catch me :: if :: i fall


:: 26 Feb 2005 ::

Yes yes im still alive, sick and kicking arse.. Im on a week break right now.. well actually this is my last day. Gonna be back at work on Mon.. so thats the time when i can write my updates.. hahha so gimmie a few more days.. you'll get stories.. *winks*


:: 4 Feb 2005 ::

Met up with Anna and Jay in town.. Me and Anna had lunchie at Pastamania.. love it there… then went to get by 599 Levi’s! Wooo hoo I love it so much.. my waist shrunk.. which is a super good thing.. waiting for it to shrink sommore… hahhah then walk ard cos Anna needs to get a black dress.. and as usual, when u need something, you just cant seem to find it.. all the dresses we came across are either RED, PINK, WHITE.. or some other colorful colors but not black.. well I suppose its cos of the Chinese New Year.. bad timing… Jay arrived late.. then went to Long John Millennia to eat and chill.. As usual, talk abt life, updates, gossips.. ohhh cos Jays now a POLICEMAN, so we talked abt dead decomposed bodies, how some ppl kill themselves, you know all that stuff.. heh Hes having a 2-3 weeks break and poor him his gf his away to Aceh.. some Mercy Relief thingy for the same period of time.. hahha.. So I told him to make full use of this male alone time since there’s not female to bug him.

Asked him to come along on the 8th… but dunno la he.. Thinking of asking Ema to come along also but as we know she’s full of bubbles.. the thing is, Anna msged her and she didn’t reply.. and Anna saw her at Ubi so we assumed she’s taking her Final Riding Test, and as we can see, she’s not replying, so we can safely assume that she’s didn’t pass again.. poor girl.. she’s tryin to hard to get everything. I heard she’s taking her driving also, she’s working 2-3 jobs, she’s trying to get to know as much men as she can when she goes clubbing..

Had a chat with Danny and Kimmie yest night. Now I’m sleepy its because of them. They made me stay up all the way beyond 1am. Well anyways, I forced Kimmie to come to maddy on the 8th. Kimmie as usual, no cash.. or as wat Dannie calls it, “dough”.. So I told him to dig his arse to get that pathetic 10 bucks. But the interesting thing is… ANNA , didja know Kimmie fancies you? And u know he was talking abt ur boobs.. And I was like.. HELLO.. I’m still here ya know?! Oh he did say he wants your attention.. hahha whatever that means.. Oh he was also talking abt our Sec 3 Spice Girls moment.. abt feeka’s boobs being 20kg and needs two hands to fill and.. I think I’ll just stop here la.. its just disgusting to be part of that conversation.. so yea I mean in case I FORGOT to tell you abt this.. and I think you do read my entries.. so.. well this is a reminder to you. BEWARE.. Kimmie the pervert and sex deprived guy.. wants to get fresh with you. Keh keh..

OH and you know, I had a dream.. that I was making out.. with.. someone totally unexpected. I mean .. he’s one of those I never thought to make out with.. hell to be even close with.. then again I was close with him at one point.. and he did call me his LOVE.. *open eyes wide* .. so yea. I mean.. HOLY SHIT.. of all ppl.. and the worse thing is at that point.. I ENJOYED IT! Fuckin shit ryte! And now I’m so terrified that I’ll will just happen to see him, the thing is.. I have a feeling that I’m gonna see him.. eekks!

Nabei.. I came back to my office and guess what.. at the canteen, they are blasting TRANCE music. And it can be heard. LOUDLY from MY 8th storey office.. ARGHHHH

Call me Pinkie



:: 2 Feb 2005 ::

Of all the mornings in the world, TODAY, I had a bloody stomachache. I literally broke into a cold sweat in the MRT.. thank god I think no one saw that I was sweating in the cold cabin. And of all mornings, I didn’t get a seat in the cabin. Usually I get a seat pretty early.. but today I think I got a seat till I think Aljunid or Kallang. On a normal day, normal circumstances.. I don’t mind.. but TODAY my god.. it was like time fail to move at a fast speed. So ya there I was.. I’m sure my face looked my shit, I look pale, I was sweating and I was holding my stomach. I was counting every minute.. no every SECONDS… every precious seconds till I reach Redhill.. I was planning my route.. to walk or take a bus to school. A walk will take me 15 mins. A bus ride will take me less than 5 BUT waiting for the bloody bus may be a problem. I then decided to take a bus.. PRAYIN that the bus will come early and give me my precious time. I thought I saw Ruixiang at the bus stop in his Army uniform.. but seriously I didn’t give a damn about anyone at that moment of time because of my condition. So ya.. I duno how long I waited for the bus.. I guess it was like 5 minutes but it sure as hell felt like 15 minutes.. So bla bla bla.. (you can fill in yourselves), I was fine…

Today’s class.. got quite a number of cute guys la.. and also a bloody number of Indians.. Seriously.. I do not have anything against them la.. but ever since THAT one incident I encountered with Indians, I sorta despise them. Watever call me racist seriously I dun care. I know there are some really nice Indians out there, I don’t deny that.. but it just seem that most of them I come across are those who really have issues. Who the fuck do they think they are? Really I dun want to go into the details.. Pisses me off big time.. And I’m pissed off now cos I cant sneeze.. I want to sneeze.. its just there.. but I just cant seam to let it go. I forgot to mention that I’m sick. Been sick since Saturday.. I can’t sleep. I keep coughing, I feel like vomiting, my neck itches, my nose is running.. I just hope I get well before my trip.. tts all I ask for..

Pinkie Me





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