.: I'm so caught up :.
Back at work after like 2 weeks break. Somehow i dunt feel refreshed. I Still feel dead.. Where's
my prince who will kiss me awake.. I know you're out there.. Come and make ur presence felt. I long
to wake up and feel alive. To feel the cool morning breeze, the warm sunshine, the cool refreshing
rain.. I think its time i should appreciate nature. Mayb look at TREES and enjoy the rain like my
friend does. I shld loosen up. But how.. I just cant crack down the barrier i've built to protect
myself.. or mayb i shld protect myself.. from.. myself! I think i've been exposing too much of
myself. I need to learn to shut up.. and lie.. Ha.. yea lie.. I think its the best. These few
days.. a lot of ppl have been playin the 20 questions game with me.. and i'm just puzzled. What
the hell is goin on. And most of the questions are the ones that i cannot answer. Why? I dunno..
Mayb i know that i'm digging my own grave if i answer them. And i'm running out of excuses.. and
lies too! I dunno how much can a person lie. And everyone has been asking how am i.. I mean what?
was i sick or somethin? How come I didnt know. PPl are hogging ard me like flies. Every night
askin me questions. Common! Tell me somethin for a change.. Tell me you got pregnant.. or you want
to kill yourself. Or ur neighbour is gay. Tell me anything! Except askin me how am i! I feel like
i just got out of hospitalisation.
You know why i'm crapping.. its cos my account has been disabled at work. I can't surf the net so
here i am sitting and writting out. I nearly fell asleep while video taping a class just now.
Crap man this job is killing me. I just had a cup of coffee, and i hope at the 3rd meeting i can
keep myself awake till the class ends.
I've got an hour and a half more .. so i shall continue crapping.. Mayb i shall write abt 21st JAN.
Haha Anna would love to read the ending part of my entry.. talkin abt a guy who FLASHED at her!
Ok well.. so
21st Jan .. was Hari Raya Haji.. and guess what the sheeps are not in! They
have been delayed. How weird is that. And not by one day but in fact by 3 days!! Had to wake up
damn early to go to the cemetry. Then went to tamp to check out glasses. My brother broke his
glasses and i thought of doing a new pair myself. Saw a red okley piece. I think the model name
is mercury. Very nice.. $218. but dunno man.. then there was this Gucci piece. Super nice! $380..
heh.. But i didnt get any.. cos well my D&G one is still useable.. only my hands itchy.. hah..
cos my black one is too.. black and too formal. I need somethin funky.. Did i tell you i cut my
fringe? My aunt/cousin; (why the / is because shes old enuf to be my aunt but going by the family
tree shes my cousin) says i look cool. But Anna says i shld not have done anythin to my fringe.
Hmmm oh somethin else.. my aunt whos old enuf to be my grandmother.. says i lost weight and now
she could see my nose! What the hell.. What she means that previously my nose cant be seen at
all?! Man wat a day damper.. But its all cool cos im the only one apprently lost weight.. the
others all gained weight.. HAHAHHA Yes even my vain brother and my lil sister. This time round
my aunt cooked Nasi Briayni. Yumm! I love her cooking.. well apart from my late grandma.. My mum
cant cook much. My mum's not into spicy food.. So her cooking has always been boring and its
always chicken. Boring ryte! How i envy those whos mums who loves spicy food. :(
OK .. So its evening time.. and its confirmed, Me and Anna are going to Rouge tonight for
Guerrilla. Ema as usual. Bubble only.. Anna says Ema was the enthusiastic one. Calling her and
askin us to come and wat happened, she says she has to work till 10.30. Wiwid and bf dint come..
Fazwin apprently QUIT..HMMMMM i think i know the reason but i have yet to confront him.. hahha.
If u're reading this, better get an explaination ready.
So well.. apprently there was an NUS Arts
Bash at Rouge. We came at 10 plus and the place was damn packed with chinonehs. The guys mostly
in shirts and jeans, and the girls are either in tubes or spagg tops paired up with jeans or mini
skirts.. They had some catwalk thingy.. then had a contest whereby a couple had to drink beer
from the each other and they cant hold the beer with their hands. And elbows are part of hands
too.. So what these boring ppl did were to put the beer bottle in between their knees and the
other has to drink from errm that position. And all three couples did the same thing. After that
contest was supposed to be the Best Dancer contest. Everyone get on the dance floor and well..
dance! I duno la they said 15 mins but in the end the music went on and on and on.. (and i realise
no one won! hahhahha) I think the 15 mins the music was RNB.. that was when me and Anna joined
them on the dance floor.. Haha i mean well we came early and why not join in the fun ryte.. So
we just stood there near the front.. when a nice song comes on we danced. When a not so nice song
comes on I just stood there.. And Kiat was the one playin the songs. Then after that 15 or so
mins.. this DJ Feng came on.. and well well.. Rouge turned out to be a mini ZOUK! ARGGHHHH!!
Horrible!!! Ok la he was cute to look at.. Anna thinks hes not.. WATEVERRR! I dunt think UR DJ
is nice to look at.
So well so the mini zouk thingy went on for quite a while.. And i just stood
there staring at him! NOt cos his cute but the music SUCKS! and then guess what! The DNB regulars
came and i'm sure they were thinking.. "WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON AND WHO THE FUCK ARE THESE
MOFOS!" I mean they came for DNB and here is a mini zouk. ahhahhhah. They just stood there near
the front side.. a whole bunch of them.. There was this one big guy.. lol its so obvious that hes
NOT at all happy. And i think he recognise me and Anna cos he was looking as us and im sure hes
thinking "I know those girls.. i'm sure they came for Guerrilla.. but WHAT THE HELL ARE THEY
STANDING THERE DANCING TO THAT CRAP!" LOL. Oh yea.. Hakim came.. looking like hell.. but he wasnt
drunk! I mean i was told the last time Anna saw him.. twice (i think), Kimmie was drunk. Well so
yea Anyways.. That FENG was spinning the club into a mini Zouk and well we were not happy.. DNB
ppl were starting to fill up the place looking pissed and confused as hell. So me and Anna were
staring at FENG.. ok more like I'M staring at him.. waiting for him to change the tone of music
or better even pass the consoles over to somone more deserving.. I dunno i was standing close to
the front and MAYB he saw wat was happening.. So THENNN the real music came up.. and THENNN the
regulars just strolled in whole row of them.. and they just PARKED behind us.. ahhahha and then
we SAW the faces of the NUS ppl.. ahhahha They were like.. WHAT THE FUCK.. why the hell the music changed.. and
WHY the hell are these guys in TEES with caps just strolling in, shouting in the
middle of nowhere.. But well they arnt that bad.. i mean they just continue dancing tryin to
get along to the music change... then slowly.. bit by bit.. they left..then bit by bit some of the irritating new DNB ppl came..
U know i noticed these few Irritating ppl who came to madmonks after Subvert i think has this gig at Youth Park.
Before that, the regulars were u know nice ppl who came to enjoy the music, and not disturbing
other ppl. These new irritating ones.. they are out there wearing fancy stuff (shades in a club?
HELLOOOOO??!) and dancing like a drunked monkey.. flashing underwear at ANNA
(ahahhhahhahhahhhahhahhhha) Yea the drunked monkey fancies Anna i think. I think once Anna's
gone away to Aussie.. i'm gonna quit going clubbing.. really i mean to face those idiots.. my god!
And Ema... such a damper. She has a curfew.. She has to be back ASAP.. then wats the point of
going clubbing?! Money wasted on cab fare. Well unless she passed her bike license.. but then
again.. i dun think i trust my life in her hands.. lol.
Ok ok back to the drunked monkey.. My god! Hes SO FUCKIN VAIN! He looks like a turtle.. (no neck),
he looks like a.. well i think i'll let Anna fill in that one since he fancies her.. hahhahhah.
Really la.. in the dark, smoke filled place still wear shades.. then he sweats like hell STINKS
too! then keep taking off his shades and wiping his face then lift up his shirt Flash his undies.
Keeps lookin back at Anna.. then FLASH at her HAHHAHHAHHAHHAHHHAHHHA. And he has that look or
stare shall u say.. u know the one which says "Hey you're cute, i like u and i think I'M sexy"
U know.. ahhahhhaha yea man i'm laughing while im typing this.. i duno why.. mayb its funny cos
he fancies Anna.. lol. And the think is.. he looks like a friend of mine.. the first time i saw
him i tot he was my friend.. but i know my friend doenst have a beard and he doesnt walk like he
owns the club and he doesnt look like a turtle. Lol.. My fren saw a picture of him from Exitmusik
and yea he said that guy looked like him too.. thank god character not the same.. then again..
i never know.. i mean my fren is like playboy.. so.. well who knows. Man this is a LONGGG entry
but i'm having fun typing it.. lol. ok wat else.. oh theres a toyol also.. who fancies the music
of DNB he too wears shades.. with white frame.. and i noticed, the 2 times he comes for DNB, he
wears white as in his TEE. Hes short, botak, body muscular (mayb that explains the white tee)
but at least he doesnt dance like a drunked. But still he and his grp are also the kind who are
out for attention. Always shouting and shouting. Thank god the other bunch of ppl were not there.
One of them is my fren.. but the rest are all physcos.. Well according to Anna all of them are
physcos. I didnt talk to most of them.. they talked to her. Anyways the night went well. There
was this girl with the priceless look on her face when she tried to walked pass the DNB ppl.
She look shocked and scared that u know the guys might just hit her or somethin.. ahhahhha And you
know.. the NUS ppl were still requesting for RNB music.. ahhawkahwa wtf right!? They think what?
dedication time?
Again i have to say its a nice night.. Went to eat ice longan after that.. then we walked down to
City Hall.. stopped by the KopiTiam near S'pore Arts Museum.. hahah well this story errm i duno
if i wanna type it all out. I dunno to feel insulted.. or well.. damn to think abt it I do feel
insulted.. Wat happened you may ask.. well ok la i mean i've never encounted this before.. and
thank god i sorta caught the idea of what was goin on.. and well u know saved my arse from being
questioned further and mayb digging a bigger hole in my arse.
Shit.. I'm gona have to continue this story later.. cos its time for me to go..
Pinkie Me
:: 20 Jan 2005 ::
:: Uhhh Weee ::
Ok so i cheated its still the 19th but who cares ryte.. haha alright its abt 2 mins to the
Eve of Hari Raya Haji. Slamat Hari Raya Haji to all Muslims. Ok this is gonna be a
summary of abt a weeks of events.
.: 14 Jan :.
Ok at long last after that 2 months or more, i got my yellow cancer wrist band. So i
wasted in no time locating that guy and met him on the same day to get it. Haha kiasu ma!
Anyways all i remembered after that was that i went to work at night and met up with Anna.
hahaha.
.: 16 Jan :.
Today is the finals for the Tiger Cup. S'pore vs Indo. U know.. no one actually expected
S'pore to even qualify and look; we EVEN won the bloody cup! Surprise surprise. But i
mean common la you all also know i watch it for wat reasons.. okla mayb 40% cos of the
sport and 60% of it cos of someone.. ahhahhha. Damn he's so hot! And bloody attatched.
But its ok my fren knows him.. PERSONALLY! *evil laughter*
.: 17 Jan :.
Err my monitor blew up.. I was doing stuff on my pc when my monitor went funny.. it
changed color and it just twitched.. and that i smelt it.. somethin burnin.. lol Damn!
Panic like shit. quickly switched off all the plugs ard me and i just sat there lookin at
my monitor. Then my dad, went to his room, which is across from my room.. and he was like
.. wat smell is that.. hahha. And i was like raising up my hand and said.. "Err i think
its my computer..". SO ... "cutting a lot of chaotic moments..." we went to Sim Lim to get
a new monitor. In the end i got myself a LG Flatron 17 inch LCD monitor and a new
keyboard. Heh it looks so cool! All silvery and stuff... and its so SLIM! whwahkwhkahkhwa
.: 18 Jan :.
You know, first think i think at work.. Edwin said hi to me.. hahha cos i usually expect
him to glance up or not glance at all.. with his ear plugs and all.. so normally i just
pass by him briskly.. and so i didnt have the time to halt or to reverse.. I kindda feel
bad.. I mean i shld have said somethin.. but well i was smiling.. and im sure he thinks
i'm a arrogant "girl". Heh.
.: 19 Jan :.
Went to cut my hair today.. ok more like a trim here and there and well for the..
mayb 3rd time in my life i have a fringe.. Ok la i love the fringe.. but i still think
my hair looks like a mushroom.
Anyways i went out early.. Got myself a big breakfast (missed it so much).. First, the
girl behind the counter cant keep her eyes off this guy behind me. I think i know him
somewhere.. He might be my jr from Lasalle.. so back to her.. yea she was talkin to me
and her eyes were on him.. I'm like.. HELLO.. i know la i'm not pretty but its fucking
rude lor! But its ok.. in the morning cannot be a bitch la. Later spoil my day. So yea..
then all sit down already, she came by to send send my meal.. walkin towards me (on
her left) and her head was positioned to her right LOOKING at him! At that time he was
sitting by himself waiting for his fren (which was a girl).. she wasnt there yet.. then
she walk by again after like 2 mins.. this time round to clean up the tables..
then she saw the girl with him (i didnt get to see her reaction this time..) but all i
know the next few rounds.. she didnt come by... she asked some other girl to do it..
ahhahhha. I mean i was bored la.. so since im eating ALONE.. people watch is a good
way to pass time. heh. That was one..
Then as i happily eat.. lookin at ppl, i noticed this guy sitting at my North East
direction.. He WINKED at me! I mean.. what the fuck.. winked! TWICED! and sommore he
sat near the entrance.. so naturally tts where my eyes wld be looking at everytime i look
up from my food. And there he was sitting. But thank god tts all he did la.. Cos i
avoided him after that.
Apart from those incidents. everything went fairly well.. Shit it took me a damn hour and
a half to write all those. what the hell... OK i'm done for now. I need to rest..
OH OH OHHH BY THE WAY I GOT A NEW PHONE!!!
7270!!! ARGHHHHHHH My fav! for this year.. LOL
Ok tts all...
PS: If's theres spelling error or whatever crap pardon me.. this new freakin keyboard is
such a pain in the arse.
Ms I'm-into-PINK!
:: 13 Jan 2005 ::
:: Help Me ::
This is a mini update. I've got myself another DG Cam. Its the Canon IXUS i5. *smiles*
I thought of sellin my old one.. Well mayb when i'm back from my trip.
Ive been doing super major shopping this past 2 mths. I gave myself till Feb.
Thats when the shopping has got to stop. I think I spent close to 2k
in all for now.. really im serious. I do not know what ive got to say to myself. I'm so
dissapointed. I thought i could control myself.. but.. apprently I can't. Crap ryte.
I've been happy. Ppl have been asking me out.. but i just can't seem to say Yes to them.
I dunt know why my guard has been up for so long.. I just can't trust ppl. I really need
help. I'm gonna give myself a break for a few more days.. then i'm back to work. So..
well shopping it is.. for now.. hahhahha. Ok ok mayb i shld make it WINDOW shopping.
and i have to remember to keep my cards at home.
Oh ya ANNA! pls leave ur web addy on my msgboard.. or email it to me for pete's sake..
I still do not know your blog add.
Thats all i can afford to key in today. Im still feeling off balance..
and i'll continue to bitch another time.
I'm out!
Muni Lisa
:: 05 Jan 2005 ::
:: You make me wanna LALA! ::
You know, Anna told me that ive been gossiping in here.. that im not bitching enuf.. so well
mayb its abt time i bitch abt her. Ok what do you wanna know. SHE pisses me off BIG TIME and
to think that i actually tolerate it? Her lateness is a MAJOR issue I dunno its like you dun't
know that time ard you. You keep doing what you do.. and the next time you check your watch
(OH! tts a watch!) u are past the meeting time. And you know she doesnt even bother to CALL!
For pete's sake.. Everytime i was SO god damn tempted to just leave the place, dun pick up her
calles, fuck watever she does. And u know my feet just woulden buldge. U know why? Cos i
appreciate every single moment i can spend with her.. (And im not a lesbian.)
She is one of my freakin ancient frends and you dunt treat ur frends like crap!
Damn im too distracted to do this.. So im gonna continue doing this another day.
Oh to finish this up.. my car nearly got hit by another car just now while i was driving.
Im not gonna swear.. Im just gonna continue this another day.
Screw Everyone.