J. C. Todd is the author of Nightshade and Entering Pisces. A poet and literary translator, she is an associate editor to the on-line poetry journal, The Drunken Boat (www.thedrunkenboat.com). Awards include a Pennsylvania Council on the Arts Fellowship, two Leeway Awards and a Governor's Award for Arts Education. Thank you, Cecil, for the dance. J. C. led "The Body, the Senses and the Poetic Image."
REMEMBERING*
Remember, Mother, when you were so ill
it hurt to move, hurt to lie still? Or
perhaps you don’t, having passed through flesh
into the either. I am the one who remembers,
remembers washing you and thinking,
Why don’t I remember you washing me?
As though to clear the soapy film that clouds
the water for the bath, a hand appears,
supporting my shoulders, flimsy neck,
the back of my still-soft head. Your hand,
released from cells that have transferred you
when you washed me onto me when I washed
you, our hands one hand now as I sponge
blood from my daughter’s skinned knuckles.
*from Nightshade
©1995, 2000
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Thérese Halscheid’s newest book of poems is Uncommon Geography
(Carpenter Gothic, 2006). She received a 2003 Fellowship for Poetry from the NJ State Council on the Arts.
Her poetry has appeared in many magazines, among them 13th Moon, Rhino, aultline, White Pelican Review,
New Millennium Writings. She teaches creative writing workshops and is a teaching artist in schools through
the NJ State Council on the Arts. At the Inglis Poetry Conference,Therése led a workshop on the poetry of disabled
writers entitled, "Trading Places." Her work can be seen at
www.theresehalscheid.com.
DEATH OF YOUR BODY*
I wonder how it will happen, Father,
when you, in your bed, are leaving yourself,
rising out of the lame structure you inhabited,
that moments before was shrinking
another inch down in a chair
giving off sighs against gravity
for your limbs falling backwards…
Will your eyes that stopped seeing me
suddenly close?
When I think of your moment of death
I want life as an eternal from brightening
the room where we bend over your body.
I think of words never said
coming to me as light.
I see myself simply glowing with your sentences,
nothing dramatic or as pathetic
as the one child you bore
who would not eat for a year
after your brain damage, was starved
for your love.
*from Without Home
©2001
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Maria Fama is the author of three books of poetry and the producer of poetry videos. Her poems, short stories, and essays have appeared in numerous publications and anthologies. Fama recently won the Aniello Lauri Award for Creative Writing and appears in the PBS documentary "Prisoners Among Us." She lives and writes in Philadelphia. Maria's workshop "Using Family Stories and Family History in Poetry" drew a large crowd at the Inglis Conference."
UNCLE*
Nestled in the back seat
behind my uncle’s balding head
I think of the man
who cares or the mandarin trees,
My uncle’s car needs gas
He pulls into a station
with eerie lights of longing
reflected in the rainbow grease
Cornered,
What would I do to touch again
The man who paints his garden gate.
My uncle’s blading head turns,
“Will I hit the blue Buick?”
He looks through my father’s mother’s eyes
The fruits in the garden
were yellow and red
like the traffic roads of night
His eyes were dark
as the streets that sleep under the trees.
The lights at the corner house
our lines into the lawn
One dull thump
My uncle looms large
opening my door
I step very far now
from the man,
his garden,
and the watching rows of trees.
*from Currents
©1991