*Pouts*
I have a little bit of difficultly in speaking now, cos I lost 4 teeth. My "S" is different.
I feel like a snake. LOL. On Monday I’ll be putting on my braces.. now I’m thinking
if I should have done this ages ago.. It’s so troublesome. I feel so weird right now..
and I dunno how I’m gonna be feeling with metal in my mouth! Oh well I still have
a day to go then I know how it fees like. Heh.
These were written on the respective dates. I just cant be bothered to post it up
then.. haha. I'd rather post everything up in one go.. So here it is..
2 March 05
I was in the MRT.. and you know what I saw? Ok.. there was this guy, he’s old.. ok
I can safely say he could very well be a grandfather. Grey thinning hair.. wrinkles..
ok u get it.. The thing is, he was wearing this sheer, skin-color top.. and it’s the
kindda top that I like to wear.. u know Lycra.. stick to the skin kind.. yea.. he was
wearing that long sleeved, stick to the skin, skin-color top. He has a belly.. you
know like those women at their 4th month of pregnancy.. ok fine I have no idea
how normal pregnant woman look like in their months.. but well it’s the period
whereby their stomach and tummy is bulging.. not those small bumps.. about 4
months la or 5… let me check with my mum when I get back home. So yea…
Sexy la tu! Hahha but he has got wonderful arms.. very lean. No muscles.
And then.. his jeans.. its those tight fit kinds… Nice.. then his shoes, its those 2 inch
court shoes.. the noisy ones.. uh huh.. that’s his whole get up.. I mean COOL ryte..
imagine your grandfather dressing like that early in the morning taking the MRT.
Oh I did notice a few cute guys every morning in the MRT.. some in uniform
(there was one from the Air Force, heh).. some of those undergrads.. hmm I might
miss taking the MRT in the morning and looking at cute guys.
Ok… hmm updates abt myself.. well I tot of piercing my belly.. I dunno.. hah its just
that spur of the moment thingy.. ok la actually I was at my dentist.. my mum asked
me to use braces.. so well that was the other story.. so yea my dentist is fuckin rich.
She drives a yellow porche. She wears Prada, Gucci, and you know the rest.
Her jewellery and watches are from Bulvgari. I bet she has stuff from Cartier and
Tiffany’s too. Dammit ryte.. Some people have all the money! But she has a god
damn ugly husband. Hahha She’s not bad looking actually. So yea, I saw that she
pierce her belly.. and now I think of doing that too.. heh.
So moving on to the braces.. yea I’ll be putting on braces.. So there goes my crystal
stud on my teeth. *pouts* When my dentist says that I have to extract max 4 teeth..
and I’m like thinking.. WHAT THE HELL? 4? But she says she’s not sure yet. I’ll be
extracting them this thurs; which is tomorrow *eeks!* then hopefully in a week, I’ll
be able to put on the braces.. I’m kindda worried cos next Friday, I’ll be working
and I’ll be doing a LOT of talking.. I really don’t know how’s it’s gonna work out.
Man, I really really hope that it wont be THAT bad.. *prays*. Common lets all pray
together that nothing shitty goes on next Friday.
I’m in my office now, and in front of me is the cute lecturer that I videotaped 2 days
ago.. hahha. He’s really cute and sweet. Even his students adore him.. ain’t that
cute?
Have yet to tell the ppl at RP that this would be my last week here. Reason for
leaving is that Esplanade is giving me more assignments and.. come on.. it pays
better so.. yea.. I’d rather quit this job.. even though I’ve made some friends with
the students and the cute lecturers. But hey.. I mean if they still need me at certain
occasions, I might be able to video shoot for them.
26th Feb
This is gonna be a super long entry, so I’m gonna take quite a few days to write
em all out. Sometimes I’m just too tired to update. I just am not looking forward
to turn on my pc; don’t ask me why. I just feel like sleeping. So you might have to
wait like a week for an update.
So ok.. the road trip.. what shall I say.. I wasn’t that happy cos I didn’t get to SHOP
much. U know sometimes its best just to be selfish and just think abt
YOURSELF. I was so considerate and in the end I end up with nothing.
It’s not just abt the trip. It’s abt life itself. Think abt it. Think abt what you’ve
done for ppl and what they did for you. Disappointing aint it?
So … yea back to the trip.. great trip. Sit and eat in the car.. mayb my butt grew a
bit along this trip.. hahha. I didn’t sleep at all.. cos I was helping to keep my dad
awake.. you know for once i was cursing the coffee. cos it didn’t help.. sweets
didin't help either .. I was tryin SO fuckin hard to keep myself awake.. Ohh talking
abt that.. my dad saw.. “somethin” during the trip; on our way back from Kelantan
to KL.. we had to use the stupid one lane way road thingy to get back. There is
no highway for that journey.. so yea. And we had to pass by plantations..
(tts where he saw it..) And I didn’t! damn.. when he asked me.. “did u see that..”
I was like turning back and lookin thru my side mirror.. and I was like.. “errr NO..”
and he just kept quiet. It was so dark and the scenery was so boring.. I mean
all there was were trees, trees and trees. And it didn't help that it was pitch black.
So what I did was to look up.. and I’ve never seen SO MANY stars in my life!
I’m serious! Its just.. wow like freckles on some ppls faces.. haha really! Its
EVERYWHERE! Then my neck got cranky and I had to look out on the road again.
Stupid trees. You know I was wondering when is it gonna end. My dad is kindda
freaked out.. cos u know I mean “those things” can mess with your mind and
make you go in circles and thus the never ending road kindda thing. So when we
FINALLY stop at a petrol station.. oh I didn’t mention that along the way, we saw a
few petrol station signs and u know NOT ONE came to view! Its damn freaky..
I mean who can miss a god damn huge petrol station in the dark, and in the midst
of the jungles right? So ok back to that.. so my dad brought up that “something
he saw”.. amongst the 3 cars with 7 ppl awake.. only 2 ppl saw it. God dammit
we were kindda spooked cos my car was the last one and my dad was like sayin
he was so afraid to look into the read view mirror in case he saw something there..
hahhahha. So ya that was like only half the trip.. It took us 8 bloody hours to get
back to KL. Oh and then at one stop, we talk abt... this bend near
Gua Musang where there were stories whereby the car or motorcycle that
passes by you.. it might not have a driver/rider.. hahha yea im serious! Cool ryte!
Thats the only story the uncle was willing to share.. I mean it WAS at night.. like
going to 12mn. So we drank our coffees, grab some burgers and get back on the
road. It was such a drag. I hate it.. so ya back on the boring road.. really I was so
stoned that I could not really recall wat happened along the journey. How I wish
I could sleep with my eyes open.. heh. Well the next day we were supposed to go
to Genting. The last time I went there I was like.. in primary school. It changed a
whole lot. Not that I can remember much.. but, yea I think i kindda like the old
Genting somehow.
Hmm i realise i cut off a lot of things.. like my trip to Terengganu and Kelantan.
Nuthin much happened, just went to do some shopping.. NOT that i got anything
for myself.. its more like the housewives shopping. Just follow around.. playing with
this lil boy. One of the uncle's grandson. Hes so cute! hahha. There were also these
two 19-year old girls that i hang out with.. i mean we are the so called young ones..
I feel old.. lol. On the way up to Terengganu, we drove by the South China Sea.
It’s really gorgeous I tell you. Its just blue.. and nothing else beyond. All the way ..
just blue sea.
Sigh.. I'll add in more when i have the time but i gtg. More updates on my life soon.
Ciao,
M
:: 1 March 2005 ::
Hey ho.... wow I’ve been so busy these past weeks that I dun have the time to
update anything!
Firstly, i went for a road trip.. to KL, Terengganu, Kelantan then back to KL. And you
know what.. during that four days.. I put on 3kg. You know it takes me almost like
2 mths to loose em.. and here I am.. gaining em back in just short 4 days.
Seriously.. WHAT THE HELL?! But its ok.. cos I’m on the way of loosing em back
again.. but then, im actually eating nougats while typing this out.. Shit I gtg cos
i got to go for class so im gonna continue this another time. M outs!
M
