When I am checking out
other people's web pages, I usually like to know
something about the authors before actually reading
the content. Instead of trying to find out about the
authors when reading something on their page, I'd
just start off by reading their profiles.
This section will be
mostly about the making of this page, the author, and
other unrelated news.
Why
this page?
Obsession, a negative
word describing having a strong liking for something
to an unreasonable extent, isn't exactly what I would
describe myself. Obsessed with Gay Characters, just
sounds like an interesting title for a webpage.
Having surfed the web for years, having met others
who are more into various things than myself, I find
my 'obsession' reasonable, even though I'm not going
around announcing it.
Having a few friends
to share my 'obsession', to go to the movies with,
and to do other stuff together, I find it necessary
still to talk more about these movies/anime/etc, so
instead of talking to myself, I put whatever I am
thinking here, pretending that there's an audience
out there, to keep me from going insane. The
audience, as far as I know, may not even be there,
but it's okay, I keep telling myself, one day or the
other, people will stumble in and read my irrelevant
ranting, whether they like it or not, I probably
would never really know.
Who
is the author anyways?
When you are looking
at this page, do you wonder if the author is a male
or female? Sometimes, if a page is made by one or
just a few people, this would be pretty obvious. Not
to be stereotyping, but pages made by men and women
can be very different. Take a guess about me now, see
if you are right!
Anyways, let me
introduce myself, my alias is hakuei (who cares about
the real name?), age 25 (year 2000), engineer,
female. Despite the fact that I'm obsessed with gay
movies, anime, manga, etc, etc, I don't really have
any gay friends, so I assume I have an extremely
unrealistic perception of gay men, I guess I won't
find out until I actually meet one ..., for the time
being, I'll just entertain myself with my obsession!
At 25, some of my
relatives and friends think that I'm a lesbian,
because they think I've never had a real relationship
(whatever that means) with guys, and I have many more
female friends than male friends. If you ask me, I'll
say I'm totally straight (as least that's what I
think now), otherwise, how can I explain the fact
that I love watching movies with only men? My ideal
man would be someone like Leslie Cheung, who happens
to be gay, I can't say what is it in particular that
I like about him, I just find him exceptionally
attractive. If one day, I meet a guy like Leslie, and
he happens to be gay, what chance will I have?
Perhaps I'm destined to stay single ...
Later
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