighh. Didnt get anything cos nuthin caught our eyes. The next day (Sunday), we went to Serangoon Central as there's this one fish shop, which sells tons of tropical fishes. We did find some fishes and got them.. So now my tank is filled with abt 20 fishes.. and counting.. haha

Got home in time to catch Smash Hits. Fred Durst looks HOTT man.. only too much tattoo. I think he has been working out.. hmm .

Ok I got to go now to meet someone and I値l continue updating this once I知 back.. Or when i feel like it.. Lol.. Cherios!

Muira


:: New Layout!! ::

13th Oct 2003

Yey!! New layout.. But I知 still havin probs with the scrollbar at the bottom.. anyone knows how to get rid of them? Pls pls help me..

Muira


:: Tra La La... ::

12th Oct 2003

Well well.. a brand new mth.. how time flies.. been busy doing some stuff, shopping for fishes, visiting ppl, playin with babies.. goin to the gym and SLEEP!! haha. Went to toys r us yest.. went to get some carebears plushies... for my sister and myself.. I remember watching them when i was a tiny brat. Anyways i have some links i got from the mail.. so feeling bored? go visit these sites.. some are crappy.. but what the heck!!

A psychological test from the things on the table before a party

Speculative Fiction, Psychological Test

Gift Wrapping Test

What kind of Man suits you the best

"Fill in the blanks" Psychological Test

How Lazy are you?

Your weight lost program

Do you have the power to create romance?

How to avoid breaking-up and keep your relationship strong?

Are you good at handling breakups?

How about getting married?

Do you really love money?

Can your love last forever?

What is the most important thing to you?

What should you do to your lover to get his/her attention?

Do you know your passion index?

What kind of family life will you have?

Your tendency to spend money


And Lastly and IQ test

IQ Test

Muira





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