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     Hi, my name is Tina. I am 29 yrs. old and have 3 beautiful children. None of my children were planned pregnancies. My first was when I was 18 yrs old and still a Senior in High School. I was so frightened to tell anyone that I kept it secret for five months. During those five months, I tried to forget and just hoped that it would go away. So afraid of what my family would think, I married my boyfriend, even though I knew I wasn't ready for it. On Dec. 15th 1989, the most georgeous little angel entered into my life and gave me something to live for. A curly haired little boy with huge blue eyes, named Kenneth. My life had taken on new meaning, and purpose.


      Kennys father and I had a rocky relationship that ended in divorce after only 2 yrs. But before we could get divorced, he left me 3 months pregnant with our second child. As much as I loved my son, Kenneth, I was still so afraid of having another and now being a single mom of 2 small children. But I knew that Rachel was meant to be here, that God had sent her to me, and only me. I was meant to be her mom. On Dec. 28, 1991, my precious shy little girl entered into my life.


      It was hard, but with the help of family, I took care of myself and my children for 3 yrs. alone. No matter what hardships came our way, we were a family, and I would not trade that for anything. In 1993, I met a wonderful man. A man that I believe God sent just for me and my children. He loved me unconditionally and with all his heart, and he loved and accepted my children as if they had been his, all along. I could not have asked for more, but I guess God wasn't done with me yet. My blonde haired little princess, Ashlee was born on Nov 9, 1994.

      God blessed me with these 3 children. I wake up everyday and thank Him for giving them to me and for giving me the strength to be "Mama" to all 3 of them, instead of giving up and letting go. God has gotten me and my family where we are today and He will do the same for you. Stay strong in your faith and everything will work out, no matter how gloomy it may look, don't give up, be strong, don't let go. I love you, and most importantly, God Loves You!!!

Family              Three Angels

Project Rachel
"Rachel mourns her children; she refuses to be consoled because her children are no more. Thus says the Lord: Cease your cries of mourning. Wipe the tears from your eyes. The sorrow you have shown shall have its reward. There is hope for your future." -Jeremiah 31;15-17

Life ~ What a
Beautiful = Choice!


Adopted: November 10,1999

Stop = Abortion ~ Not A Beating = Heart!

Childs Angel A Gift From God A Mother's Heart Diary Of An Unborn Child And God Said
Awards Page The Child I Never Knew Didn't She Care? My Favorite Scriptures A Mother's Prayer
Hi Mommy Prayer For Forgiveness Little Angels Her Little Shadows
Justified Never Had A Chance Withered Fruits

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