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¤ ¤ ¤ Webhost's note: This is The very first dreamstory published in Frozen Roses!! ¤ ¤ ¤
6.4. 2003
This dream took place a couple of weeks ago. As everyone probably knows, dreams tend to get kinda fuzzy in one's memory after a few weeks, but this is what I remember from it:
I was sitting in my own living room. I only vaguely realized that right there sitting with me were Sarah Michelle Gellar, Alyson Hannigan and James Marsters from the BtVS-series. They were the actors, NOT the characters Buffy, Willow and Spike.
Everybody was talking about the sixth season. They were going through all this stuff that happened back then. The conversation was mostly about Willow going dark after Tara died.
Suddenly *I* was in Willow's place. But she was not dark yet. This is majorly weird, but I think that the strangely happy feeling I had in the dream had something to do with the fact that I was being Willow, who of course was very happy in her life since she had her powers and she was in a relationship with someone she loved.
So since I was in a way *being* Willow, *I* also felt oddly happy.
Suddenly I was no longer in my living room, but actually "inside" Willow's memory. Only this scene never happened. I/Willow was sitting in a coffee table with Tara and Tara was reading my palm, like she did to Willow in episode 5.4 Out Of My Mind. The weird thing is that I can't remember what we said or did but mostly just the scenery. There was an oldfashioned red-and-white tablecloth on the table and a window next to us. The sun was shining through it and I guess that's why I remember everything being very... yellow, somehow.
Then without a warning I'm suddenly dark Willow. It was pretty horrible. Feeling like you've just lost someone incredibly dear to you (this took place after the dreadful "Seeing Red" episode). I can't remember exactly what I was doing but I was REALLY pissed. I suppose I was in the scene in the episode "Two To Go" when Willow tells Buffy and Dawn that the only thing she had going on for herself were the moments when Tara would look at her and think she was wonderful (a very sad scene, btw).
Then I'm suddenly at the black magic wiccan temple (or whatever it was) from the final episode of S6, trying to destroy the world. Only there's no Xander there and it's night. But for some reason I never get to destroy the world. All of a sudden I just find myself on the floor of my living room and see that Sarah, Alyson and James are still sitting there.
They look at me and ask me if I had fun being one of the characters for a while. Then they start talking about how how they are really bored playing the same people every day. Alyson says I can take Willow's place if I want and she and Sarah leave.
Then, (this would be the fun part) there's James sitting there and for some reason he is really pissed off about something and seems pretty impatient. So of course, since it's my house and he is sorta my guest there I need to try to make small-talk (a thing I'm *really* not good at). I ask what it's like to play Spike in BtVS but just as he is about to answer I suddenly wake up for a reason only heaven knows. At the most interesting part, as usual.
This dream was one of those weird ones that stay in your head days after you wake up. A pretty realistic one too. No "funny" stuff.
11.4. 2003
This beginning of this dream is very blurry in my head, but the rest of it I can still remember very vividly (luckily I'm writing this five minutes after I woke up so it's all new and fresh!).
There's a mountain cabin in the woods on this beautiful, Lappi-like area. At first I can only see the place and I'm not sure I even knew at this point that I was dreaming. I see what the cabin looks like from the inside... it looks disturbingly much like my old school (which kinda creeps me out actually).
Then everything is all blurry for a while again. All I know is that suddenly Willow and Tara are running down the hallways. They're both in panic and try to get away from something or someone. The electricity is broken in the "cabin" (which is HUGE and school-like) so everything is dark. The only light is the moon, illuminating through the large windows.
Willow and Tara run up the stairs and on to the second floor.They get to the attic, which is dusty and scary, full of antique furniture and cobwebs (= hämähäkinseittejä). There's a small window on the attic too, so everything bathes in the silvery, eerie light of the moon.
They're both very scared and wanna leave that room immediately. They run back to the hallway but suddenly they lose each other. Willow runs downstairs, while Tara stays on the second floor.
When they see they've lost each other they get really scared.
Downstairs Willow runs to a dark hallway. It's a school hallway, though they are still at that mountain cabin. The hallways is long and has classroom doors on both sides. The floor looks like a chess-board. It is filled with white and black squares, one after another, after another...
Willow is very worried that she has lost Tara. She is even more worried that she might run into the thing they're running away from. Now, I'm not sure if this really happened, but I have a strange feeling that suddenly there is Dawn, who speaks to Willow and tells her not to be afraid. She says that Tara is right upstairs and right then they both hear her call out for Willow.
Willow runs back up the stairs, while Tara runs down and they meet in the halfway. They're happy and relived to see each other again but have to carry on running immediately, cause there's still something after them.
At this point we leave Willow and Tara for a while. All of a sudden *I'm* in a dark, moon-lit corridor. I'm alone, looking for the others (but not sure who 'the others' are). The place I'm in looks exactly like my old school did. If I could go back to that school in real life I could point out the exact place where the next scene took place. It was on the second floor, in a fairly big hall, outside my old religion classroom.
Somebody attacks me but I can't see who. But for some weird eough reason, the scariest person on the face of this planet (that would be me) is not afraid. I'm actually pissed off! I kick the knife from the attackers hand and kick him in the face as well. Then I just run off.
Then everything gets really blurry, so I'm not sure how it all went down. Suddenly I just realize I'm sitting in the rain, outside the cabin. It's morning but the sky is very gray, because of the rainclouds. Me and Willow and Tara are sitting on a campfire. On the outside, the cabin looks like my grandmother's cabin, except this one is located on the mountains.
The fire won't start so me and Willow get inside, while Tara stays out in the rain, trying to get the fire started. And all of a sudden I realize who I am. I'm Faith, the rogue vampire slayer! I'm wearing her normal outfit: Black shirt, black pants and a dark blue denim jacket. And for some reason I just love that jacket.
(At this point I remember something that happened earlier in the dream. I was hiding in a clothing shop, which was also empty and dark. I was running away from my attacker and since I was feeling cold I grabbed a jacket from the shelf and put it on. The jacket made me feel very powerful and I guess that's why I was suddenly Faith in the dream. Because I wore her clothes. It was a "magic jacket".)
Anyway, me and Willow are standing inside the cabin, looking at Tara through the windows. Suddenly there is Buffy there too and they ask me what I'm gonna do next. I say I'm gonna go to LA for a while. Maybe visit Angel who's always been so nice to me and all. I'm very wet because of the rain outside.
Suddenly we see that the scary thing we were all running away from the previous night is standing outside and approaching Tara (who, by the way, is wearing the outfit she wore on the end-scene of "Tabula Rasa"). The 'thing' is actually a young fellow, with mousy brown hair and wearing a blue-and-gray winter coat. He's holding a large butcher knife. The guy is the age of 14-15 or so and not scary at all. The weirdest thing is he looks EXACTLY like a guy I used to go to school with in junior high.
None of us who see him are afraid that he might hurt Tara. We just *know* he won't. Then we see him fling the knife towards Tara's throat when her back is turned but nothing happens. The guy just keeps making pathetic kinfe-moves wihtout ever even touching Tara.
We realize the guy has a chip in his head, like Spike. He only threatens to hurt us, but can't. Willow, Buffy and I laugh and I say I'm gonna go to LA now to visit Angel Investigations.
Here is where the dreams finally ends.
25.4. 2002
(Note: The whole dream-part happens in animated cartoon-form!!)
Last night, for some weird enough reason I had fallen asleep on the living room floor, in front of the TV (for real, that is). Maybe that is why I dreamt that I was actually watching the TV. There was a cartoon on. It took me a while to realize what the show was about. See, there was this (annoying) girl in it. The girl (and mind you, she was ANIMATED) had a big head, like all cartoon characters do, short black hair and an annoying voice. But what surprised me the most was that she was holding a... (wait for it)... STAKE!!
The show was a cartoon version of Buffy the Vampire Slayer!!!
She was in the sewers, fighting a vampire and making snarky comments. Naturally I kept wondering, that if the animated Buffy looked nothing like she does in the real show, what would all the other characters then look like.
Then suddenly "Buffy" was standing on a bus-stop with this guy who had a blond, elvis-like hair. "Good God, man" I thought. The guy was (supposed to be) Spike. He looked very disturbing. He had this big head too and even his voice sounded like it was actually done by Elvis.
Then, to make things even more disturbing, "Buffy" told "Spike" that he was too gorgeous to kill and the two started kissing (and for the first time in my life I felt like screaming "EWWWWWW!!!" when I saw that happen).
But suddenly "Buffy" was standing alone again, and now she was in the middle of some kinda field ('vehnäpelto'). Some aboriginal guys appeared from the hays and one of them looked EXACTLY like an animated Morgan Freeman (how strange is that?). I don't remember what they told her but when they dissapeared, Buffy could suddenly see to this clearing a few miles away, where there were (and I do realize how weird this sounds) DINOSAURS. The dinosaurs were nesting by this pretty lake, lined with palmtrees.
I really don't remember what happened after that (I probably woke up at this point) but I *do* remember all the colors in that dream. The sky was purple, the field was this sorta golden yellow and the aboriginal guys were dressed in these beige "dresses". They were all African and they had some sorta red tattoos all over their faces.
That's pretty much all I can remember from the dream. Weird one, huh? ;)
NOTE: YOU MUST KNOW WHAT HAPPENS IN ANGEL SEASON 4 AND BUFFY SEASON 7 TO UNDERSTAND THIS DREAM PROPERLY.
The dream begins like a Buffy-episode would begin. There's the fade-in from black and I can see cars driving 100/h on a small road, near a forest area. There are about ten cars and they all pull over on this resting place. It's daylight.
Buffy gets out of one of the cars and people start gathering around her. There are Potentials there, plus the Scoobies and some normal people. Buffy starts giving one of her well-known speeches about how things are very bad right now. Suddenly it hits me. I realize it's indeed Buffy and the gang, but they are in LA, and they are in the place of Angel and his staff. Now Buffy and the scoobies are the ones fighthing against Jasmine, who is taking over the people of Los Angeles.
The people on the resting place are the only ones who are not inflicted by Jasmine's thrall. Yet.
Suddenly one of the Potentials starts talking with Jasmine's voice and Buffy and the others realize Jasmine is winning them over. She has already gotten the hold of a majority of the Potentials. Only Molly is left.
Buffy freaks out but Dawn stays strong. She fights the Potentials off while Buffy and the Scoobies order the normal people to follow them and run away. They end up on this parking area behind a huge mall. Suddenly it's night.
The normal people (there's actually just a family of three. A woman, a man and the man's brother) say that they have a car by which the scoobies and they could escape Jasmine's minions (a.k.a. the people of LA who are under Jasmine's thrall). The man runs to the car while the scoobies fight off the minions.
Suddenly Buffy sees Spike on the other side of the parking place, fighting against some people too. I have absolutely no idea why, but his hair is brown, long and plaited on one long plait, which is just... weird. Spike yells that they should get out of there fast.
The man who is trying to get the car running goes crazy and slashes the tires in the car. His wife screams at him, asking why he did that, cause now they can't escape. Turns out the man was just dumb.
Buffy is in trouble, so are the scoobies. She turns around, realizing she is losing the battle. She sees that Spike has lost too and is being taken into this big police car (more like a van) with bars in the windows. They look at each other and I can still remember their faces... so full of pain of losing one and other.
Buffy runs to the car, trying to stop the policemen from taking Spike (plus some other vampires). The policemen (the ones Spike was fightning against) are actually vampire-hunters. Buffy can't get them to release the vampires, so she asks to be taken with them. She goes into the car willingly, and naturally (cause everybody knows I'm such a romantic sap) there is the passionate Buffy/Spike-kiss once she is inside.
The vampires and Buffy are taken into a prison, that looks just like my bedroom. They are kept in this closet while the BigBad Jasmine, who has turned into Glory, tortures Molly, the only Potential who is not under her thrall. The torture-scene happens in my kitchen and the torturing device is a bottle of 'Fairy'. (Go figure that...)
In the "prison" Buffy is suddenly pulled out of the closet and some girls are pushed in with the vampires and Spike. The girls think the vampires are just regular men and one girl tries to hit on Spike (much to Buffy's disgust). The vampires are thrilled and start feeding on the girls. Spike bites the girl who tried to make eyes at him and drinks her blood. Buffy sees all this behind the bars and is freaked.
Poor tortured Molly is brought back into the "prison" and Jasmine-Glory's minions try to take Buffy next. Buffy pushes the door closed, trying to keep the minions out. Suddenly the door is pushed open from the outside with massive force and Buffy sees ADAM standing there. He tries to take her to Jasmine-Glory but I never get to see what happens next, cause this is the part where I wake up!